Losing appetite.

Losing hair.

Bleeding gums.

Frequent giddy spells.

Losing radiance.

I don't know what is wrong.

I only know something is definitely wrong.

Seeing the pics I took last friday freaks me out. I am losing fats on my face.

I am helpless.

I am scared too.

I want to go back to the bubbly me, even if it means looking chubby.

I hope all these will end.

Pictures first. Details later.

Taken at dear's house on friday, while waiting for him to come home on friday.

Skipped lecture cos I was late and headed to his house instead.







He showed me a surprise when he comes home...

Box


My ring


From Dear~


=)

Happy girl.

Went for movie on saturday.

Watched "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle".

Nice movie!!! Fulfil my childhood memories. =)

Though the turtles seem to be on a diet (cos they look too skinny), but they still look as cute as last time.

Finally had the chance to eat Long John Silver's Seafood Combo. It's quite nice and worthwhile~

Happy 3rd month dear~ =) Thank you for tolerating with my nonsense for the past 3 months. =) Love you more everyday.

Sometimes I think I am abnormal.

All of a sudden I feel like working real hard for school work.

This is exceptionally different because I am usually a lazy bum who likes to waste my time away in front of computer and/or television.

Just thought of updating cos I need a break from doing too many work all at one shot.

Still have lots of reading to do.

Exams are coming soon, I had better finish my reading as soon as possible.

I love life the way it is now. =)

Skipped lecture again.

It's time I stop skipping lectures.

But it's raining early morning, monday morning somemore. =X

Mum cooked fried rice for me. =) She can be so nice sometimes.



Bought ingredients for agar-agar in the evening.

Made them myself without any help!

The agar agar mixture~


While waiting for the mixture to cool, I actually started taking pictures of myself. =.=

Me


Done!!


Last pic dedicated to dear! =)

Better stop posting nonsense and read up my text.

Dear made jelly for me on saturday again wor.

I kept nagging I wanted to eat. =P

Thanks dear !! =)





But this week's jelly didn't turn out nice, cos I gave him wrong instruction. =( Sorry~

I secretly went to finish the not nice jelly. In the end I got a bad tummy ache, so bad that I feel like vomiting. I shall learn my lesson and not feed myself with too much jelly next time!

Ate alot of food during the weekend. Drank lots of bubble tea too.

Had a test on friday. Felt stupid about myself. Repeated theory questions came out, but I still can't remember the answer!!

Had a happy weekend. =) How I wish I have more time for weekend. It's another new week ahead again. When will my holidays come?

Dear, not sure if you'll see this or not. Thanks for spending your time with me and being so sweet to me. =) Love you.

Finally woke up before 11am on a non-school day.

Mac breakfast by dear.



Thank you. =)

Even though my future might seem dark, but I don't think I want to give up now.

-Friend-: dun have yr bf pic on friendster?

.:: ChInGz ::.: dun have

-Friend-: how come leh?

No idea how to reply. Didn't reply either.

What's the big deal.

If it's not a big deal why do I bother blogging about it?

Forget it. Not talking sense.

Back to notes.

Tried to study for accounting test during the weekend. Failed to concentrate.

Feeling quite down now.

Went to tampines mall on saturday before meeting dear. He fetched me in a cab and we went back his house.

Went lunch and bought ingredients for jelly.

He was supposed to be making the jelly for me!!

Haha, though I feel bad about it, but it feels sweet to see him cook the mixture, for me.

It's little things you do that makes me happy. =)

Pictures of the result.

Jelly


Agar-agar


It tastes good! =)

Thank you for spending time with me.

Time to rest. Really have no mood to do anything.

End of cold war.

Didn't had dinner yesterday cos was having cold war with mum.

In the end, dear called mac delivery for me.

Thanks for sending food over to me when I was hungry! =)

It's little things you do that makes me happy.

Had my first test today.

There were several repeated questions from past year papers. Though I did recognise the questions, I didn't get all correct either. -.- Not sure how I will perform. Can only pray for the best.

No point to keep thinking about the mcq paper, life still moves on.

Missed the chance of going River Hong Bao this year. Clash of timing.

Anyway took a picture of my cousin's son when they came to have dinner. He's cute! =)



Been feeling tired these days. Can't make myself sit down and do work for long period of time. Not sure what's wrong. I had better increase my energy level~

Many things happened last week. What's done is done. No point talking about it. I am moving on.

Hopefully things will get better in the new year.

Things will definitely get better.

I believe that life is fair.

Finally blogger lets me post pictures.

Out-dated pics from last week.

Sushi buffet with poonie after OB lecture.

=)

Thanks for fulfiling my cravings!

I'll not touch sushi for sometime.

Conveyor Belt


Green Peas


Poonie


Poonie again


Taking pic


After the buffet we went to walk abit before going back to his house.

Yes, I spent several days over at his house last week.

Some things happened at home.

I just wanted to let time heal my wound.

My mum know about it too.

No matter what happened, I am grateful that you stood by me when nobody did.

I will be there for you when you need me too.

Hopefully the new pig year will be a good one for people around me. =)