Dinner treat from Eric.

Met up with Sherry at suntec first before waiting for Eric to drive us to dinner.

He was VERY late. Sherry and I waited so long! Haha, poor Joscelyn waited even longer for us to reach.

Dinner was Hot Stone. Tasted very nice.

Didn't take picture of our food coz oil was sizzling all over the place. =X Didn't want to dirty my cam. Lol.

But we did take a picture together!

5 Aug


The guy in the picture is our sugar daddy! Just kidding.

After the dinner, the three of us walked over to esplanade area coz there's fireworks tonight.

We managed to see part of the fireworks. We couldn't see fully as we were at low ground and blocked. =( Tried to take pictures but failed. Nothing turns out nice at all!

We went home quite late as there is a BAD HUMAN JAM. Haha. It was freaking bad. Sweating all the way.

The fireworks ended at 9.30pm, but I got home only at 11pm! Imagine how bad the jam was! =(

Thanx Eric for the treat. I love u girls! Hope we will get a chance to go out again!

Joscelyn & me

Blogging for friday.

Work was pretty bad. REAL BAD.

Made many careless mistakes. Everything seems to be out of expectation. Please do not bully me. Please stop doing all these to me. I can be patient, but there is always a limit. Please do not destroy my defensive walls.

Felt so stupid all of a sudden. What appeared to be unimportant in the past becomes so important right now.

I can't help but feel my walls decomposing at an exponential rate. Please do not ask me what's wrong, I am trying to be someone I am not. Please do not show concern for me and be someone you are not. It's even more hurting than having nobody to care.

I wish I could just lock myself up in my room and let time pass. Time heal all wounds. Time will heal my wound. I wanted so much to get away from the outside world. I am tired of burying myself in my own world with only happiness. I know ths feeling will pass soon.

I KNOW.

If you fall in love with another person who is attached, will you still plunge into a fantasy of your own?

Sorry for weird expression of mine. My english was never good.

In my opinions, that kind of person is rather foolish.

It's not wrong to fall in love. Neither is it wrong to fall in love with someone who's attached. Just know your own limits. If you want to create your own fantasy, please remember to wake up.

Although there is a possibility that the person who is attached might fall for you, but don't keep your hopes too high.

What's worse, when you realise he/she didn't fall for you at all, you start to give up on other important aspects of life. That's really fucking stupid.

In the first place, the other person was attached.

Life isn't a bed of roses. Life is not only about love too.

After losing love, you can feel upset. But there are still other things that you can focus on. Giving up on other things is only a foolish act.

One thing I hate in relationships is third party.

That is why I won't pity such people.

Met up with the lye girls today.

We met at city hall before eating at cafe cartel.

This is my food.
carbonara


I also took a pic of yilin's drink.
oreo shake


After our meal, yilin went off early. The three of us shopped around.

Rachel had to leave quite early too.

So wanyi and I went to bugis to meet Hui Ling. It's been years since I last saw her!!!

Glad to meet up with her after so long!!

We had dinner at mos burger before walking around bugis. =)

Had a fun time with the girls. It's like a final meeting before they start school. All the best! =)

This entry is supposed to be for monday.

LAgging behind in entries!

Happy Birthday to Chen Yu!!!!!

How lag can I be?

I was so free at home yet I couldn't be bothered to update. =X

Anyway 6 of us turned up. Chen Yu, Zhen Gang, Yilin, Wanyi, Rachel as well as me.

We went pastamania for lunch. After that they left for movie. Except yilin and me.

I went to do some shopping while waiting for them to finish watching movie. Hahahz. I actually shopped alone for 2hours!

Not such a big deal. I am getting used to shopping alone too.

Bought a new watch!!!



It's been years since I got a watch.

It's not so much of a necessity, but just a "want".

But there's a sale going on! =(

Nevermind. Shall try to be happy about getting a new watch!

There are some strange incidents going on recently. I don't know what's going on, but I don't really care either. =x

People around me are starting school, I seems to be the only one left idling.

So many problems. Yet there is nothing I can do about it.

Please wake me up!

Gone.

I think this entry is supposed to be for monday.

Went Chinatown with mummy after her work.

She wanted to go to this soup restaurant for dinner. Though I didn't really adore chinese food, I followed suit. She's paying, so why should I give so much opinions?

Some pictures of our dinner.

fried mee suan


veggie


soup


The soup was pretty good. No wonder they named themselves "Soup Restaurant". Hehe.

After dinner we walked around and I bought vcd. -.-'''

The price was rather expensive for only 15 discs. It's ex because I am paying for it. Hahaz. Yes, I know, spoilt brat.

Shopped around before heading home.

Finished the ending within that night. =.=

It's really nice!

It's nice cause it's short and sweet. The story doesn't drag on. Happy ending as usual. What to expect? We all love fairytale endings after all.

I did a very bad thing on wednesday.



I just couldn't control myself.

Though I liked it, I still blamed myself.

The outside world is complicated. I found it hard to find true friends. I don't know when I'll say the wrong things to the wrong people.

Life can be so tiring when you see people putting on acts daily. I don't even know who's real and who's not.

My colleague said that I had put on weight lately. That's a good sign! At least it shows I am having good meals. Haha. Not so much of good meals, just that I am lack of exercise. =X

I don't really bother anymore. What's the point of looking good? Looking good and feeling good? That theory doesn't work for me. I don't give a damn about my weight. If you think I am fat, yes I am FAT.

I used to want to look good to gain confidence. I wanted to make him regret he dumped me. But after so many years, what's the point? Even if I did try to make myself look good, I am still ugly and unattractive. I am just wasting my efforts.

Nobody looks at me now, so I don't have to look good.

But that doesn't mean I'll give up my long hair.

Yes, I am contradicting myself. Who cares.

Went out with poonie last saturday.

Went Orchard to shop shop and we both bought things!!!

Hehe.

Ate ajisen with her for dinner. I was getting hungry so I just gobbled up the food. =X

Went shopping after dinner.

There was this stupid pervert uncle who took advantage of me. He purposely use his elbow to brush past me. DAMN.

The most stupid thing was that I actually KEPT QUIET.

How can I be so stupid! He'll just continue doing the same thing to other gals. =(

But other than that, I was VERY happy that day!

Finally got to drink my green tea frap!!!!!! =)

Had been craving for it since 2 weeks ago! =P

We also went for the midnight shopping at Suntec.

So excited over it!

First time I actually went midnight shopping. Hahaz. How "mountain turtle" I am.

Didn't update for the past week. Busy. Tired.

Now that I am free, I keep having many thoughts running through my mind.

Not sure what to blog here either.

Shall update more when I am free.