Mini lyes outing today. Nope, it isn't mini. The 7 lye siblings were present, only lao pa wasn't around.

4 of them had chinese paper today, while rachel, zhengang and me went meet them around noon. Hoho, had a good night slp last nite. Slept for a good 10 hrs! LoL~

Met them at somerset there. We went to buy tix for movie.

Later on, we went to shop for someone's present. Haha, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY wu mei a.k.a zhengang! =) We bought a shirt for him. =X HaHaHaHaz, the shirt's size is the smallest liao, if its too big for him, that means he is just too slim! =X K liao, don't suan him here.

It's been a while since I went to cathay to watch movie. Hmm, felt a little weird as there wasn't much advertisments, not even enough time for us to be late! =X LoLz..

Hahahz, saw a very amusing scene in the cinema. Yilin and I went toilet mah, then on our way back, I saw a couple sitting behind us. Guess what they were doing?? They were...... KiSsiNg~ =X Not to mention they were making some noises.. LoLz, I didn't mean to see that scene. I am sorry, I am not yet 21, I should not be watching "porn". =X Nope, I am not insane, just trying to relieve stress~ I only thought that maybe they should wait for the movie to start then they start kissing? People will see de mah, den it's not nice if a young teenager sees that, bad example.. blah blah blah.

Ok lah, enough of crapping le. Think I am just being kpo. They have every right to kiss anywhere anytime they want. HaHa. =D

Had dinner at mos burger, then we started to .. gossip. Wahahz, it feels good to gossip~ It's been a month since we had a lye outing le.. or maybe longer. Not sure either.

Reached home at around 9pm. Tired~ 1 day down, there's still 4 more days of holidays~ I want to have fun till I drop dead, since it may be the last days I am going to see the lye siblings..

Finally update finish liaoz, go bathe le. TaTaz..

I am a superwoman! Lol, just meant to be a joke only. =X

Had difficulty sleeping last nite. Went to bed at 1am, but flipped over and over again till 5+am before I fell aslp for awhile. Mum woke me up at 5.50am. OMG, I actually only slept for 30mins? Hmm, not that I don't want to slp, but its juz that I can't slp. I tried my best, nth works.

I used to sleep very soundly after a cry. But last nite this method failed too. What's wrong? Perhaps I am just way too stressed about JCT. To many others, JCT is a threat to their 4th subject. To me, its a threat to my position in tj. *Sigh*

The papers today were...difficult. Chemistry was like shit! Hmm, I don't know lah, I just think the chemistry paper requires a lot of thinking and there isn't enough time, plus I am already super slow. =X

Maths should be better than chemistry *Hope so* But as usual forgot important concepts just before the exam!!!! OMG, what am I doing???? Don't know how did I study de, I even practise some questions de!!!!! Haix, wad's over are over. What else can I say ??

It's a wonder how I was able to sustain till now. I am feeling so super tired now, luckily I didn't fall aslp during my papers~ =) Maybe that's one good thing that happened. Mummy says I should learn to relax, else next time how to study for A lvls? Hmm, who knows if I will still have my A lvls? =X

Kor managed to make mummy cry for him again. His hp bill was $1000+++. What the hell! He called his gf in vietnam and damn it, the bill was $100+++ per day! And then, just a shortly of 8 days, his hp bills shot up that HIGH. If he doesn't have that kind of money, don't pretend he is some rich kid. And what's worse was that the hp line is registered under mummy's name!!! That means mummy have to pay for him? How much more money does he want my mum to pay for his hp bills?

This isn't the first time his hp bill is so high. But this time, it was only 8 days.

I am really so so so tired now. Physically and emotionally. I just hope to sleep and never wake up again! That way, I am no longer a burden of mummy, that way, they don't need to waste money on my education. It's worse when I don't have the brains for studying, their money just go into the drain.. Sorry daddy and mummy.

I hope someone will tell me things will be alright.

Finally the holidays are over. Luckily nothing bad happened during the holidays~

The sad day was over, but I just don't have the drive to study today anymore. What's the point of studying when the result is still the same? =X Hmm, no matter what, I should still study yea? Yeah, later go mug harder.

Was chatting on msn with victor ytd, he told me he saw me when I was watching "A Lot Like Love" with poonie. Hahaz, if I didn't rmb wrongly, I was still telling poonie it would be weird if I meet my ex with his new gf if I am with a guy outside. Coz tt time was watching romantic comedy, so all around poonie and I were mostly couples. =X Thanks to my jinx mouth, it really happened. Somemore he was only a seat away from me.. =X But I really didn't see him, so not much diff anyway. I must have been blind liao!

Did I mention that Eric wanted to borrow money from me? Haha, do I look like some rich kid? Dotz..

Quite tired to continue blogging le, maybe I shall go watch tv!

Updates!!!

Hahahz, thanx ah pooN!!! =) I wonder how can I ever thank u enough~ =)

Finally I got my wish! I watched "A Lot Like Love"!!!!!!!!! *sCreamz* Its very very nice.. At least both of us think its nice!!!

It's releasing nxt thursday, 23rd June. But this weekend there's preview of the movie. So, poor poonie darling got pulled to the cinema by mEeee.... LoL.. *EviL Laugh*

Was checking the timing for this movie last night when we found out the cinema was half-filled. !!! Oh man, weird huh. Why is it so fast~ So booked the tix online lor. Den GV website decided to play with me and hung! DiaOz.. But managed to get the tix after all.

Met up with poonie this noon and went to buy thing liaOZ... =)

After that we juz went collect tickets. This time I rmb to copy down my confirmation no. for the tix. =X Bought nachos and went in le..

The movie was v funny. Though the ending was a happy ending, but it made me real sad towards the end of the show. The guy and the gal love each other de, they have been in love with each other since 7 yrs ago. They never cherish each other, both thought nothing will work out for them, so they went on to be with somebody else. But ultimately, when they heard that the other person is getting married, they finally realise that the one they really love all along was the one who was around for them during the sad times...

It made me sad seeing them losing the chance to cherish each other. Felt like crying already. But never.. =X

Though it's just a normal romantic comedy, it's still recommended by me. =)

I thought as a person grow older, he/she should be more mature. For me, it doesn't seem like so. I have a feeling that my defensive walls are collapsing, I am also getting more dependent on others. No longer see the stubborn, bossy, independent and bad-tempered me. What has happened? I wouldn't feel like crying over a show in the past, but today.. =X What really is the "me" now? Still searching for the answer... The change might be good for me, but I don't really quite understand myself now anymore.

Mixture of feelings... I am stuck in between fairytales and reality. And because of this mixture of feelings, I've decided to be an ostrich, a brainless one somemore. =X

Something interesting, to me maybe. Kor's bringing his gf home for the past two nites to slp. I was like.. super uncomfortable. I guess I just don't like a stranger coming in and out of my hse.. Imagine if I were to bring a guy home to slp, what will he feel? =X Hmm, I was thinking ytd: will she be my future sis-in-law? I don't really care, as long as they don't move into this house after they get married. =X She is too neat for me! She packs my lecture notes and newspapers and everything~ *ScreaMz* I can't find my stuffs anymore.. =X She meant well, but, no thanks, don't touch my things. Even mummy also don't touch my stuffs, who is she.. A stranger whom my kor is with NOW. I repeat: NOW.

Tml is father's day. Wish all daddys a HappY Daddy'S Day! *includes my own dad though he wun ever see this* Maybe I should learn to be a more obedient daughter. =)

=) One smile sums up my daY!

Met up with poonie darling this noon and went seoul garden for breakfast/lunch/dinner. Wadever u all wanna call that! Hahahahx.. Had a lot of food as usual, this time the soup tastes nicer liaoX~ =X Coz got sweet sweet de veggie taste. =X

I still think its easier for two person to go seoul garden. Though alot of people more crap to talk about, but then, that only applies if all are ur trusted frenz. Who knows what will happen if u spill all ur secrets? =X I suppose its easier to suit each other's taste as well ba~ =)

Haha, told her more secrets le alsO~ Very happy to spend time with her wor~ Hahahaz, really v fun wor~ Thx darling for spending time with me!!!! =)

Was watching the 有话就说 show on cHannel U just now. I watched simply because got Xiaxue inside. Lolz. =X This is my first time seeing her on tV. But tt show was nice and I always watch it when I can also de.. HaHAhaz..

They were talking about 恋爱. Then there is this counsellor "uncle chen" in the talk show who kept talking abt 不离不弃的婚姻. He thinks that marriage is not just a marriage, but to stand by your partner no matter what and that pre-marital sex makes the couple a pair of 狗男女... His views are kinda extreme and difficult to digest~ DiaOX.. So.. I don't know how to comment aLso~ LoLx. I was just laughing all along coz I duno how to react also.

In reality, not all marriages can last a lifetime! Maybe that "uncle chen" can argue that people from his time can maintain a lifelong marriage. They are just inserted with that kind of moral values from young and that is why they can manage a lifelong marriage. In actual fact, who knows whether have they ever thought of divorcing the other partner? It is just that the society might not accept the idea at that time? =X That is just purely my views after all.

Ok lah, shall stop here already. I'm tired today! Must slp early le.. School reopening soon also.. JCT is cominGgg... ArHx..

Too Serious Too Soon - Gareth Gates

I wonder where you are
I wonder what you're thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe you're alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder

I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you
Maybe you've got scared
Maybe I had nothing else to say
But I love you

So baby, now my life's a mess
'Cause I couldn't love you any less

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

Too soon...

It's not right, it's not fair
Missing you, baby, cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
We got too serious too soon
Too serious too soon
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

WEnt to school this morning to attend maths lesson~

We only did some maths questions on the spot. OMG, I realised those that I've been studying were all gone from my brain. How??? OH my, there isn't enough time for me.. And all those info I can't keep them in my brain!!! *sigh*

After MAths wy, yilin, cy, rachel and me went to kfc for lunch.

After lunch, I pulled wy n cy to pei me go watch "ghost train". The show was freaking me out lah. Kept having those stupid creeky sounds and long haired ghost. But I was still freaked out by it. =X Hahaz, there was even one moment I started grabbing wy n cy!!! OMg, paiseh pplZ.. *sOrrY*

Here comes an interesting part of my day. By the time I reached home, I saw.. a pair of unfamiliar shoes. =X After I entered my house, I saw... a new girl!!! LoLz..

My kor got a new girlfriend~ =P

Its not news that he got new gf, well, he isn't those kind who can stay unattached for long maH.. But he bringing the gal home means something I suppose. Only I don't know what it means =X But then...

This gal is quite pretty, more prettier than the previous one. Ermz, what to say? He is not good-looking, I don't understand why he changes his gf at such a fast rate!! =X Sounds pretty fickle-minded yeaH? No lah, actually he SHOULD be quite faithful de. =P

Life is so unfair~ Why his gf is getting prettier and prettier? -__-'''

Shall end my post here le, muz go watch tv liaoZ~ =)