BaCk. I cooked instant noodles juz now after I went offline. Cooked curry chicken flavor noodles. Put an egg into the noodles but they still dun taste nice. -.- ha|z.. h0w sad. Me juz here to express my feelings.. coz there's no one listening to me grumble.

I m still upset over my results. *sAdzZz* Dun ask me y nor scold me stupid. I juz cant get over it. I epxected my maths to do better than they r now.. But both maths disappoint me.. Ha|Z.. Somemore wif nth to do at home and no where to go, the more I will tink abt it man... I'm seriously v tired n0w.. mentally I mean. I dun dare 2 sae my maths was good, but I spent hrs on it.. ha|z.. nvm nvm.. I shld juz let it pass...

Those results I expected to b better did not prove me right. But those I din expect to do well actually did. Like Eng, Combined Humanities, Geography, Higher Chinese, Physics. Ha|.. Nv in my 10yrs of education had I done well for english. In CCHSM, my best english grade was onli b4 or b3?? I would nv dare expect an A2 ... But.. Ha|z.. I rather I din do as well for english n do better for my maths?

My tot this two daes is tt human beings are nv satisfy = human r greedy. Its really a fact. My frenz and I dun seem 2 b happy wif our results.. But if our results were exchanged wif other ppl.. they wld b v happi.. not grumbling like us.. Izzit bcoz of my sch tt it made us v uptight over our results? Or izzit our greed ? I duno.. I really duno. To us, our grades are not good, but to others, ours r ok already. I seriously tink we r too greedy.. When I got 19 for prelims, I was upset. VERY indeed. But my life still went on. Now tt I gotten better results, I m still upset. Y izzit so? Ha|z.. Y can't I appreciate my results? I tink I ought to learn to b contented.

All my frenz in msn kept msging me asking wad's my result. I m quite of sick already. I dun mind my classmates asking, but those.. those not so close frenz also ask? Makes me sorta fed up already. Y r ppl so concerned abt how others fare? Ha|z..

I tink I grumbled enuf already lia0z la.. I shld end here. Or else other ppl will juz stop visiting my blog ... TaTaZ..

Todae's Saturday. It was supposed to b a dae where all go out and haf fun. After all, our results are out. Whether did we do well or not, we shld celebrate!! As we no longer need to WaIt.. But mE... My saturdae was spent at home. Nv even stepped out of hse at all for the whole dae. How sad.

This morning woke up at ard 8+am, intending to go some jc and asked abt the l1r5 intake. But I was too tired already. I din wan to get out of my comfy bed at all.~ So I went back to slp.. telling my mum I can still go on mondae. I woke up again at 1pm. Wahahaz.. h0w pig. Woke up watched cartoon, come online, etc... Ate lunch at ard 3pm. Had wanton noodles. Not v nice, wad else do I wan ritE?

Watched more tv. Mum went out to watch cantonese opera. Ha|Z.. Leaving me and kor at home wif no dinner. Till now I still haven eaten dinner. Not hungry yet. Nth 2 eat. Ha|Z.. No one wanted to go out either.. So I cant find anyone for dinner lor. Wadeva la.. Mayb later den go cook instant noodles and eat lor. =(.. Wad a bad weekend.. Ha|z... Being stuck at home is already a misfortune, having no food to eat is even worse.. Y m I treated tis wae? It feels like I had done real bad for my o lvls.. I feel like crying againz.. Ha|z..

Life juz sux to the core. B4 results are out, I wan them to b out sooner. Now tt they r out, I m stuck at home, wifout a life! Wad's this... I feel realli bored. Bored to tears already. Whole saturdae stuck at home wifout anything to do.. Wahahaz.. I tink I go off to cook noodles and eat already lahz.. Ha|Z.. tAtAz..

Got back results todae. Before getting results I met weekim to eat LJS first. But I nv eat, coz mama bought f00d f0r me.. I juz wan someone to pei me back into the sch. I m afraid to walk into sch alone ma...

Ok, den by time we went back sch alot ppl there already. =(.. Haiz.. Duno y all others go back so fasT? I feel v v v scared.. When Mr Yue start toking abt analysis, finally he said physics 100% pasS!!!!! I was cheering like maD! I was praying not to fail my physics.. Heng really nv..

Den release results lia0z.. They asked us to sit according to our O lvl index nos.. I was the fourth to take my results.. I duno y I kept tinking abt my l1r5.. Den I start to cry.. I really cry.. I told myself not to .. But really v sad n scared.. LiLi and Grace told me not to cry.. But I only cry more badly.. Ha|.. Den my turn to take result the pen I took to sign the paper actually fell. Mr chua asked if I was nervous. I told him VERY... Den he told me no need so nervous. I asked him wad's my grade for phy. He told me "thrEE..." it was accompanied wif a smile.. =) ThAnX MR cHuA!!

When I see my results.. I cried again.. I walked to take a seat and cried.. I duno wad 2 do....

Eng : A2
Higher Chinese : A2
E Maths : A2
A Maths : A2
Combined Humanities : A2
Geography : A2
Physics : B3
Chemistry : B3

I really duno wad to do... Dun scold me.. I tot I will get A1 for e maths.. I cried for maths.. Nth else matters except maths... I duno wad 2 do.. No one realli saw me cry, no one bothered much.. Den weekim came to console me.. I can only cry harder.. My maths.. We walked out of audi, after tt grace came out also.. She hugged me.. ThAnX gRaCe.. Tt's a nice hug.. Called mum, she told me not 2 b sad.. Dad called asking if I failed anything.. *sIghZ* I cried for a long time.. b4 i stop.. It sound stupid 2 cry.. But.. Ha|z..

After tt walked out wif wy, huiling, etc. I realli v sad..Ha|z.. After tt went out wif weekim 2 orchard.. ThAnx 4 keeping me company.. I tink nth much to update.. Gtg, ByEByE..

Abt 17 more hrs and O lvls results will b released already. I duno wad 2 sae now. Seriously I juz feel like crying. Y? I duno, I juz dun hope to flunk my o lvls. Neither do I wan 2 get 19 again.. If i do, all I will do is stand down there and cry.. I dun wish 2 update abt todae already.. Mayb tml den update.. And hope I can bring in good news tml.. =).....

nIteZ..

Ok, me back to update abt todae. Todae I din go sch. Pon lia0z la.. Results coming out on fridae. Still got mood go mehz? Ha|z.. I tink I m not going to do well for it. Nvm, I shld not tink so much already. Neither do others wan to hear me nag. So I gonna tok abt my dae only.

Woke up at ard 12pm.. HaHAz... Slp alot la.. Abt 9hrs.. Still not enuf u noe.. =) Very tired when I wake up. But going out ma, so can't slp anymore. Went out wif weekim at ard 2.30pm.. He finally got me rose.. Really is one stalk. Nvm, got rose I already v happy lia0z. Wh0 cares if it is one or 12? =) It's nicely dyed and really is chi0... HaHaz..

We went Cineleisure to eat pasta mania. Todae ate sth more nice than wad I ate last week. Dun ask me y i keep going back 2 eat pasta, I seem to like pasta now? hEhEz.. Although not v nice, but I still like them lor.. Unless I learn how to cook them myself.. Or else I will keep going back to eat. =) L0lz.. but todae the food not bad, the mushroom soup also not bad. Though not as nice as Cafe Cartel, but can already..

Eat finish we walked to heeren and i bought candy mix frm mini mix. Tt's all. Later went home. Nth else. Todae I tok more wif him already. Coz I tink we going back to being frenz. It feels more better this wae. I dun realli wish 2 go back being together lia0z.. Juz meet up for lunch or dinner sometimes can already... Tt's more than enuf.. Sometimes I tink being frenz is better than being lovers. At least we no longer haf tt kind of "thing" tying us down. We can do wad we like, wifout fear of offending the other party.. HaHaz.. Ok lah, dun tok nonsense here..

Actually tt's abt all for the dae.. I going watch tv soon... BYez..

I came in to update abt tuesdae. But sadly, my keyboard is still not repaired yet. =(.. I doubt it can b repaired already.. Ha|Z.. My poor keyboard...

Yesterdae I din go for morning geo lecture. Huiling and I went to serangoon central to eat MAC breakfast. Huiling had susage mcmuffin wif egg meal while I ate hotcakes meal. We ate for abt an hr, chatted and critcised abt the geo lecturer. =D ... l0lz.. Poor Miss Then. But she realli is too hostile to our class ma.. who cares.. After tt huiling wanted to eat another set of hotcakes, but she scare she can't finish. So i shared wif her. We each haf one and a half of hotcake. I could onli eat half a hotcake and I m realli full to the brim already. Ate too much. Mondae's seoul garden also haven fully digest yet. Wahahaz...

Abt 8.45pm, we made our wae back into the sch. Nobody suspected us. We juz went into the canteen like nth.. Saw our classmates and said hi to some of them b4 we head for our gp tutorial room. GP lesson passed quite swiftly, after tt was Maths lecture. Very boring l0r.. Talked abt AP and GP.. Made me feel like slping.. =X.. *yAwNz* Den our CT period yesterdae was watching movie!!! YeAhZ! Watched Ju-on pre... I duno how to spell tt word. Sorri. But its the Ju-0n b4 ju-0n 1. Kenny brought in alot of crashers into our class.. Tink it made our CT very unhappy lor.. =S He still let us continue watching it but his face was abit of black already. He can scold them if he dun like.. But I don't understand y he din ? He kept quiet abt the whole incident.

After tt was dismissal lia0z.. Huiling and me went to suntec to eat Cafe Cartel. It's not bad la.. But abit of normal the food. We ate a total of $15 lidat for each person. The soup : cream of mushroom was nice, but other than tt the fish n chips were normal kind. Nth special abt it l0r. Guess nxt time I wun eat Cafe Cartel or rather I wun eat fish n chips frm them. Unless I m going wif my mum, tt's a diff story. Coz now i spent alot of money on food. So did huiling. I wonder how r we going 2 survive our rest of the week.. WaHaHaz...

After tt we walked ard suntec and I bought sth frm B.I.R.D a.k.a. Nike shop. Actually other than tt nth else already lor.. Went home lia0z.. Den at home watched tv.. Tt's all abt yesterdae.. LAter den update abt todae.. TaTAz..

Todae wun update lia0z.. My keyboard spoil.. I now using old keyboard. Tml den update abt my dae. Hope my keyboard will b fixed by then.. NitEz..