Posted entries. Removed them.

I really don't know what's right and what's wrong anymore.

Hope that those reading won't mind me using names here.

Told some of the closer friends what happened. Thanks pplz for being there for me.

I know u all will say I am just being stupid.

I know I am being stupid too.

But this time I decided to give it a risk.

I want to give my best.

No matter how difficult it is, I will try my best.

It's been a long time ever since I gave my best.

People who knew me in the past will understand what I mean.

Ever since M left my life completely, I built walls around me. Every guy who stepped into my life didn't stay around for long.

I failed to love completely. I failed to give my best. I go into relationships using my brain, not heart. Even when I was with the guy I loved alot in the past (WK), I used my brain to judge things. That was why we ended.

So this time, I want to try my best. Even if I end up being hurt, I accept it.

It's time I learnt to grow up, fall and pick myself up again. It's pointless if I keep hiding myself in my comfort zone. I will never grow that way.

I sincerely hope friends can give me moral support.

I need more than just strength and courage.

Good luck to me.

Removed my previous post.

Mixture of feelings.

My happiness turned into a nightmare in just several days' time.

I should not have stepped into his life.

Because of me, things have become so complicated.

I really don't know what should I do anymore.

When a r/s involves more than 2 people, someone will definitely get hurt.

I was chosen to be sacrificed this time.

Maybe this is what they call Karma. I hurt another girl before, hurt the guy who hurt the girl before, so now what goes round comes around.

Laugh all you want.

I accept my fate.

I will pick myself up.

I will put the smile back on my face.

I was blogging about my happiness in the afternoon.

Now things start to change.

My dream seems to be shattered.

My fear came true. What I had felt insecured about was true.

I had been waiting so long for the right guy to be in my life. Yet once again I am hurt.

My 1-year wait was in vain.

If I knew that things will turn out this way, I would have accepted any guy.

What a bad beginning to a new year.

I wished our relationship belongs to the two of us only.

I don't want to be Miss "Ouh" anymore.

My frist new year resolution: I will fight for my own happiness.

I don't want to let happiness slipped thru' my fingers this time.

Whether or not will I fall badly this time, at least I know I have tried my best.

Pardon me if I call my bestie in the middle of the night and start crying. I am going thru' a bad time.

I know I will get thru' this. I will be strong enough.

It's a new year.

Happy 2007 to all. =)

Hope everyone around me will have a good year ahead.

Hopefuly the past bad year for me will also disappear with the start of a new year.

Didn't post an overview of year 2006. Lack of time.

Maybe will post something when I have the time.

Spent New Year Eve with Terrence.

Sorry pplz for not joining u all for the countdown. Meet up soon ok ?

Went for a movie before heading back to his house.

No crowds no countdown no sweat! =) Best of all no need to suffer from those foams from nowhere.

I hope I am learning to grow up.

I want to cherish time spent with my loved ones, no matter where I am.

Anyway, took some pictures with Terrence @ his room. Yep, he's my ah boy.







Confession of Pain is quite a nice movie. Though I didn't like going cinemas for chinese movies, but this one is quite worth it.

School term is starting soon for me. Take care lotz ppl. Have a good year ahead. =)

This post was meant for x'mas 2006.

Xmas celebration at DHL Starbucks Warehse.

A great bunch of colleagues I've got.

Took pics with the people working there.

Me.Roy


Us gals


Starbucks ppl


Me.Maz


Me.Caixia


Me.Bee Lay


Me.Wilson


Maz.Zaqey


Me.Prem


Me.Mani


The pictures below were taken before Maz went on a 1-week leave.

She gave me a big and cute minnie mouse as a farewell gift.

3 gals


Me.Maz with Minnie


Minnie


Me.Terrence


Mani.Me


Went for a movie marathon on x'mas eve. =)

4 movies in a day.

Movie Tickets


His food


My potato salad


Had an enjoyable night.

Some pesents from friends and colleagues. Thanx ppl.

Bear from poonie


From Derrick

May the last two weeks pass peacefully.

My past week was disastrous.

OT everyday.

Public holidays nearing.

Some people trying to mess things up.

I was viewed as an outsider.

My effort for the past months was unappreciated.

I can't imagine I broke down twice in a week due to work.

What's wrong with u ppl? Be cold-blooded as u wish. Don't expect me to see my colleagues work to death without helping.

I may be childish to type all these here. All I need was just a place to vent my anger and voice my opinions.

WARNING: "Friends" if you are here to judge, please do so after 2006 is over. I just want peace for the last of 2006. Don't bother asking what went wrong. If I trust, I will say even if you don't ask. Thank you.

At the last month of the year, some guy decided to declare his interest in me.

I am looking for the right guy. Not just any guy.

The feeling is not there.

Rejection is never sweet.

This one was worse. I lied about having a boyfriend to make him lose hope.

In the end, I was blamed for misleading him from the start.

Blame me whichever way u like. I never expressed interest in any way.

If movies and meals meant anything, I will be leading so many people on (including gals). =.=

I hope I am more mature now. I don't just accept any guy who comes along, I wait for the right guy.

Quality matters more.

I want to gain my confidence back, in the right way.

LYes outing yesterday.

Celebration for Rachel and last outing before lao pa goes ns.

I was late in meeting them. Sorry.

Picture speaks a thousand words.
































REached home around midnite. Tiring.

I need my beauty sleep.

Love ya lyes. =)

Not sure when's the next time we can meet up again.

Hope to see u all soon!