Dinner treat from Eric.
Met up with Sherry at suntec first before waiting for Eric to drive us to dinner.
He was VERY late. Sherry and I waited so long! Haha, poor Joscelyn waited even longer for us to reach.
Dinner was Hot Stone. Tasted very nice.
Didn't take picture of our food coz oil was sizzling all over the place. =X Didn't want to dirty my cam. Lol.
But we did take a picture together!
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The guy in the picture is our sugar daddy! Just kidding.
After the dinner, the three of us walked over to esplanade area coz there's fireworks tonight.
We managed to see part of the fireworks. We couldn't see fully as we were at low ground and blocked. =( Tried to take pictures but failed. Nothing turns out nice at all!
We went home quite late as there is a BAD HUMAN JAM. Haha. It was freaking bad. Sweating all the way.
The fireworks ended at 9.30pm, but I got home only at 11pm! Imagine how bad the jam was! =(
Thanx Eric for the treat. I love u girls! Hope we will get a chance to go out again!Joscelyn & me
Blogging for friday.
Work was pretty bad. REAL BAD.
Made many careless mistakes. Everything seems to be out of expectation. Please do not bully me. Please stop doing all these to me. I can be patient, but there is always a limit. Please do not destroy my defensive walls.
Felt so stupid all of a sudden. What appeared to be unimportant in the past becomes so important right now.
I can't help but feel my walls decomposing at an exponential rate. Please do not ask me what's wrong, I am trying to be someone I am not. Please do not show concern for me and be someone you are not. It's even more hurting than having nobody to care.
I wish I could just lock myself up in my room and let time pass. Time heal all wounds. Time will heal my wound. I wanted so much to get away from the outside world. I am tired of burying myself in my own world with only happiness. I know ths feeling will pass soon.
I KNOW.
If you fall in love with another person who is attached, will you still plunge into a fantasy of your own?
Sorry for weird expression of mine. My english was never good.
In my opinions, that kind of person is rather foolish.
It's not wrong to fall in love. Neither is it wrong to fall in love with someone who's attached. Just know your own limits. If you want to create your own fantasy, please remember to wake up.
Although there is a possibility that the person who is attached might fall for you, but don't keep your hopes too high.
What's worse, when you realise he/she didn't fall for you at all, you start to give up on other important aspects of life. That's really fucking stupid.
In the first place, the other person was attached.
Life isn't a bed of roses. Life is not only about love too.
After losing love, you can feel upset. But there are still other things that you can focus on. Giving up on other things is only a foolish act.
One thing I hate in relationships is third party.
That is why I won't pity such people.
