Here 2 update. Tink will update quite abit of stuffs. Coz i m slacking my dae awae~ I m supposed 2 go sch for GP todae. But i din go, coz i overslept. :P I woke up onli at 11.45am. How early? Hahaz, i still rushed to sch to meet my classmates coz they celebrating shiyun's bdae after GP lesson..

Reached TJ at ard 1pm. s|anZ~ Went hawker meet them. Bought fruits to eat. They r nice wor!! :) After eating, yexian, wy, huilan, zhengang, yilin, rachel and me went to orchard.. They wanted 2 eat sakae sushi buffet. I din eat wif them coz i was feeling full n dun haf appetite. I dun wan waste money ma, if go there eat buffet and can't eat alot. HaHaz.. So huilan, yilin, rachel and me went marche 2 eat. Todae i ate salad. Nice nice. Cost me a good $9.20. Lolz.. But enjoyed crapping wif them wor.. :D

After tt we went walk walk abit.. Den rachel wanted 2 go kino to buy book. So we went wif her. Shopped in kino v v v long. Huilan bought a file while rachel bought her book. Met ziyan there. HeHez.. She's still so cute wor! :) Was v tired at kino there. Duno y also leh, juz feel tired. Sat down n rest.. After we left kino wy went off.. saying she's tired already.. Along e trip at kino crapped alot wif huilan, told her quite an amt of stuffs.. Feel happy.. But i noe e happiness wun last..

Den they wanted 2 ask shiyun down 2 celebrate her bdae. So i cant meet poonie n mindy as planned. I cant possible go off as and when i like also mahz. Muz bond.. :) Sorry poonie and mindy!!! Walked ard taka e mickey mouse sale. Saw alot of cute soft toys.. Like them alot but i noe i can't buy la. mama sure dun let ma. No choice. I haf 2 gif up lo. Leonard bought a winnie e pooh handphone case. V cute but unlike him ba. :D lolz..

We went coffee bean after tt. Can u imagine, we haf 2 pull yexian n leonard out frm e mickey mouse sale... -.-''' HaHaZ.. They r sooooooooooo attracted to those cutieS!! :D Anywae went coffee bean wait 4 zg, he was late. He came ard 7pm. Den we chatted abit lor. But shiyun said she not coming down coz she got rehearsal until 7+ and she dun wan go out lia0z.. d0tZ!! We were supposed 2 help her celebrate bdae but she din turn up. Oh well. Chatted wif zhengang, luff alot also. Oh, i haf a cup of ice blended mocha again!! luv tt drink. But i tink starbucks's one is more nicer.. :X

Chatted alot and left only at ard 9+ when huilan wan 2 go home.. took mrt home. Enjoyed myself alot todae.. Somemore i m v happy now also. Dun ask me y, coz i wun tell u :P I met shin ling at orchard mrt station also.. Only chat abit nia, before train comes. I m really happi todae, coz of alot of tings. But i noe i shld not b happy. Coz nth lasts anywae..

He's not online now. He dun usually come online at tis time also. Disappointed but nvm, i noe i shld not expect much. [If only u noe how i feel. If only i can turn back time, I will let e time stay at where I wan it to... I miss u.]

BaCk 2 update e last dae of the LEP CAMP!!! Ha|X.. filled wif saddness for me. Tis morning woke up at ard 8am. Was abit out of time coz need 2 return bedsheets at 8.30am. So i rushed my wae to bathe n rush to fold bedsheets n blanket n keep everytinG~ SiaNZ~ Rush like maD! HaHa :D YiLiN, rEbEcCa, rAchEL anD mE went return those slping stuffs to teacher before going for brkfast.

Todae's brkfast is fried bee hoon and bread again. I got phobia of e bee hoon. So i din eat it. I only drank milo and bought a packet of white grape + aloe vera 2 drink. NicE.. Definitely nicer than e stupid bee hoon. HohOZ.. Den we had 2 return keys. After tt i lied down on my GIANTIC bag 2 rest.. HaHAx.. After awhile e gambling king -- ZhEnGaNG wan 2 play daidee. So we play lar~ :) I dun tink i won any game, cant rmb much also. But its fun luffing lor..

We went for lecture again by Prof Zhong. She gave comments on some essays frm e 3 JCs.. Well, mine wasn't chosen. Wad 2 expect, my chinese is like shit. But my class not bad liaoz, 4 of them got chosen. Leonard, YuBo, Rebecca and Rachel. CongratS!!! :) Their essays really not bad lehz. But somehow i fell aslp in during the lecture. :P Very tired le ma.. HaHaz.

After tt had lunch den wait for bus to come. As usual e food not nice. e whole camp is like feeding pigs lidat coz after 2-3 hrs there will b food. Isn't it like pigs??? Hiakz HiaKz.. Ate till quite full todae. After tt wait for bus and play daidee while waiting.. :P A buncH of TJC gamblers.. :D When bus came we sat on bus and slp. Not we la, i nv slp. I really nv slp. e rest slp. I juz sat there n tink lor.. Tot abt alot of tings.. At e camp daes past fast.. Ha|X. After camp i haf 2 face reality again. :( Duno wad 2 sae, juz felt sad.

Took cab home. Rest awhile den chat wif p00nie online. We wanted 2 meet wif mindy wan, but den mindy slp lia0z. DotX.. So we decide to meet ourselves at 730 at orchard. I cooked noodles beforehand :) But last min change of venue coz i tink shld b fair to her. We meet at dhoby ghaut instead. She helped me buy jellybeans frm carrefour!! thx paL! We went starbucks n had ice blended mocha! NicE!!! I luv tt drink!!!!! :) Its been ages since i drank it.. Wad to do? So poor lor. Broke n poor. :S We chatted till abt 1030 den we left.. Took NEL. Nice trip out wif her~ REally chatted abt alot of stuffs.. I luv gals talk~ :) hEhEz.. Somemore so long nv chat wif her.. Realli miss her loads man. :D

Den came home.. Nth much. play com. But told weekim tt i dun like him anymore. I told him i like some1 else already. Its a fact ba, so i tink shld juz let him noe lor. Haix.. dun wish 2 talk abt it anymore. I tink i m juz a bitch to him, coz i betrayed him. but den again, i wasn't together wif him when i like some1 else??? Heck liaoz laH, i noe i m not a bitch can le. No matter wad u sae i also dun caRe lE.

TireD lia0z.. now is abt 4am lE.. gtg slp. Tml 10am gotta go sch for GP. slp liao .. tAtaz.. cYa s00n p00niE :P

Dae 3 of LEP camp. Had brkfast. It was fried bee hoon. Lousy. Really awful. So hard.!!! Den we haf 2 write out a compo 2 submit. *s|AnZ*

Had talk on media news reporting at 11am.. Not a bad talk, at least i learnt more abt e work of a reporter~ :) It looks easy but its quite tough wor. I m kinda interested 2 b a reporter also lehz!! :P hEhEz..

After lunch is planning of a performance by all the 12 small grps. My grp tot real hard and came up wif idea of doing a show of wad a lousy reporter will do during interview. Damn funny..!! e male lead is ChEnYu!!!!! :D :D :D HaHAz.. due 2 popular demand lor. hIak hiaK. He was also not bad actor also la. :P

After dinner is e competition time!! :) My grp was e 5th 2 go up.. aLL e other grps before us was so pro lor. Their acting was so funny and lame..More fun than us. Ha|x.. I noe we r losing lia0z.. :X By time we go up our grp play is so stupid.. HaHaz.. We got a scene of taiwan protest or sth lidat.. HaHa.. cY wAs reporting e scene while we r protesting like mad~ Den got bomb. I m supposed 2 die also la. :D Den had 2 lie on floor.. so paiseh also lor! I tink my grp's play is quite ok but not up 2 standard yet la. HeHEz.. But i enjoyed e whole process of designing a poster for e play. Its fun and i got 2 learn more abt my grp members! :) they r so fun~ :D

After they finish e competition, there is a performance by leaders 2 us!!! :) Sang songs and played wif each other all along!!! Also got little cards for grp members 2 write comments for each other!! ThX eVerY1 for tHEir c0mmeNtS~ i g0t al0t 0f c0mments abt e hair .. tHx 4 saying my hair is nice :) hEhEz.. bUt cY v laMe.. only write i g00d, dEn yB sAe i l00k likE gh0st!!! -.-'''

Nitetime we chiong 2 bathe again and went zG room play daidee. Played awhile abt till 1+am we went off. wE went downstairs 2 sit sit and chat.. lovely time lor.. coz got nice sky! :) But i mood no good ma.. so decided to go for a short jog wif rachel. We found cY at a student lounge there.. alonE.. p00r him, we w0ke him up 2 go back his room.. He looked lost. yB so sick lor, leave him there alone. ha|x.. After e jog i was feeling abit better.. but not any better. Juz feel sad lidat.. of sth personal.. hA|x..

We chat till abt 2+am den we went 2 rebecca and rachel's rm 2 slp. We din intend 2 slp. But i still slept coz i cant take it, we were lying down somemore.. s|anz.. tt's e end of dae 3.. ha|x.. almost e end of LEP caMp Lia0z wor...

2nd dae of LEP camp. More fun. Had brkfast. Bread only. Kinda pathetic. Coz its not nice. :X LEctures somemore.. e writing skills talk by Prof Zhong lor.. Who elsE? But luckily she's quite entertaining.. if not i sure die aR..

After tt is a briefing abt our "2nd world war tour". Told us we'll b going Kranji memorial, pasir panjang and some jap soldiers' grave. Had lunch at 1pm before setting out for e tour. Slp on e bus.. HaHaz.. almost every1's slping. Who cArEs.. Not v fun la, e tour is like so boring.. Coz kranji memorial CCHS got bring us there b4. So nth much lor. Juz repeat same stuffs.. somemore e teachers let us walk ourselves wan.. D0tZ..
Den we also not much time 2 waste at pasir panjang there coz we were quite of latE lor..Den onli walk wat canopy walk, after tt we head back NTU lia0z..

Den is brk at 5+pm. After tt is individual JC rehearsal ting. Coz nitetime got performance by 3 jcs.. oh btw e 3 jcs are Hwa Chong JC, Nanyang JC and Temasek JC. Well.. nth much 2 sae abt e rehearsal. Juz kinda rush. After dinner is performance time!

First we haf TJ to perform a small show on a poem by Li Bai. LAme!! VeRy LAmE!! HaHAz.. After tt is singing of song "lang hua yi duo duo" by all tj ppl wif handsign also. Lolz..i oso dun rmb much la.. But we enjoyed e songs.. :) After singing we cheered TJ cheer.. Quite fun. :)

2nd is HCJ performance. They did a game ting and we haf 2 look for words 2 pair up.. Diff 2 describe. Not v fun also.. juz messY~ :X They also sang 2 songs for us. Tink they r more bonded than us. :X HaHaz.. I tink their performance is quite of boring, but it muz haf took up alot of their time 2 prepare the stuffs for the game. Good effort!

LAstly is NYJC. Their performance is 2 teach us how 2 dance their mass dance. NicE maN.. I learnt it there 1st 3 mths. :) But i 4got almost everyting lia0z.. :X How lousy.!! They want us 2 pair up wif a guy.. MEaning we haf 2 partner wif some1 of opp sex. Initially i wanted 2 pair up wif cHeN yU buT i rmb he said i m short last nite. So i sae no and i chose 2 pair up wif yUbO instead. hAhAz.. p00r cHeNyU haf 2 pair up wif yiLin who is taller than him! Serves him right! :P yB v pr0 l0, still rmb e steps. He 1st 3 mths also at NYJC.. I like so lousy. We learnt half of e song den we haf 2 compete among our small grps again~ SiaNz.. our grp no one wan 2 go up so e leader pull yB up. Den no gal wan go up i got pulled up stage also.. Yb cant possibly dance wif no partner? l0lz. iTs lousy. My dancing is so damn lousy. :X I feel so paiseh coz i even forgot some steps. :P Paiseh la, no memory ma. Wad to do, born like tt.

Den is slping time.. h0h0z.. But blackout again. 4 of us gals went zG rm 2 slacK again. SiaNZ.. Tink they found out e fault lia0z. its my rm fan tt r causing e blackout. Coz duno wad live wire and earth wire ting.. S|anz.. duN rMb alSo. Finally e repairmen repaired e fAn and e power came back.. We only bathe at abt 1130 lidat. So laTe.. Crapped wif yl after tt.. Told her abt my little secret. :X Nth big deal also~ hEhEz.. But i feel v happy ba. eNd of dAe 2 Lia0z..

Here to update!! Update abt wad??? Of coz is the cAMP!!! :) Todae is first dae of LEP camp. Woke up damn early todae morning at ard 6+am.. Went sch by taxi.. Coz my dumb bag is too heavy. :P Brought too much stuffs.

Reached sch le den wait for bus lor.. Sat wif WY on the bus.. Quite long journey, but we chatted alot n enjoyed ourselves. Reached NTU, chatted again wif yilin.. Got our room keys frm teacher I/C. Den put our bags in room.. Ermz.. e hostel is kinda grt looking!! :) But we gotta put bedsheets ourselves.. :X Its also stuffy wif weird smell.. hAAz.. tink too long nobody stay there lia0z..

After tt is teabreak. Got biscuits and drink. Den is "icebreakers". Played several funny games. We took Chen Yu's shoe and throw to some1 in our grp and haf 2 rmb tt person's name also.. Kinda lamE.. CY can't rmb the names so he was forced 2 sing in front near the stage wif Yu Bo.. H0h0z.. VerY fUnNY!!! Den got this game where e leader will sae wad he wan eg: "those who wear watches". Den two of those ppl who wear watches will haf 2 bend down. Kinda reaction game. He called out "those who wear jeans". Me and 2 other ppl bend down. Shit.. Lose lia0z l0r.. c0z he sae onli wan 2 we 3 ppl bend. So got punishment. Lucky not singing in front. But also v paiseh. Coz he asked YuBo 2 hold my hand and walk 2 another grp and sae he likes me~ -.-''' lAmE!!! Den v paiseh lor..After this game time's up.. den other ppl dun need punish!! how can lidaT?? :X

After tt is lunchtime~ HaHa.. e food... not v nice la.. But still ok lor i tink. Den got talk. We haf 2 walk over to LT4 which is like miles awae frm e hostel there.. Lolz.. We walked till leg also pain ar.. HaHaz.. :D e talk is quite entertaining by Prof Zhong Yi Wen. She's funny.. Talked abt writing skills and articles. NiCe ovErall..

Den is break time again.. SIanZ.. Den talk by Prof Zhong again.. WaHaHAz.. siaNz n0t? Fell aslp for awhile ..H0h0z..

After e LONg LonG TalK, wE finally reached dinnertime! After dinner, there is a nitewalk ard NTU. But e ppl talked abt history of NTU and etc before tt. e walk was quite of boring laH.. coz everywhere is bright. Den no ghost stories also, so sort of boring lor. Somemore its quite hot. :P We try 2 scare each other on e way though.. but was fed up wif CY coz he sae me short again! :(.. He not sian i also sian. After e walk is slping time..

YL, reb, rachel and me chiong all e wae back to hostel 2 bathroom 2 bathe. But after we bathe got blackout!!! Sia0z.. We were so scared lor.. ran out of room like maD~ Den i called WY n went over to yexian's rm. Den we went ZG room.. wanted 2 play daidee but Leonard dun wan. so we left. went back our own rm. Tink e lights came back. But awhile later blackout again~ SianZ~!~!~

Heng e NTU sent repairmen over. Den repair liao we slp lor.. Gossip wif reb, rachel and YL till abt 2+am..After tt we slp lor.. NitEz.. :)

YeAh.. sundae. Few more hrs to LEP camp. Duno how to sae. Juz packed some stuffs. Almost done. But the bag is so damn heavy. And the bag is so ugly~ :X Hahahz.. But nvm lah, only a camp dun care so much le.

Quite of looking forward 2 the camp. Coz its gonna b a camp where i can gossip wif my frenz!!!!! hahaAAZzz.. wAHaHAhAz.. But i tink its gonna b sort of boring. we still need 2 attend lectures and lessons.. Duhz.. Haiz.. used 2 it so nvm lor..

Todae is juz another dae. Afternoon it rained heavily. I asked wk help me print survey. He passed me during afternoon lor. Wad else. he bought my fav old chang kee for me as well!!! HeHeZ.. thX man! Yam pie + curry puff~ MY all time fav!~!~ :P But my throat is abit sore.. plus these fried food its not gonna help.. but i still ate them all~

Ok le lah. tink tt's abt all.. shld go check again.. tink i m abit hungry. gonna eat supper le! bye!

Muz b weird y m i blogging at this time.. which i shld b out celebrating tt sch term is officially over. But damn fucked up todae. The morning started out fine. Had HC investiture. Yilin and i were crapping and deciding to go out to eat after sch. It shld b a v happy ting..

After tt had maths and physics lecture. Den pon chem lecture. Went LEP room 2 slack. Asked yexian if they all wan come wif us to eat after sch. He agreed liaoz.. so we WERE supposed to go eat.. Yilin and I were still tinking to go for buffet or ajisen. HAHAHA <--- tt is meant to b a sarcastic luff. After sch ended.. ALOT of the class ppl r going. I tot only yexian, wanyi and chen yu coming. But many others came.

They din wan buffet. They din wan anything yl and i tot of this morning. Fine. I m not tt fussy.. juz a gd lunch is fine for me. But... THEY WAN TO GO BEDOK INTERCHANGE TO EAT! I m not anti-bedok or wad. But .. we eat there almost everydae and coming 1.5yrs. Todae last dae also mux lidat meh? WTF. I juz stomped off when they board bus 38. BTH!!! Damn pissed. I rather go eat shit than go eat at bedok interchange coffee shop.

ZG and YL came after me. YL v poor ting also.. she had to chase after me coz we agreed 2 go out eat together. I really intend 2 go home. But YL followed me. If i go home wad abt her? So i thick skin also go wif her to bedok there. I SWORE not to eat. And i din. I watched them eat. In the end YL also ate. Left me alone lor. So i noe i wun get to eat anything good todae. Fu**.

So i sms wk. He ate also. SO gone case. I queued for bus 26. My classmates also dun gif a damn abt me. They juz went on wif their activities. So much abt bonding! WAD FOR I HOPE FOR THE CLASS TO B HAPPY TOGETHER? WHEN I M NTH BUT A PIECE OF SHIT IN THEIR EYES. I noe i m v petty todae. I shldn't gif attitude problem. But i cant help it. Duno y these daes i alwaes AP. I juz blow my top at anything or any1. I m not usually lidat. When i queuing for bus i was abt to cry already. M i so anti-social? Den wk called and i juz told him i at bedok. He came down abt 20mins later. I sat at interchange.. reflecting abt myself. Duno wad's my prob also.. make every1 dislike me so much. I dun believe tt one got 2 b good-looking 2 be socialable. But i tink I am terribly wrong.

When wk came, i said everything 2 him. Looks pathetic, him being my only fren now. Imagine: ur ex is ur only trustable fren? Ur ex is the only one who stand by u in times of crisis? Perhaps he's e only one who can stand me after all. I noe i m too much todae. But well, they shld haf said they dun wan buffet or anything expensive right frm the start. Den i wun haf anything 2 b happy abt or 2 look forward 2 right.? Its a totally unlucky dae.

When i went home i realised i din get my keys out tis morning. So i got to go my mama's workplace 2 get keys frm her. FUCK! So damn unlucky. I m still feeling like a piece of shit now. DAMN. I dun tink i ever typed so many vulgarities in a single post. But i m feeling reali fucked up now.