I don't like to hear them quarrel.
I am trying to concentrate on my work. I don't want to waste the school fees dad paid for me.
I don't like them. Can I erase them from my memory and life?
The answer is NO.
Maybe I should try to erase myself from this world.
If only I have the ability and courage to do so.
Spent my saturday evening with him.
Went to his cousin's 21st birthday party.
Never took pics. Totally forgotten about it.
Haha.
Anyway took a pic of his work table while I was free.

Nothing much to update.
Feel a little down. Not sure why. Maybe because I feel a little aimless about life. Not sure why am I existing. There are so many confusions and uncertainties in life. Can someone pls tell me that everything will be alright?
This is just a phrase in life. I'll be ok.
Reached home in the afternoon (sunday). Blogged about my saturday. Went over to his house again in the evening. =)
I guess I really is cherishing every minute spent with him before I start school and gets busy.
Although I don't know what will our r/s be like in the future, I suppose what matters to me now is that I am really very happy with him.
Things done: watching dvds, playing his computer, watching him do his work.
Everything just felt so right.
It's been a LONG LONG time ever since I had such feelings.
2006 was a pretty bad year for me.
Nothing seems to go right for me. Academic, family life, money matters..
But all these issues made me grow up. Faster than expected.
Since 2006 was bad, I thought 2007 can't be worst.
2007 started off quite well.
Things became disastrous when he was indecisive about the r/s. My world crashed when he told me the truth. I nearly gave up. Friends around me told me to give up. But I stayed on.
I really want to put in my best effort. Even if I fail, I won't have any regrets.
I thought things were getting better.
She did something that threatens my r/s again. But this time he is firm with his stand. For once I felt important again.
Feel so much like crying now. It's just the first week of the year only and I am getting emotional. I realised that certain things are very important to me. Thank you for the milo. Thank you for being firm in your stand this time. Thank you for all the care and concern you've been showering me these two days. Thank you for not giving up on me and teaching me how to love again. =)
Happy girl. =)
Met up with my boy yesterday afternoon. Went Century Square to meet him. I am nice to go so far right? =P
Had Billy Bombers for lunch. Shared a main course. BIG serving.
Walked around the shopping mall before heading for movie - The Wicker Man.
Stupid show. I really don't quite understand the meaning of the show. =X
Went Starbucks and bought drinks after the movie.
Missed the chance to meet up with yf. She left before our movie finished.
Went to his place to watch dvds. Celebrated his aunt's birthday together.
It's not "Meet e Parents", but still, there were quite alot of questions.
Was quite pissed off the whole night. Wanted to watch "Dawn of The Dead" but the file seems to be corrupted.
Did some talking.
Outcome? Forgotten. Short-term memory.
I rather be happy now.
Thanks for everything. =) Life can be simple yet filled with happiness.
Updates for the past two days.
Went Vivo City with Victor yesterday.
Watched "Blood Diamond".
Nice show. Though abit too long.
GV Vivo is big. Great eye-opener.
He brought me to see pets at the Pet Centre there.
So cute!!!!!!!
There's alot of baby hamsters there. Shall get from there next time when my ah pui die. =X
After the movie we went for late dinner before going home.
Nice to catch up with him.
Met him in the afternoon today to donate blood.
Went HSA.
Both of us failed the "test".
He doesn't have enough red blood cells and I have low blood pressure.
Can you believe it? ME? LOW BLOOD PRESSURE?
Looks like I really need to go back to my healthy lifestyle.
So we parted.
Went orchard and shopped around while waiting for Yanfen.
Ate early dinner and muachee.
Went for movie after that.
Thx darling for spending time with me.
I guess chatting with u really cheers me up. =)
No longer feeling like shit anymore.
Quite tired for the day. Shall go sleep and recharge myself.