One week of holidays passed, yet to get a job with the bad economy. Actually, I don't quite mind, cos I can be a lazy bum at home!
So my holidays was spent lazing around at home, watching tv, snacking, sleeping, reading. I am currently into watching "idol drama" (direct translation from chinese). It's a pity Mr TT got to sleep early on weekdays and I seriously cannot wait for him to watch on weekends. He does not quite of like watching dramas in another language where he got to read the subtitles.
So, for the past few days, I am alone in my little world indulging in idol drama as there is no new HK TVB drama dvds arriving yet. It's also been quite sometime since I last wanted to watch a show very much. Due to the schoolwork during school term, watching drama can be quite disappointing as I cannot fully enjoy the show without worries about assignments and projects.
Even though I am just lazing around, I can still fall sick, waking to a very bad headache today. In the end, I think I slept for about 14 hours today. =X
Anyway, it's been quite sometime since I last blogged photos. So I decided to post some of last week's event, Mr TT's granny's birthday celebration!
The buffet food
The cake
Singing the birthday song
First generation of the family - Granny's children
Second generation - grandchildren
Friends & maids
That's all for the birthday event! I will find time to blog about some other events. It's time to re-watch the drama.
I did not die at the dental clinic. -.-'''
Te visit was much more better than expected, it did not hurt as much as I thought it would. The dentist did not scream at me telling me to brush my gums and teeth and demostrate using the scrapper on my teeth. (That was what my primary school dentist like to do)
It was an one hour slot, but time flies and before I know it, the fillings are done. Nice. Money flew away too.
Total damage for that day was $400.
No more cavities for the time being. It's about time I take better care of teeth! Really should consume lesser sweeten food and beverage and brush more and harder!!
Anyway, next week will be heading to NDC for consultation on wisdom teeth. It's really troublesome!
Days after the exams are quite alright, the weekend was busy. Now it's time to start sourcing for temp jobs.
I might be posting what I did during the weekends.
It's early in the morning. Failed to have a good night. Going to face my worst nightmare several hours later.
It definitely is more terrifying than exams. It's a visit to the ...... DENTIST. =S
Maybe not many people share this secret of mine, I hate visiting the dentist, whether when I was young or now. Due to the severe misalignment of teeth, there are always problems with brushing them cleanly. As a result, I got cavities, blah blah blah. The main point is : every visit to the dentist will hurt like mad.
I had been visiting the dentist for the past month to do some major filling of tooth. Those weren't so bad, they care more about profit than my teeth, thus they are not as naggy as the middle-aged dentist at my primary school last time. Lol.
Anyway, today's gonna be another major process to be done. And seriously, I know it is going to hurt badly. But it is a must to visit the dentist, for a better smile and for the sake of my teeth.
I just hope that the pain is not that unbearable. I do not want to spend more money to do root canal, at least not now.
On a brighter side, Mr TT and I are going for Mac breakfast before the dental clinic! Hopefully I still get the appetite to eat later.. =)
It's been quite some time since I last updated my blog. Somehow I've lost the mood to blog anymore. I have thought of closing down this blog or changing to a new url, but ultimately I don't really want to close it down cos there are many memories which are worth looking back to.
Thus since I am not ready to close it down, I might as well start to blog again! Those past folders of pictures might never surface in this space, as I am not that diligent to upload so many things! =D
This month is the exam period for many. Same for me too. I don't really like this time of the month as Mr TT's bday is on this month and my exams are on the same month too. So there are conlfict of interest between him and me. Duh!
This post will be lack of photos as I should be revising instead of blogging. Anyway, Happy 28 months to us!
Will be back very soon!!!
Like the title implies, I am still alive. Just lack of updates. Couldn't really find the motivation to update abt things in my life.
Probably Mr TT is going to say, "What's there for u to update? Except living in your own world n time."
Yep, I am awake when others sleep, sleep when others awake. BUT I still attend my very-expensive lectures and do my projects with my mates. The only thing I did not do is to read my lectures beforehand. Well, just not that diligent yet.
I do NOT want to be like this either. But the bio clock refuses to tune back to Singapore +8:00 timing. I wanted to consult a doctor about it, but well, the clinic opens only for that several hours while I am away in class or dreamland.
Everytime Mr TT wakes up, he'll scold me for playing games/watching dvds. But the game part was only during the CNY period. Now mostly I do my readings / rushing projects while keeping the dvd playing.
I know he does not like me to be awake while he is asleep, but I cannot help it either. I am trying to tune back, only to make it worst. All he did was to be angry with me and angrier and angrier everytime he realises I am awake at wee hours.
It makes me helpless and frustrated when I toss n turn in the bed without feeling a tiny bit of sleepiness. Thus, I turned to other activities to pass my time instead.
Try putting yourself in my shoes the next time you want to scream at me. Try downing a jug of caffine and sleep in an hour's time. Try waking in the late afternoon and tell yourself to sleep at midnight. With only that few hours of mild activities, how will the body ever feel like resting?! I know you can sleep definitely even in those situations, but I am not you. Not yet.
All I need is a little more encouragement and medical help, not constant anger and frustrations vented on me. If these still carry on, you're only pushing me to move back home, to my home sweet home. Maybe it'll be better for all.
Sometimes I wish my mum will grow up, mentally I mean.
I am already turning 22 soon, yet she still treats me like a kid. On top of that, she also does not register the fact that I am married and not staying with her anymore.
Before my officical ROM, we had a fight over a dinner. She insisted that I go back home for dinner 1 day before my ROM to celebrate some kind of festival. Obviously I had many things to prepare and do before ROM, instead of trying to listen to me and understand, she just barked at me for being anxious about my ROM event. ......... Thanks huh, who in the world will not be anxious over his/her own wedding?!?!?!
Not only that, she also behaved weirdly on my ROM day itself. She asked irrelevant questions and wanted me to move back home during CNY 2009. Seriously she knows bloody well I have bigger issues to deal with that time.
Ever since then, she only became more grumpy and flare up at me if I disobey her wishes. Sometimes I feel that she treats me like her little doggy and she is unhappy that her little doggy is no longer that obedient like before.
Whenever she calls me on my mobile, she EXPECTS me to answer. Else she will call Mr TT, a.k.a. my hubby and demand to know where am I. ???????? Get a life! I needs to go for classes and I needs to sleep, and Mr TT needs to work in the daytime. I do not stand by my phone 24/7. I have things to do too. When she don't answer my phone call, it is normal as she is working. When I don't answer her phone call, it is a criminal act and I am definitely outside playing.
Just yesterday, she wanted me to go back to help her with CNY shopping at the supermarket. However I was out with the lyes and did not know my phone rang. She rang Mr TT up and asked irrelevant questions like have I bought my CNY clothes or not. When was she ever concerned about whether I bought any clothes for CNY? She only wanted to know where was I and why I did not answer her calls.
And when I called her today, she demands me to go back home to buy CNY goods with her tomorrow BECAUSE SHE IS FREE TOMORROW NIGHT after her opera friends flew home. When I said I am not free, she barked at me and said I don't bother to help her. This is totally childish as I already booked an appointment for pedicure and it is almost impossible to change my appointment when it is so near to CNY. Why doesn't she barks at her son for flying to Thailand and not helping her? WTF. If she had informed me earlier that she wants to go buy CNY goods I can plan my time properly, but she did not.
I may appear to be a bad daughter, but the way she is treating me is making me breathless. She doesn't give me enough space to grow and learn to be a wife. She only wants me to remain in that broken family being her dog and facing her rotten son do stupid things. What future will I get from that?
I just hope that things will get better after CNY and she will stop being so pessimistic about every single thing.
Haven't been updating my blog for some months.
Was busy with school work and temp job assignment. Definitely will update soon!
