Very sianz. woke up at ard 12+pm.. Ate brkfast n come online le. Saw rachel online.. Her nick is "missing the slopes and hills, toilet codes and blackouts". Ha|x.. made me tink also. I miss e camp too.

When i first reached there, everyting seem so foreign. Even the slopes and hills were a torture to us. We haf 2 go a long long wae before reaching e LT4 where we haf our lectures. But now tt i m back, i dun find tt distance long. Instead i miss tt route.. More imptly, i miss e laughter of everyone.. How i wish i can turn back time, gossiping wif e gals till late nite was damn fun. Even if rachel fell aslp first n scared us when she suddenly wake. :P I miss e time when i was down n rachel went for e late nite jog wif me at 1.45am. Its realli such an unforgettable trip. I miss playing daidee wif zg.. coz he alwaes look like some daidee addict. :D

I miss e toilet codes as well. Initially i had a tough time searching for e nos and letters. But as we reached e 2nd dae, i can press wifout looking. *hUrRaY* :) I also miss e times yilin and i rushed to e toilet to bathe.. coz e other gals r abit slow.. n we dun like 2 wait? :D HeHez~ I miss e times when yilin was so hyper and jumping ard on my bed.. HeHeZ~ So do i miss e blackouts.. We can scream n run out of our rooms, coz e blackouts came juz lidat..oh man.. So saddening. e camp came lidat n now its over juz lidat too..

I miss e times when e three jcs were performing their own items. I miss e nitez wif fun and laughter.. I miss e last minute item my grp put up. They were a great bunch of ppl .. Through tis camp, i learnt more abt my own classmates.. learnt abt their little habits n moods.. HeHez.. Esp e 3 galz~

I duno y i like this camp so much. Perhaps its a camp where we were totally treated like adults. We can stay up late wifout teachers checking on us. We can go to guys room to play as well wifout being chased out by teachers. Its a grt feeling tt e teachers actually trust us n treat us as adults. All e other camps i went before all restrict us to alot of stuffs.. esp our slping time. But this camp nv wor. HaHa.. or mayb is i too ignorant n went too little camps.. But i still luv tis LEP camp. During tis camp i sorted out my own tots and reflected on my life.. And i finally made up my mind on certain issues. So its a rewarding camp wor. I also learnt more on writing skills, though i still cant write out gd essays.. :P

If only i can turn back time.. i will let it stay at e camp.. even if it means i will hf 2 slp in tt warm room wif a weird smell.. even if it means i cant see my families or cant use my computer.. i misS e camp..

SAturdae. A nice one indeed. Woke up at ard 12pm. Den i called rebecca to ask her abt PW stuffs. I told her we need another meetin before fridae coz we need 2 finish up e surveys. She agreed. Tink we gonna meet on wed lor. Hahaz, PW is such a chore. After tt i went online and saw yubo online. So i msg him inform him abt PW meeting. After tt i sms lookit. But lookit nv reply me lehz.. And i cant find rebecca also liaoz. Die le lah, all MIA. :S

Sms yilin at 1+pm asking if she still wan go out. She sae ok. We wanted to ask rachel along but den she dun wan go. So nvm lor. Yilin n me go out ourselves. We met at orchard and went mos burger to drink milkshake. I tried their new strawberry ice cream. Quite nice wor.. Somemore 3 for $1. Worth a try leh. Yilin and me got a strawberry shake each. Nice wor. Den we start 2 gossip and gossip. :S We luv doing tt, but we r not talking bad tings behind ppl's back, we r only chatting abt own stuffs wor. :)

Left mos at ard 4 lidat.. Den we shopped ard at heeren there. Wanted to buy sweets frm mini toons. But den they dun haf e sweets i want, so i din buy lor. Walked somemore and we decided to take photo. But e print club at heeren was sooo packed wif ppl. So 2 of us walked over to cineleisure to take photo. We took some machine. Den it turned out quite nice lehz!!! HaHaz.. Too bad i dun haf scanner if not can scan in. But den ppl might puke seeing my photo. :S But we haf a grt time wor.. :)

After tt went for dinner. I abit hungry le ma. Went yoshinoya. Ate ebi + tempura fish combo meal for dinner. NICE!!! :D Really nice wor. Hahaz.. But as usual din finish e rice lah. :X Coz dun like rice. :P After tt we went esplanade to see see lor. And of coz we chatted alot.. nice chatting wif tt gal ar.. :D Went home at abt 9pm. Had a grt time wor. HeHez.. tHx yILin~

Tt's abt all for todae le.. TaTaz..

Here to blog again. -.-''' I duno y also lahz. Juz feel like blogging. I realise my pw grp is lacking behind alot. We seem to b doing nth for months. As e grp leader, i tink i m lousy. I shld start to reflect and get my members 2 meet up for meeting. If not i tink my grp will nv finish pw in time also. Somemore my survey is not completed yet also. SiaNz.. I haTE pW !!!

Back to my main topic. I m bloggin at tis time coz I wan 2 sae sth here laH. There is really nth between weekim and mE. Believe it or not. We only go sch n home together. But there wun b anymore such cases happening anymore. Coz i told him clearly already. Its a fact i like some1 else already. So i juz tell him lor. Weekim, whether or not u will read tis msg but i juz wan 2 tell u tt its not ur fault at all. Neither am i betraying u, coz i din tell u i luv u anymore after we broke up, so pls dun sae i like some1 else n tt's betrayal. I m not a BITCH. ThaNx, pls dun keep tinking i betray u. Thank u for all e time and effort u spent. All came too late. Sorry

Anywae, i really like some1 else already. To protect him/her i wun reveal names. [SeE mY j0kE? :P] No lah, i m perfectly straight! I like him, not her. I tink its a one-sided ting. REally. I noe he dun like me at all. But i dun mind. I juz like him.. I duno when did this happen but i juz like him? Guess e LEP camp changed my life once again. But i wun tell him i like him tis time. I dun wan paiseh. LAter ppl dun like me how? somemore we are not really tt close or noe each other long also.. LEt nature take its course ba. :)

I duno y i m v happy now. Perhaps of wad my classmates sae earlier ba.. :P I noe they may b trying 2 b nice or tt they r wrong. But i still chose to believe them abit. I miss him ba. Wun get to see him for quite sometime. I noe nth will come out frm this. It may b a simple crush or juz admiration, but i like him. I dun expect him to like me back, but i juz like e feeling of having a new life once again. I haf been living in e past all these months.. I haf been hanging ard wif weekim all e while. Now tt i like some1 else, it symbolises tt my life is regenerating again. I alwaes wanted 2 move on wif life, but somehow i can't. But now i m moving on wif life already. If i could i wld turn back time, turn back time to the LEP camp. Its really a fun camp and there r alot alot of nice tings happening in e camp.. :) If onLY u kNeW wAD i M FeELinG n0w.. If 0nlY i cAn tUrN bAcK tImE..

Here 2 update. Tink will update quite abit of stuffs. Coz i m slacking my dae awae~ I m supposed 2 go sch for GP todae. But i din go, coz i overslept. :P I woke up onli at 11.45am. How early? Hahaz, i still rushed to sch to meet my classmates coz they celebrating shiyun's bdae after GP lesson..

Reached TJ at ard 1pm. s|anZ~ Went hawker meet them. Bought fruits to eat. They r nice wor!! :) After eating, yexian, wy, huilan, zhengang, yilin, rachel and me went to orchard.. They wanted 2 eat sakae sushi buffet. I din eat wif them coz i was feeling full n dun haf appetite. I dun wan waste money ma, if go there eat buffet and can't eat alot. HaHaz.. So huilan, yilin, rachel and me went marche 2 eat. Todae i ate salad. Nice nice. Cost me a good $9.20. Lolz.. But enjoyed crapping wif them wor.. :D

After tt we went walk walk abit.. Den rachel wanted 2 go kino to buy book. So we went wif her. Shopped in kino v v v long. Huilan bought a file while rachel bought her book. Met ziyan there. HeHez.. She's still so cute wor! :) Was v tired at kino there. Duno y also leh, juz feel tired. Sat down n rest.. After we left kino wy went off.. saying she's tired already.. Along e trip at kino crapped alot wif huilan, told her quite an amt of stuffs.. Feel happy.. But i noe e happiness wun last..

Den they wanted 2 ask shiyun down 2 celebrate her bdae. So i cant meet poonie n mindy as planned. I cant possible go off as and when i like also mahz. Muz bond.. :) Sorry poonie and mindy!!! Walked ard taka e mickey mouse sale. Saw alot of cute soft toys.. Like them alot but i noe i can't buy la. mama sure dun let ma. No choice. I haf 2 gif up lo. Leonard bought a winnie e pooh handphone case. V cute but unlike him ba. :D lolz..

We went coffee bean after tt. Can u imagine, we haf 2 pull yexian n leonard out frm e mickey mouse sale... -.-''' HaHaZ.. They r sooooooooooo attracted to those cutieS!! :D Anywae went coffee bean wait 4 zg, he was late. He came ard 7pm. Den we chatted abit lor. But shiyun said she not coming down coz she got rehearsal until 7+ and she dun wan go out lia0z.. d0tZ!! We were supposed 2 help her celebrate bdae but she din turn up. Oh well. Chatted wif zhengang, luff alot also. Oh, i haf a cup of ice blended mocha again!! luv tt drink. But i tink starbucks's one is more nicer.. :X

Chatted alot and left only at ard 9+ when huilan wan 2 go home.. took mrt home. Enjoyed myself alot todae.. Somemore i m v happy now also. Dun ask me y, coz i wun tell u :P I met shin ling at orchard mrt station also.. Only chat abit nia, before train comes. I m really happi todae, coz of alot of tings. But i noe i shld not b happy. Coz nth lasts anywae..

He's not online now. He dun usually come online at tis time also. Disappointed but nvm, i noe i shld not expect much. [If only u noe how i feel. If only i can turn back time, I will let e time stay at where I wan it to... I miss u.]

BaCk 2 update e last dae of the LEP CAMP!!! Ha|X.. filled wif saddness for me. Tis morning woke up at ard 8am. Was abit out of time coz need 2 return bedsheets at 8.30am. So i rushed my wae to bathe n rush to fold bedsheets n blanket n keep everytinG~ SiaNZ~ Rush like maD! HaHa :D YiLiN, rEbEcCa, rAchEL anD mE went return those slping stuffs to teacher before going for brkfast.

Todae's brkfast is fried bee hoon and bread again. I got phobia of e bee hoon. So i din eat it. I only drank milo and bought a packet of white grape + aloe vera 2 drink. NicE.. Definitely nicer than e stupid bee hoon. HohOZ.. Den we had 2 return keys. After tt i lied down on my GIANTIC bag 2 rest.. HaHAx.. After awhile e gambling king -- ZhEnGaNG wan 2 play daidee. So we play lar~ :) I dun tink i won any game, cant rmb much also. But its fun luffing lor..

We went for lecture again by Prof Zhong. She gave comments on some essays frm e 3 JCs.. Well, mine wasn't chosen. Wad 2 expect, my chinese is like shit. But my class not bad liaoz, 4 of them got chosen. Leonard, YuBo, Rebecca and Rachel. CongratS!!! :) Their essays really not bad lehz. But somehow i fell aslp in during the lecture. :P Very tired le ma.. HaHaz.

After tt had lunch den wait for bus to come. As usual e food not nice. e whole camp is like feeding pigs lidat coz after 2-3 hrs there will b food. Isn't it like pigs??? Hiakz HiaKz.. Ate till quite full todae. After tt wait for bus and play daidee while waiting.. :P A buncH of TJC gamblers.. :D When bus came we sat on bus and slp. Not we la, i nv slp. I really nv slp. e rest slp. I juz sat there n tink lor.. Tot abt alot of tings.. At e camp daes past fast.. Ha|X. After camp i haf 2 face reality again. :( Duno wad 2 sae, juz felt sad.

Took cab home. Rest awhile den chat wif p00nie online. We wanted 2 meet wif mindy wan, but den mindy slp lia0z. DotX.. So we decide to meet ourselves at 730 at orchard. I cooked noodles beforehand :) But last min change of venue coz i tink shld b fair to her. We meet at dhoby ghaut instead. She helped me buy jellybeans frm carrefour!! thx paL! We went starbucks n had ice blended mocha! NicE!!! I luv tt drink!!!!! :) Its been ages since i drank it.. Wad to do? So poor lor. Broke n poor. :S We chatted till abt 1030 den we left.. Took NEL. Nice trip out wif her~ REally chatted abt alot of stuffs.. I luv gals talk~ :) hEhEz.. Somemore so long nv chat wif her.. Realli miss her loads man. :D

Den came home.. Nth much. play com. But told weekim tt i dun like him anymore. I told him i like some1 else already. Its a fact ba, so i tink shld juz let him noe lor. Haix.. dun wish 2 talk abt it anymore. I tink i m juz a bitch to him, coz i betrayed him. but den again, i wasn't together wif him when i like some1 else??? Heck liaoz laH, i noe i m not a bitch can le. No matter wad u sae i also dun caRe lE.

TireD lia0z.. now is abt 4am lE.. gtg slp. Tml 10am gotta go sch for GP. slp liao .. tAtaz.. cYa s00n p00niE :P

Dae 3 of LEP camp. Had brkfast. It was fried bee hoon. Lousy. Really awful. So hard.!!! Den we haf 2 write out a compo 2 submit. *s|AnZ*

Had talk on media news reporting at 11am.. Not a bad talk, at least i learnt more abt e work of a reporter~ :) It looks easy but its quite tough wor. I m kinda interested 2 b a reporter also lehz!! :P hEhEz..

After lunch is planning of a performance by all the 12 small grps. My grp tot real hard and came up wif idea of doing a show of wad a lousy reporter will do during interview. Damn funny..!! e male lead is ChEnYu!!!!! :D :D :D HaHAz.. due 2 popular demand lor. hIak hiaK. He was also not bad actor also la. :P

After dinner is e competition time!! :) My grp was e 5th 2 go up.. aLL e other grps before us was so pro lor. Their acting was so funny and lame..More fun than us. Ha|x.. I noe we r losing lia0z.. :X By time we go up our grp play is so stupid.. HaHaz.. We got a scene of taiwan protest or sth lidat.. HaHa.. cY wAs reporting e scene while we r protesting like mad~ Den got bomb. I m supposed 2 die also la. :D Den had 2 lie on floor.. so paiseh also lor! I tink my grp's play is quite ok but not up 2 standard yet la. HeHEz.. But i enjoyed e whole process of designing a poster for e play. Its fun and i got 2 learn more abt my grp members! :) they r so fun~ :D

After they finish e competition, there is a performance by leaders 2 us!!! :) Sang songs and played wif each other all along!!! Also got little cards for grp members 2 write comments for each other!! ThX eVerY1 for tHEir c0mmeNtS~ i g0t al0t 0f c0mments abt e hair .. tHx 4 saying my hair is nice :) hEhEz.. bUt cY v laMe.. only write i g00d, dEn yB sAe i l00k likE gh0st!!! -.-'''

Nitetime we chiong 2 bathe again and went zG room play daidee. Played awhile abt till 1+am we went off. wE went downstairs 2 sit sit and chat.. lovely time lor.. coz got nice sky! :) But i mood no good ma.. so decided to go for a short jog wif rachel. We found cY at a student lounge there.. alonE.. p00r him, we w0ke him up 2 go back his room.. He looked lost. yB so sick lor, leave him there alone. ha|x.. After e jog i was feeling abit better.. but not any better. Juz feel sad lidat.. of sth personal.. hA|x..

We chat till abt 2+am den we went 2 rebecca and rachel's rm 2 slp. We din intend 2 slp. But i still slept coz i cant take it, we were lying down somemore.. s|anz.. tt's e end of dae 3.. ha|x.. almost e end of LEP caMp Lia0z wor...

2nd dae of LEP camp. More fun. Had brkfast. Bread only. Kinda pathetic. Coz its not nice. :X LEctures somemore.. e writing skills talk by Prof Zhong lor.. Who elsE? But luckily she's quite entertaining.. if not i sure die aR..

After tt is a briefing abt our "2nd world war tour". Told us we'll b going Kranji memorial, pasir panjang and some jap soldiers' grave. Had lunch at 1pm before setting out for e tour. Slp on e bus.. HaHaz.. almost every1's slping. Who cArEs.. Not v fun la, e tour is like so boring.. Coz kranji memorial CCHS got bring us there b4. So nth much lor. Juz repeat same stuffs.. somemore e teachers let us walk ourselves wan.. D0tZ..
Den we also not much time 2 waste at pasir panjang there coz we were quite of latE lor..Den onli walk wat canopy walk, after tt we head back NTU lia0z..

Den is brk at 5+pm. After tt is individual JC rehearsal ting. Coz nitetime got performance by 3 jcs.. oh btw e 3 jcs are Hwa Chong JC, Nanyang JC and Temasek JC. Well.. nth much 2 sae abt e rehearsal. Juz kinda rush. After dinner is performance time!

First we haf TJ to perform a small show on a poem by Li Bai. LAme!! VeRy LAmE!! HaHAz.. After tt is singing of song "lang hua yi duo duo" by all tj ppl wif handsign also. Lolz..i oso dun rmb much la.. But we enjoyed e songs.. :) After singing we cheered TJ cheer.. Quite fun. :)

2nd is HCJ performance. They did a game ting and we haf 2 look for words 2 pair up.. Diff 2 describe. Not v fun also.. juz messY~ :X They also sang 2 songs for us. Tink they r more bonded than us. :X HaHaz.. I tink their performance is quite of boring, but it muz haf took up alot of their time 2 prepare the stuffs for the game. Good effort!

LAstly is NYJC. Their performance is 2 teach us how 2 dance their mass dance. NicE maN.. I learnt it there 1st 3 mths. :) But i 4got almost everyting lia0z.. :X How lousy.!! They want us 2 pair up wif a guy.. MEaning we haf 2 partner wif some1 of opp sex. Initially i wanted 2 pair up wif cHeN yU buT i rmb he said i m short last nite. So i sae no and i chose 2 pair up wif yUbO instead. hAhAz.. p00r cHeNyU haf 2 pair up wif yiLin who is taller than him! Serves him right! :P yB v pr0 l0, still rmb e steps. He 1st 3 mths also at NYJC.. I like so lousy. We learnt half of e song den we haf 2 compete among our small grps again~ SiaNz.. our grp no one wan 2 go up so e leader pull yB up. Den no gal wan go up i got pulled up stage also.. Yb cant possibly dance wif no partner? l0lz. iTs lousy. My dancing is so damn lousy. :X I feel so paiseh coz i even forgot some steps. :P Paiseh la, no memory ma. Wad to do, born like tt.

Den is slping time.. h0h0z.. But blackout again. 4 of us gals went zG rm 2 slacK again. SiaNZ.. Tink they found out e fault lia0z. its my rm fan tt r causing e blackout. Coz duno wad live wire and earth wire ting.. S|anz.. duN rMb alSo. Finally e repairmen repaired e fAn and e power came back.. We only bathe at abt 1130 lidat. So laTe.. Crapped wif yl after tt.. Told her abt my little secret. :X Nth big deal also~ hEhEz.. But i feel v happy ba. eNd of dAe 2 Lia0z..