Ok back to update. MonDae: Din slp on sundae. Went directly to sch at ard 8am. Go sch for physics, v sianz ar.. Mr Chan went on and on wif physics. *yAwNz* reaLLY v sian lor.. hungry somemore. Lucky he got gif us go for lunch if not i sure die of hunger. Lolz. Physics went on n on till abt 3.30pm.. Lolz.. how can some1 tok 5hrs of physics? Soooooooooooo pro~ But i still dun quite understand physics.. =S
After tt went 2 marina square there bowl wif yulin, rachel, zhengang and yexian. But yilin din bowl. I only tried one game coz i broke liaoz mahz.. Bo bian.. So gotta stop at e rite time. At abt 6 i went off to toa payoh get my new specs.. Ermz.. looks abit weird. Haix.
Den go home lo. Feeling sick already mahz~ Went online find rebecca n yubo discuss abt meeting time, den i msg them on msn lo. Tt yb duno sae wad he wan to commit suicide. Den rebecca n i told him not to b insensible. Tio scolded after tt.. He said "if u duno anything dun make any comments" Fucking hell. We only trying to console him you mei you? He tinks we wan 2 care? Den he quit e conversation liaoz.. More fucking hell, we dun need meeting liaoz ar? He tink only he need some peaCE? Fucking hell, i oso need ok. I m runnign a fever tt nite n i din slp for more than 24 hrs already. WTH he tink he is.. ALwaes aP-ing when talking abt pw. SuX. PW sux, but it sux more when u haf such a member in ur grp. Shall shut up already.
After i tio scolded i offline lor.. Coz i realli v angry n slpy le. I took medicine n went slp lor.. Bth liaoz.. Slept at 11pm.
TueSdAe: Nth much. Woke up at 8.15am. Din wan go sch but den i promised yilin i wld go. Sianz. So i dragged myself up n go sch. Another boring morning again... Hear mr chan talk. :S Den after tt went out wif shiyun, zhengang n yilin to orchard. WEnt mos eat. Den crap abit b4 settling down 2 study.
Study till 5pm den shiyuun gotta leave, Yilin wan go off also. So i went off as well... Reached home bathe liaoz den watch abit tv. Went out at 7.45pm wif kenneth. Went orchard cineleisure watch movie. Boguht tix den go mos eat again. But only had apple pie n strawberry shake. After chatting for abt an hr den go cine watch movie. Watched "undead". =) Sounds nice hor.. but den e movie v lousy..As in sooo damn chim i dun understand anything. =S VvVvv Dumb lor.. e show.. After e movie went 7-11 go buy drink. Kenneth got mineral water n i got honeydew milk. Sat down drink abit den go off in cab le. =D Finally i dun need to pay. =X No lah, i told him i no moeny liao he sae nvm he pay.. HmMM.. Enjoy abit advantage of being a gal.. *gUyS paYinG* Sorry i noe i m too much, but den.. I m quite used to guys paying for me.. He paid for tix, cab fee, dinner, popcorn. Hmmm... Duno leh. Mayb u all can tell me wad u all feel abt guy paying for u?
Tt's abt all yest.. Gtg liaoz.. tAtA..
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Hoho... time now is 4.45am. Not i dun wan slp.. But watching tv lah.. Quite alot of tings happened wor.. Duno where to start. Juz do a short summary first b4 i find time to blog.
Mon and Tue i went back sch for physics. Spent afternoon in sch lor.. Mon nite i was down wif fever n feelin sick n tired, but tio scolded by my PW grp member, YuBo. Tue nite i went out movie wif kenneth.. Long story. shall blog when i free. Now i tired le..Tink i go off watch tv first liaoz.. TaTAz..
Mon and Tue i went back sch for physics. Spent afternoon in sch lor.. Mon nite i was down wif fever n feelin sick n tired, but tio scolded by my PW grp member, YuBo. Tue nite i went out movie wif kenneth.. Long story. shall blog when i free. Now i tired le..Tink i go off watch tv first liaoz.. TaTAz..
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Ok. I m here again. Dun ask me y. I m going to blog. Blog a long long entry. So if u dun haf patience or dun wish 2 read den close e window ba, coz i m really going 2 b long-winded. =X
Wanted to type abt all these last week, but IE got prob so i din haf e chance. Life is really unpredictable. Last yr tis time i tot all was gone wif MinDy n YaNfEn. We really drifted apart. We had nth in common to talk abt, we can't chat abt anything under e sun anymore. Yea, tt's it. We really haf nth in common. We no longer go sch together, nor go home together. We had been going to sch n home together for 3yrs already.. since sec1, but last yr we had a big quarrel tt we juz separated. E feeling sux. I haf other frenz too but its juz not e same. Coz yAnfEn noes me best. Our frenship started in p4. We had fights, we had quarrels, we had our sweet times too. We had our own share of crushes n our dreams. We chatted abt everything under e sun. We can even fight in class, yes i mean fight. She hit me, I hit her. Tinking back, I feel tt we r being silly to hurt our own bestie. So we noe each other inside out.
One facial expression n we noe wad e other party is tinking abt. Tt kind of telepathy. MinDy has tt kind of special feeling wif us too. But i prefer yAnFeN? hEHez. I m not talking nonsense here, we really understand each other ba. Everyone understand their bestie also. =) But after tt big quarrel, everything changed. It was really a tough time for me. I tot nth can ever change back..
Till tis yr june hols. Somehow I met up wif yaNfEn n those happy feelings came back. Its juz those kind of special feelings i haf again. Mayb she doesn't feel e same, but i do. We can chat abt everything again. I haf no fear of toking to her anymore. I luv her, yes i really do. I can behave like i want, i can b who i really m in front of her, coz tt's wad i alwaes was. She still noes me best. It really didnt cross my mind tt we can ever b e same again. It really was a gr8 feeling to b back wif them againz.. =) I duno how to describe my feelings, but afterall, they were wif me during my most diff times, happy times.. etc.
Ok, after talking abt frenship, it comes to the bgr part. I tink nobody is interested in this. But i juz type it out juz 2 get some peace. Yes, i broke up wif weekim on 8th feb. The reason is simple: he chose TJC over me. Yes i noe i m being childish at tt time, he doesn't haf 2 gif up his dream jc for me. Some1 who is not worth it. But who can understand how i feel? I see couples (cchs couples) everywhere. They r happily enjoying their 1st 3 mths honeymoon period in e same jc. I haf little frenz in nyjc. My only close fren was huiLinG. I din get 2 see gracie much, coz of diff class n diff timeslots. I haf no1 to pei. AFter sch i alwaes go out wif gracie n eat. After tt we will juz go somewhere to waste time off, in order for me to wait for weekim's dismissal. Does any1 understand those kind of feelings? Imagine travelling frm bishan to causeway point. Frm there all e wae back to bedok. I haf 2 wait frm 12pm all e wae till 4-5pm. Sometimes when i pon sch i haf 2 wait frm 10am till 4-5pm. OH well. Imagine asking ur fren 2 waste time wif u in e afternoon coz u wan 2 wait for ur bf. I dun tink any1 will not feel guilty over it.
I pon my cca to wait for him. Coz my cca time is late, n i dun wish him to waste time waiting. I stood by tt dustbin in bedok interchange frm mondaes to fridaes. I tink tt dustbin wld recognise me also. =X e feeling is lonely, n more lonely. Standing by e dustbin din feel nice, even when it is juz 15-20 mins of wait. Everydae i will search for tis tall head popping out frm e crowd of ppl alighting bus no 38. Anyone got tt kind of feeling before? When i see other ppl waiting for their bf/gf, i tink they r being sweet n noble. But when i m e one doing it, i tink i m being stupid. V dae was coming, he said he is planning some flowers. But when i ask further, i came to realise tt its not real flowers. Tis really made me mad. Oh well, shall not elaborate further on this. Coz i can imagine u all reading tis n breaking out in cold sweat. ok, i shut up abt tis.
After we broke up, i tot tt we can get back together. I really tot we can. Even though i hated him for his "flowers" i tot everything will get back e same like last time. After all, it was a childish reason tt we broke up. I still went out wif him. Movies, lunch, dinner, anything. I was trying to get those feelings back. Feelings of falling in luv. I noe deep inside my hrt i din wanted to gif up, but i juz cant get those feelings back anymore. Perhaps e hurt was too deep, perhaps it was his temper tt killed everything. Ya i noe no1 will believe he has temper, but he told me he dun luv me anymore. Well, any1 hearing tt wun fall in luv wif tt person anymore.
He may tink i m using him, u all may tink i m using him. But i m sure myself i m not. I seriously admit i m materialistic, if i were to use him, i will not resort to toying wif his feelings. To me they r not worth anything if i were to use him. I will rather knock every cent i can out frm him, or get him to pay for my food n entertainment. He knows very well did he pay for any of those. Did he make any effort to talk to me on e fone? I m one who luvs chatting on fone, i can switch off e bloody computer 2 chat on fone. But to him, chatting on fone is not wad he can do, nor wad he likes to do. So? Wad can i sae? I said this once n i sae it again: I DID NOT TOY WIF HIS FEELINGS. I m not being noble here also, saying i m good or wad. But this is my blog. Of coz i look at things frm my perspective. I duno abt his. I dun wish 2 noe also. After being scolded so many times by him i tink tt's enuf already. I juz wan to sae everything out n juz close e whole case.
I chose not to speak abt it since 8th feb coz i haf no one to talk to. I alwaes haf tis policy. When i dun speak of it, it means i haven 4gotten abt it. I m still healing frm 8th feb till march hols. After tt, i tink all feelings of mine was gone already when i was scolded by him. I started out in my new sch wif my feelings numb. I could no longer feel anything for any1, no special feelings wadsoever. Hmm, i did not tell him directly tt i dun luv him anymore, it was my mistake. But i kept on saying its not possible. MAybe its my own actions tt mislead him. After all, everyting is over now. Yes, i haf closed e case. Nth can change anymore. Ever since i like some1 else n he scolded me insensible, nth will change anymore.
He told me to tell him i dun like him, is it really necessary? Self deception does not help. It really doesn't. Yes i admit i still like him abit, but its no longer tt kind of luv. I may seem fickle, but I dun haf special feelings for any1? Not even e one i confessed to. When i dun get any return, i wun like tt person anymore. Crush or wadeva, its juz normal human reaction? Or rather i m lidat, when some1 dun like me, i wun hold on to things anymore. I can't devote all my feelings to some1 who dun like me, or nv like me b4. Ha|x. So i tink wk needs time to heal now, me telling him i dun like him or wad doesn't help. Time will heal all wounds.
These few daes i watched MVP Valentine again. I luv tt show. I duno y i juz luv tt show. I will cry when e part comes when Duan Cheng Feng promised Xiaoxi tt he wun ever allow her to cry. Yep, its stupid if a gal believes in tt. But who doesn't like 2 hear sweet nths? I did believe in tt when some1 really special told me tt. I duno y i really luv tt phrase: "xiaoxi, ni gen wo zai yi qi, wo bu hui zai rang ni diao yan lei.." In reality, if some1 tells me tt, i will believe, although its not like me to believe in tt. But i will. I really will. On e other hand, i will not ask my bf to tell me tt, coz its fake if u haf 2 ask tt phrase out frm him urself. Haix.. I tink my mood is getting abit sad.. I shld not sae anymore. Going off le.. NitEz..
Wanted to type abt all these last week, but IE got prob so i din haf e chance. Life is really unpredictable. Last yr tis time i tot all was gone wif MinDy n YaNfEn. We really drifted apart. We had nth in common to talk abt, we can't chat abt anything under e sun anymore. Yea, tt's it. We really haf nth in common. We no longer go sch together, nor go home together. We had been going to sch n home together for 3yrs already.. since sec1, but last yr we had a big quarrel tt we juz separated. E feeling sux. I haf other frenz too but its juz not e same. Coz yAnfEn noes me best. Our frenship started in p4. We had fights, we had quarrels, we had our sweet times too. We had our own share of crushes n our dreams. We chatted abt everything under e sun. We can even fight in class, yes i mean fight. She hit me, I hit her. Tinking back, I feel tt we r being silly to hurt our own bestie. So we noe each other inside out.
One facial expression n we noe wad e other party is tinking abt. Tt kind of telepathy. MinDy has tt kind of special feeling wif us too. But i prefer yAnFeN? hEHez. I m not talking nonsense here, we really understand each other ba. Everyone understand their bestie also. =) But after tt big quarrel, everything changed. It was really a tough time for me. I tot nth can ever change back..
Till tis yr june hols. Somehow I met up wif yaNfEn n those happy feelings came back. Its juz those kind of special feelings i haf again. Mayb she doesn't feel e same, but i do. We can chat abt everything again. I haf no fear of toking to her anymore. I luv her, yes i really do. I can behave like i want, i can b who i really m in front of her, coz tt's wad i alwaes was. She still noes me best. It really didnt cross my mind tt we can ever b e same again. It really was a gr8 feeling to b back wif them againz.. =) I duno how to describe my feelings, but afterall, they were wif me during my most diff times, happy times.. etc.
Ok, after talking abt frenship, it comes to the bgr part. I tink nobody is interested in this. But i juz type it out juz 2 get some peace. Yes, i broke up wif weekim on 8th feb. The reason is simple: he chose TJC over me. Yes i noe i m being childish at tt time, he doesn't haf 2 gif up his dream jc for me. Some1 who is not worth it. But who can understand how i feel? I see couples (cchs couples) everywhere. They r happily enjoying their 1st 3 mths honeymoon period in e same jc. I haf little frenz in nyjc. My only close fren was huiLinG. I din get 2 see gracie much, coz of diff class n diff timeslots. I haf no1 to pei. AFter sch i alwaes go out wif gracie n eat. After tt we will juz go somewhere to waste time off, in order for me to wait for weekim's dismissal. Does any1 understand those kind of feelings? Imagine travelling frm bishan to causeway point. Frm there all e wae back to bedok. I haf 2 wait frm 12pm all e wae till 4-5pm. Sometimes when i pon sch i haf 2 wait frm 10am till 4-5pm. OH well. Imagine asking ur fren 2 waste time wif u in e afternoon coz u wan 2 wait for ur bf. I dun tink any1 will not feel guilty over it.
I pon my cca to wait for him. Coz my cca time is late, n i dun wish him to waste time waiting. I stood by tt dustbin in bedok interchange frm mondaes to fridaes. I tink tt dustbin wld recognise me also. =X e feeling is lonely, n more lonely. Standing by e dustbin din feel nice, even when it is juz 15-20 mins of wait. Everydae i will search for tis tall head popping out frm e crowd of ppl alighting bus no 38. Anyone got tt kind of feeling before? When i see other ppl waiting for their bf/gf, i tink they r being sweet n noble. But when i m e one doing it, i tink i m being stupid. V dae was coming, he said he is planning some flowers. But when i ask further, i came to realise tt its not real flowers. Tis really made me mad. Oh well, shall not elaborate further on this. Coz i can imagine u all reading tis n breaking out in cold sweat. ok, i shut up abt tis.
After we broke up, i tot tt we can get back together. I really tot we can. Even though i hated him for his "flowers" i tot everything will get back e same like last time. After all, it was a childish reason tt we broke up. I still went out wif him. Movies, lunch, dinner, anything. I was trying to get those feelings back. Feelings of falling in luv. I noe deep inside my hrt i din wanted to gif up, but i juz cant get those feelings back anymore. Perhaps e hurt was too deep, perhaps it was his temper tt killed everything. Ya i noe no1 will believe he has temper, but he told me he dun luv me anymore. Well, any1 hearing tt wun fall in luv wif tt person anymore.
He may tink i m using him, u all may tink i m using him. But i m sure myself i m not. I seriously admit i m materialistic, if i were to use him, i will not resort to toying wif his feelings. To me they r not worth anything if i were to use him. I will rather knock every cent i can out frm him, or get him to pay for my food n entertainment. He knows very well did he pay for any of those. Did he make any effort to talk to me on e fone? I m one who luvs chatting on fone, i can switch off e bloody computer 2 chat on fone. But to him, chatting on fone is not wad he can do, nor wad he likes to do. So? Wad can i sae? I said this once n i sae it again: I DID NOT TOY WIF HIS FEELINGS. I m not being noble here also, saying i m good or wad. But this is my blog. Of coz i look at things frm my perspective. I duno abt his. I dun wish 2 noe also. After being scolded so many times by him i tink tt's enuf already. I juz wan to sae everything out n juz close e whole case.
I chose not to speak abt it since 8th feb coz i haf no one to talk to. I alwaes haf tis policy. When i dun speak of it, it means i haven 4gotten abt it. I m still healing frm 8th feb till march hols. After tt, i tink all feelings of mine was gone already when i was scolded by him. I started out in my new sch wif my feelings numb. I could no longer feel anything for any1, no special feelings wadsoever. Hmm, i did not tell him directly tt i dun luv him anymore, it was my mistake. But i kept on saying its not possible. MAybe its my own actions tt mislead him. After all, everyting is over now. Yes, i haf closed e case. Nth can change anymore. Ever since i like some1 else n he scolded me insensible, nth will change anymore.
He told me to tell him i dun like him, is it really necessary? Self deception does not help. It really doesn't. Yes i admit i still like him abit, but its no longer tt kind of luv. I may seem fickle, but I dun haf special feelings for any1? Not even e one i confessed to. When i dun get any return, i wun like tt person anymore. Crush or wadeva, its juz normal human reaction? Or rather i m lidat, when some1 dun like me, i wun hold on to things anymore. I can't devote all my feelings to some1 who dun like me, or nv like me b4. Ha|x. So i tink wk needs time to heal now, me telling him i dun like him or wad doesn't help. Time will heal all wounds.
These few daes i watched MVP Valentine again. I luv tt show. I duno y i juz luv tt show. I will cry when e part comes when Duan Cheng Feng promised Xiaoxi tt he wun ever allow her to cry. Yep, its stupid if a gal believes in tt. But who doesn't like 2 hear sweet nths? I did believe in tt when some1 really special told me tt. I duno y i really luv tt phrase: "xiaoxi, ni gen wo zai yi qi, wo bu hui zai rang ni diao yan lei.." In reality, if some1 tells me tt, i will believe, although its not like me to believe in tt. But i will. I really will. On e other hand, i will not ask my bf to tell me tt, coz its fake if u haf 2 ask tt phrase out frm him urself. Haix.. I tink my mood is getting abit sad.. I shld not sae anymore. Going off le.. NitEz..
Friday, June 18, 2004
| How to make a Hoi Ching |
| Ingredients: 5 parts intelligence 5 parts courage 3 parts beauty |
| Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Saw the test frm mab's blog. Find it fun so i played also. HaHaz.
Anywae todae i went out wif yaNfEn n mInDy 2 PS. We met on e train by chance at 4.15pm. :) Den went mos eat n slack. Actually i tink i m e only one eating ba, coz yAnfEn eating apple pie n bread only n mInDy only got a ice lemono tea. Ate ebi rice burger set as usual. Seems like i m nv sick of their ebi rice burger. :X Wahahaz..
Slacked till abt 5+ lidat den went carrefour (not sure of e spelling) to get jellybeans. Long time no eat liaoz also. After tt we went out of ps. Got bugged by tis guy promoting some discount tix frm some shop. I wanted 2 buy but haf no money le. I only left one piece $50 so i dun wish 2 use it. In e end, minDy paid for me i tink. Gotta return her e money nxt time ba. Paiseh coz i dun wanna use e $50 note. :X
In e end we oso nv walk 2 orchard la, juz went home. Coz yAnFeN going off le den i wan go home watch tv!!! Yes, its lame, got chance go out i dun go.. I still wanna watch tv. Haix. But i juz wan watch mahz.. :P Den mInDy was quite pissed .. hohoz.. SorrY laH.. HaHaZ..
So took NEL home, did nth also lahz.. Watched 7pm show den i bathe den i go nap nap liaoz. :X I duno y lah, i juz lack of slp these few daes.. HAiz.. siaNz.. I m alwaes tired wan lor~ Hmm.. Tink nth much 2 update liaoz.. TaTaz..
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Dun intend to update abt yest. Coz nth much happened. So decide to blog abt todae instead. Todae went out meet mindy n yanfen at tampines at 4pm. Supposed to meet at 3.30 but i was late. -.-''' Paiseh wor..
After tt we walked ard help midny find sth. Den we went ljs eat. I ate their fish n chips. Todae e fish like not so nice? So hard lo, like stone lidat. But i like their fries. :) WahaHaz.. We sat there crapped abit also.. Sianz..
Den we walked abit ard tampines mall n chatted also. Ard 5.30 we take bus to go hougang there. Watching e milo cup again lor.. :) Oh well.. e bus was v crowded. Mindy went up e wrong bus. Typical of her lahz. :X She can board e bus wifout realising she took e wrong bus.. H0w bluR~
We reached hougang le den take bus 62 to e venue for bball match. :D Todae their match was better dan previous wans. Coz they realli played quite well. Can see tt they put in their besT? Hmm.. but den mindy like keep saying they not good..Well.. they r onli a bunch of teens n not professional players mahz. They also dun play bball full time? Hmm.. but tt's mindy, she alwaes like 2 b critical. But den again, its not as if she like any1 frm e team, so she will talk rubbish. If she happen to like some1 frm e team, she wun sae such tings le wor. Well.. Luv is blind, esp to her wor. :X
After tt match, we went off. Well, they lost. But i still tink todae is one of the best match i saw frm *hIs* team. :) While walking out frm e bball court, duno y mInDy keep saying yAnFeN sth.. But tink mInDy dun mean it lah. She keep asking yanFeN 2 stop being hum. But den not every1 is e same!!! Not every1 can b thick skin like me lor. So cant force them do sth they dun wan. :S
We 3 took bus all e wae to punggol. Hoho, den take NEL home. Tt's abt all le.. TaTaz..
After tt we walked ard help midny find sth. Den we went ljs eat. I ate their fish n chips. Todae e fish like not so nice? So hard lo, like stone lidat. But i like their fries. :) WahaHaz.. We sat there crapped abit also.. Sianz..
Den we walked abit ard tampines mall n chatted also. Ard 5.30 we take bus to go hougang there. Watching e milo cup again lor.. :) Oh well.. e bus was v crowded. Mindy went up e wrong bus. Typical of her lahz. :X She can board e bus wifout realising she took e wrong bus.. H0w bluR~
We reached hougang le den take bus 62 to e venue for bball match. :D Todae their match was better dan previous wans. Coz they realli played quite well. Can see tt they put in their besT? Hmm.. but den mindy like keep saying they not good..Well.. they r onli a bunch of teens n not professional players mahz. They also dun play bball full time? Hmm.. but tt's mindy, she alwaes like 2 b critical. But den again, its not as if she like any1 frm e team, so she will talk rubbish. If she happen to like some1 frm e team, she wun sae such tings le wor. Well.. Luv is blind, esp to her wor. :X
After tt match, we went off. Well, they lost. But i still tink todae is one of the best match i saw frm *hIs* team. :) While walking out frm e bball court, duno y mInDy keep saying yAnFeN sth.. But tink mInDy dun mean it lah. She keep asking yanFeN 2 stop being hum. But den not every1 is e same!!! Not every1 can b thick skin like me lor. So cant force them do sth they dun wan. :S
We 3 took bus all e wae to punggol. Hoho, den take NEL home. Tt's abt all le.. TaTaz..
Monday, June 14, 2004
Todae.. Woke up at 12pm. Watched tv, ate some food. Den slacked. Did some maths. Den went out meet my mama at 4. Wanted to make specs but e shop near my hse duno y keep cant check my degree. Ermz.. I was like .. dotx.. n his service abit bad lah. :X
After we left tt shop, i dragged my mama to toa payoh tt shop. Coz i made my contact lens there mahz, n their service more better i tink. Den went there check my eyes n choose my new specs. Not v nice. Totally ugly! :D But i was late to pei yanfen watch bball match. Supposed to reach hougang at 5.30. But i abt 6 also haven finish wif my specs stuff.
So i was late. Very indeed. I reached e venue where they having bball match at ard 6.50pm. Hohoz.. ppl's match was abt to finish liaoz.. But todae's team was damn good. Really damn good. tHey were tall, fast, defensive.. REally v good. U see them run.. They can run, they can score also.. wALaoz.. so damn good lor. *hiS* team lost again. Lost quite badly i tink. Coz tt team is realli too strong.. HaHa.. Wun go into details also liaoz la. Coz not my *hIm* :P
After tt we went compass point. Had mos burger for dinner. Had ebi also!! Nice.. I luv their food. Before tt yANfEn went OP buy shirt. Quite ok ba. I wished i had e money to shop also, but i dun. Nvm abt tt also, i tink all my money was spent on food. :D Chatted there as well.. Den mindy came n join us at 9.30 lidat. Hohoz.. Crapped alot.. Luff like mad.. Duno lahz.. REally v fun ba. We left at 10.30pm, when mos was abt to close liaoz.. Mindy v funny, she ate her fries v fast.. She din wan 2 b the last to leave.. lolz.. Den took NEL home, e train keep stopping.. V weird.. Scary also.. HaHaz.. but nth happened.
Reached home at 11.15pm. Came online.. Den nth much le. Tt's all.. TaTaz..
After we left tt shop, i dragged my mama to toa payoh tt shop. Coz i made my contact lens there mahz, n their service more better i tink. Den went there check my eyes n choose my new specs. Not v nice. Totally ugly! :D But i was late to pei yanfen watch bball match. Supposed to reach hougang at 5.30. But i abt 6 also haven finish wif my specs stuff.
So i was late. Very indeed. I reached e venue where they having bball match at ard 6.50pm. Hohoz.. ppl's match was abt to finish liaoz.. But todae's team was damn good. Really damn good. tHey were tall, fast, defensive.. REally v good. U see them run.. They can run, they can score also.. wALaoz.. so damn good lor. *hiS* team lost again. Lost quite badly i tink. Coz tt team is realli too strong.. HaHa.. Wun go into details also liaoz la. Coz not my *hIm* :P
After tt we went compass point. Had mos burger for dinner. Had ebi also!! Nice.. I luv their food. Before tt yANfEn went OP buy shirt. Quite ok ba. I wished i had e money to shop also, but i dun. Nvm abt tt also, i tink all my money was spent on food. :D Chatted there as well.. Den mindy came n join us at 9.30 lidat. Hohoz.. Crapped alot.. Luff like mad.. Duno lahz.. REally v fun ba. We left at 10.30pm, when mos was abt to close liaoz.. Mindy v funny, she ate her fries v fast.. She din wan 2 b the last to leave.. lolz.. Den took NEL home, e train keep stopping.. V weird.. Scary also.. HaHaz.. but nth happened.
Reached home at 11.15pm. Came online.. Den nth much le. Tt's all.. TaTaz..
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Todae was a bad dae. Nth much to sae abt todae. Juz tt i had a big quarrel wif my mum. I wanted to make new specs, but den she sae no money. Den due to my jealousy, i blurted out e tings i was angry over e past few mths. All related to my kor. He wanted to go batam my mama gif him $200. I only wan my mama pay for specs first b4 i get my dad to pay her back she also dun wan. Tis i can b sure i m not being insensible. I DIN ASK MY MAMA TO PAY, I ONLY ASK HER TO PAY FIRST. WHEN MY DAD RETURN HOME I M GOING TO GET MONEY FRM HIM.
Not only tt, i also quarrelled wif some1 else. Den my mood was so damn lousy tt i can onli cry. Everyting suddenly seems 2 be bad for me. My computer suddenly spoil, my mama quarrel wif me, i m alwaes being treated as unimportant.. eVerYtiNg.. So i stood by e kitchen window n cry. But my mama muz b thinking i m trying to commit suicide. Yes, i did haf tt tot. I really tot tt i shld juz jump down n end my life. But jumping down is like so er xin, ur brains might get cracked, ur organs might get smashed. YucKS. Somemore i stay on e 13th floor. I rather die drinking detergent. Or mayb i cant die by tt, duno, nv try b4.
Anywae my mama "console" me back.. She told me tt she is not showing favouritism. She even go to e extent of saying tt we can take cab go make specs at tt time.. 8+pm. Hmm.. yEp. I noe every1 is tinking tt i m being pampered.. I dun deny. My mama do pamper me, but to a certain extent lah. But glad e fight was over le. :)
Ok le lah.. tt's abt all tt happened todae..
Not only tt, i also quarrelled wif some1 else. Den my mood was so damn lousy tt i can onli cry. Everyting suddenly seems 2 be bad for me. My computer suddenly spoil, my mama quarrel wif me, i m alwaes being treated as unimportant.. eVerYtiNg.. So i stood by e kitchen window n cry. But my mama muz b thinking i m trying to commit suicide. Yes, i did haf tt tot. I really tot tt i shld juz jump down n end my life. But jumping down is like so er xin, ur brains might get cracked, ur organs might get smashed. YucKS. Somemore i stay on e 13th floor. I rather die drinking detergent. Or mayb i cant die by tt, duno, nv try b4.
Anywae my mama "console" me back.. She told me tt she is not showing favouritism. She even go to e extent of saying tt we can take cab go make specs at tt time.. 8+pm. Hmm.. yEp. I noe every1 is tinking tt i m being pampered.. I dun deny. My mama do pamper me, but to a certain extent lah. But glad e fight was over le. :)
Ok le lah.. tt's abt all tt happened todae..