In a more better mood today to blog.

Ok, I think I was a little too much when I blogged the previous entry. However, I have no wish to remove that entry. Why bother to remove that entry? Since that person (whoever he/she is) spent so much effort to irritate me, that person do deserve a little attention of mine right?

I think I softened when I thought about the scene when e prime suspect cried in class. Though I hated her at that moment, that kind of feeling soon fades away. Maybe she had a reason to do that, maybe it wasn't her. *Sigh* I sound like I am contradicting my own entry.

I don't want to bother anymore. I am tired out by this matter already. Just hope that everything will end.

Was very disappointed with the "SUPERSTAR" results last night. Wasted my time to watch till 12.30am. JunYang was out. Damn it. I really don't understand why Kelvin got the champion title. Should have voted for JunYang instead of Kelly. Dotx..

But what's over is over. Life still goes on. 5 more days in school and its study break! Which means, it's 5 more days to... to.. to finish stuffs that I have to finish~ 5 days might seem a lot, but in actual fact 5 days will pass by in no time.

Wish everyone the best. Going off to sleep soon. Tired already.

This is supposed to be a happy post.

Got a new hp last weekend.





Yep, my new hp. It's heavier than my old one. Bye Bye E700A.

Was choosing between E730 and this one. In the end, I bought this one. The singtel guy told me to get E730 as it can function as a mp3-cum-radio. But I got a mp3 player already, so chose this one due to its look. =P

Last thursday, wanyi received a sms from an unknown number. The content states that Hoi Ching said wanyi is a BITCH. ChenYu told me about it on friday.

I almost broke out into tears at Mac. I am 100% sure I DID NOT CALL WANYI A BITCH. I was like, what the hell? That kind of feeling was a little of uneasy, a little of upset, a little of anger. Whatever.

Went home and cried. I have no idea why was I accused of saying such a word.

My gang knew I failed GP JCT. So my vocabulary is VERY LIMITED, "bitch" would never appear in my dictionary when I scold someone. What's more important, I WOULD NEVER call my friend a BITCH.

I was furious and wanted to find out who sent that. Apparently, the person knew something went wrong between wanyi and us, thus the person knew exactly what to send.

I was even more upset when I thought wanyi believed the sms. Don't talk to me about trust between friends. I know very well I do bad-mouth other people, I know very well my own temper. So, if I were wanyi, I might believed the sms. Afterall, we haven't been talking to each other for days.

Luckily she didn't believed it. It would be difficult for me to defend myself then.

On monday night, I received a similar sms from the SAME number saying : "Huh?Wanyi n zhengang r together?U sure not?" This is exactly the same pattern as the sms on my hp. I asked who was that person, but I didn't receive any replies.

I called the number the next day but the other party never switch on his/her hp.

I showed the sms to wanyi and zhengang. I didn't want anymore misunderstandings between me and my friends anymore.

Wanyi went home yesterday and found out the culprit. It was LAI HUI LAN. Ok, I will keep myself calm. I SHALL NOT ACCUSE HER OF DOING SUCH A BITCHY THING. The number was huilan's old number.

We started being childish in school today, all 4 of us.

In actual fact, NOBODY told HER we were talking about her. She accused us of bad-mouthing her. Yes we are. But we did not do it in front of her! So how did she know? Either there is a traitor among us or she is guilty.

She wanted to talk to me about this matter, she said there is some misunderstandings between us. I ignored her. She started crying in class. What the.. I did not open my mouth to scold her, why did she cry? Cried because she's accused? She is NOT my friend in the first place, so there will not be misunderstandings between us. Stop acting like I am the baddie. Or rather, I am the baddie~ I am a bitchy bitch who likes to scold my own friend bitch~ WTF.

What is her motive of doing it?

We came up with a lot of ideas, but I shall not share it here. There is no purpose in doing it here afterall.

Many people told us different explanations to defend for her.

She could have lost her sim card and someone else use it to sms us.
Why only wanyi and me? And how did the bloody person knew there was something wrong between us? How did the person know how to use wanyi's initials? How did that person know how to use zhengang's name? How did the person know wanyi, zhengang and me were a gang? WHAT THE HELL.

She didn't do it.
Then who the hell did it? A ghost? If this is true its freaking me out, because wanyi and I are being followed by gh**ts. This reason is even more ridiculous that the previous one. WHAT THE FUCK.

Can the bloody person please stop being childish? This is absolutely not funny. Imagine you were in my shoes, u are being accused of scolding your own best friend a bitch. How would that feel? You will definitely scold the bloody idiotic person a bitch instead.

PLEASE BEAR THIS IN MIND DEAR READERS. IF YOU ARE GOING TO DEFEND FOR HUILAN, I DID NOT CALL HER A BITCH. NOT ONCE THROUGHOUT MY ENTRY. I ONLY CALL THE BLOODY PERSON WHO SENT THE TWO SMSES A BITCH, NOT HER.

This is the latest news about this matter. The same number sent me a new sms : "Hi. This is francis Tay from capital optical. Are you Ms Chin?Sorry,was away for these few days.Your sunglasses is ready for collection."

The same stupid number have to send a new sms now? If you were me, would you believe it? Would you believe the person thought I was ms chin? What the fuck. Its obvious I don't believe at all. And how come the stupid person smsed me only today? What the hell, when we exposed her actions in school today, this sms have to come at night? Yeah, as if I would believe. OVER MY DEAD BODY. Don't tell me it's coincidence, I don't believe this anymore. There is no logic that this person from capital optical knew the same friends named wanyi, zhengang and hoi ching. It is not possible. These 3 are hanyu pinyin names, not christian names.

Will the stupid person just stop being childish?? This is not funny. All of us are being stressed out by the prelims, so can't the fucker just spare us the extra pressure? What the hell is wrong with the sender?

I told myself to keep calm. But the sender have to send another lame sms which triggered off my anger once again.

I spent a good 1.5 hours to blog this entry. Will the person stop doing all these? Stop torturing me mentally alright? I can be more nasty than what I am now.

Got tricked by the weather today. It was raining heavily early morning. So, thinking that the weather will continue to be bad, I brought my jacket to school.

The weather was fine and sunny today. What a joke to play on me!

Had napfa test today. Results are still ok I suppose. Not exactly up to expectations but should be satisfactory.

Displayed my skills of being an "auntie" today. Was squeezing my way through and trying to finish the napfa as early as possible. Obviously, this includes finding the shorter queue of people and shoving the result slip to the teacher in-charge. Wahaha, I feel so auntie today.. =X

Went for a short training for 2.4km run after napfa. Tried to find my correct pacing. Failed to find my correct pacing. Sianed.

Project Superstar was disappointing. The girls' section was ok. The results were kinda expected. But for the guys' section, I was so disappointed that Derrick was out of the competition. I don't have anything against Wei Lian, but is he very sure that is the kind of life he want? To perform in front of all the audience. I knew he performed in the streets before, but life is totally different on stage. Maybe he is more adaptable than Derrick is, but who cares. I am just unhappy with Wei Lian.

Hopefully JunYang will be the superstar for the guys' section. Project Superstar will serve no purpose if Jun Yang is kicked out next week.

I don't know why I am still so energetic after a day's activities. I shall go and watch tv now.

Shall update about someone I saw today.

Saw Sebastian at marina square this afternoon. The sebastian who took part in project superstar and got kicked out several weeks ago. =X

The following is PURELY MY OWN COMMENTS. Well, he just isn't what I assumed he was. LoL. Saw him outside a toilet in marina square. Could not recognize him at first sight. He is one of those ok-looking de contestants, so should not be that difficult to recognize. But I was wrong. He is totally different from tv!!! In reality, he is fairer, shorter (no offense) and ... just uglier than on tv. =X Sorry fans of his, I know I am short too, but he is NOT any taller than me, so, he is under the category of short too. Afterall, he is a GUY I am a GAL. So, haha.. Sorry, all I can do is just laugh..... =P He really look vvv girlish. I am sorry, didn't really want to say him until this bad. But he often say on tv he is good-looking, well, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

3 days of the long vacation is gone~~ OMG, not enuf time. Ok lah, enough of joking already, shall try to get down to serious work. I think I am getting used to life already. I am learning to adapt to the amount of stress on me. So please try not to ask about my results anymore ok? I am ok with being reminded of the dates of prelims, but DO NOT overdo it. Else I will cry in front of you. =P Just kidding.

A new week is here~ Shall pray for myself and all my frens ~

Got something to update today. Shall post later. Going out with my mum now. Brb.

One week passed so fast.

Time is running out already. *screamz*

I don't like to own something. In life, one will gain something and lose something too.

I don't want to own something now and realise that it doesn't belong to me at all. I am not being greedy now. If I say I do not wish for something happy to happen, I am lying. On the other hand, I am afraid to lose what I have now. Why must life be so complicated? I am a little tired out. I want things to remain this way, but I know deep inside my heart it isn't what I really wish for.

I should focus hard when I am studying from now on! Thank you frens who encouraged me to continue striving hard for prelims. Thanks to rachel n yilin for staying back with me in school till evening to study. Thank you everyone~

Sometimes I feel that humans are all selfish beings, including me of course. When one wants something, he/she will try all means to get it. When he feels that he doesn't want that thing anymore, that thing eventually become a piece of junk.

Liars liars liars. I hate liars.

Had a bad start for today.

Bus 31 was packed with people. I can't get up the bus~ -.-''' So I decided to take cab to school. But my cab overtook the bus, so I told the uncle to stop at a bus stop so I can still take the bus. Hahah, wad a joke.

After which I waited for the bus to arrive. There was this "kid" whom I wasn't sure how old at the bus stop. I suspect he has some kind of illness which restricts his growth, because he was way shorter than me (which isn't a good thing), but he looks kind of old.

He squeezed his way up the bus, which is not an unusual sight to see in Singapore. But the problem was that he tried to push a secondary school guy on the bus down. Although it was none of my business, but I felt that the "kid" was rude, after all, the secondary school boy was on the bus when the "kid" tried to board the bus. The guy didn't stop the "kid" from boarding, so it was puzzling why the "kid" must push him.

I had wanted to voice out my opinions, but decided to shut up and not make a fool out of myself. It was unfair, the "kid" wasn't hadicapped, he was only shorter than others, he seems to be more agile than most of us too, after seeing how he tried to push someone down the bus in order to reserve a space for himself.

What is the world coming to? *siGh*

Went for mass civics talk today, thinking that they might provide solutions to my insomia problem. Surprisingly, they provided a solution instantly. I fell asleep while listening. =X

Stayed back after school to study in the library. Nope, should be grounded in the library. Still very slow in studying, should learn to study faster next time~

Had a tired day, got to go bathe already. TaTa..