Oh, me blogging at tis kinda time again. -.-''' HeHez.. Bear wif me.

I juz watched finish "My Sassy Girl" on Channel U. Actually finish v long time ago le lah, but i sit there tink tink tink first b4 deciding 2 blog. Hohoz.. Tis time watch tt show i nv cry. Hmmm, i still remembered e first time i watch it i cried. Maybe I sound silly, but i tink e plot is nice ba. e show frm funny till sad.. den touching at the end. =)

After i watched e show, i was tinking and i started to feel sad. Really sad. I also duno how to explain e kind of feelings, but its juz sad. I like tt show alot, perhaps it reminds me of *someone*. But it's all over, so i din cry while watching e show tis time. I got over it, i grew up. Things are no longer the same. Things can nv go back to the past.. They are all memories.. Beautiful or sad, ppl do grow up, me too. In e past i may view those experiences as heart-shattering, but now it's really a learning experience for me. I learnt to understand more abt myself, wad i really want..

Ok lah, i tink these stuffs u all also dun like 2 read. Shall end here. Gonna watch tv soon. TaTaz..

Yoz.. Here to blog. Nowadaes nth 2 blog also, coz sianz. Only mugging all dAe.. Or rather trying to mug.. Taking ALOT of naps.. s|AnZ. Duno how can i slp while studying???? But i dun slp while watching tv. =X

Ok, tok abt todaE. Nth much, stayed home. Woke up at ard 3+pm? HaHaz.. slp at 6am. Not stayed up for studying, nor stayed up for soccer, but stayed up watching repeat tv shows.. =X Mindy kept calling my hp.. I noe my wallet left tt pathetic few bucks, so went back slp.. She called till she gif up i tink. Most probably she call me go out, but i soooooooooooo broke liaoz how to go???? Sianz.. Later shall explain y i so broke. Lolz. Den todae stayed home to study chemistry. But fell aslp in between.. Ha|X.. Shall try to study more tml. While my physics is left untouched, LEP n Maths oso touch abit nia. Gone case. Tink will blog abt my parents being called for coffee session wif principal soon. After results r out. Yep, good luck to me.

HahA, here comes e funny part of todae's entry. My dad went overseas for work trip. Yeah, many daddys go overseas for work, nth funny. But my dad nv?? Or rather once in hundred yrs? Lolz.. But anywae he went China, Yunan, to work. WITHOUT TELLING ME. YEP, nv tell me!!! Walaoz.. wad m i ??? A stranger????? Oh man, my dad nv tell me.. Ha|x.. he is away for 3 weeks.. Yep, long trip. Double sighz. He nv left allowance for me. Triple sighz. Mama ran out of money *mOnTh eNd*. sigHz. Results of all those stated above = ME BROKE. =S Hence i m only left wif a few bucks these 2 daes...sIaNz......

Ok le, tink i shld go off liaoz.. Coz later channel u got "my sassy girl". My fav show!! HaHaz.. I tink quite a nice show wor.. =) If u all got time go watch oso.. NicE niCe..

Ok back to update. MonDae: Din slp on sundae. Went directly to sch at ard 8am. Go sch for physics, v sianz ar.. Mr Chan went on and on wif physics. *yAwNz* reaLLY v sian lor.. hungry somemore. Lucky he got gif us go for lunch if not i sure die of hunger. Lolz. Physics went on n on till abt 3.30pm.. Lolz.. how can some1 tok 5hrs of physics? Soooooooooooo pro~ But i still dun quite understand physics.. =S

After tt went 2 marina square there bowl wif yulin, rachel, zhengang and yexian. But yilin din bowl. I only tried one game coz i broke liaoz mahz.. Bo bian.. So gotta stop at e rite time. At abt 6 i went off to toa payoh get my new specs.. Ermz.. looks abit weird. Haix.

Den go home lo. Feeling sick already mahz~ Went online find rebecca n yubo discuss abt meeting time, den i msg them on msn lo. Tt yb duno sae wad he wan to commit suicide. Den rebecca n i told him not to b insensible. Tio scolded after tt.. He said "if u duno anything dun make any comments" Fucking hell. We only trying to console him you mei you? He tinks we wan 2 care? Den he quit e conversation liaoz.. More fucking hell, we dun need meeting liaoz ar? He tink only he need some peaCE? Fucking hell, i oso need ok. I m runnign a fever tt nite n i din slp for more than 24 hrs already. WTH he tink he is.. ALwaes aP-ing when talking abt pw. SuX. PW sux, but it sux more when u haf such a member in ur grp. Shall shut up already.

After i tio scolded i offline lor.. Coz i realli v angry n slpy le. I took medicine n went slp lor.. Bth liaoz.. Slept at 11pm.

TueSdAe: Nth much. Woke up at 8.15am. Din wan go sch but den i promised yilin i wld go. Sianz. So i dragged myself up n go sch. Another boring morning again... Hear mr chan talk. :S Den after tt went out wif shiyun, zhengang n yilin to orchard. WEnt mos eat. Den crap abit b4 settling down 2 study.

Study till 5pm den shiyuun gotta leave, Yilin wan go off also. So i went off as well... Reached home bathe liaoz den watch abit tv. Went out at 7.45pm wif kenneth. Went orchard cineleisure watch movie. Boguht tix den go mos eat again. But only had apple pie n strawberry shake. After chatting for abt an hr den go cine watch movie. Watched "undead". =) Sounds nice hor.. but den e movie v lousy..As in sooo damn chim i dun understand anything. =S VvVvv Dumb lor.. e show.. After e movie went 7-11 go buy drink. Kenneth got mineral water n i got honeydew milk. Sat down drink abit den go off in cab le. =D Finally i dun need to pay. =X No lah, i told him i no moeny liao he sae nvm he pay.. HmMM.. Enjoy abit advantage of being a gal.. *gUyS paYinG* Sorry i noe i m too much, but den.. I m quite used to guys paying for me.. He paid for tix, cab fee, dinner, popcorn. Hmmm... Duno leh. Mayb u all can tell me wad u all feel abt guy paying for u?

Tt's abt all yest.. Gtg liaoz.. tAtA..

Hoho... time now is 4.45am. Not i dun wan slp.. But watching tv lah.. Quite alot of tings happened wor.. Duno where to start. Juz do a short summary first b4 i find time to blog.

Mon and Tue i went back sch for physics. Spent afternoon in sch lor.. Mon nite i was down wif fever n feelin sick n tired, but tio scolded by my PW grp member, YuBo. Tue nite i went out movie wif kenneth.. Long story. shall blog when i free. Now i tired le..Tink i go off watch tv first liaoz.. TaTAz..

Ok. I m here again. Dun ask me y. I m going to blog. Blog a long long entry. So if u dun haf patience or dun wish 2 read den close e window ba, coz i m really going 2 b long-winded. =X

Wanted to type abt all these last week, but IE got prob so i din haf e chance. Life is really unpredictable. Last yr tis time i tot all was gone wif MinDy n YaNfEn. We really drifted apart. We had nth in common to talk abt, we can't chat abt anything under e sun anymore. Yea, tt's it. We really haf nth in common. We no longer go sch together, nor go home together. We had been going to sch n home together for 3yrs already.. since sec1, but last yr we had a big quarrel tt we juz separated. E feeling sux. I haf other frenz too but its juz not e same. Coz yAnfEn noes me best. Our frenship started in p4. We had fights, we had quarrels, we had our sweet times too. We had our own share of crushes n our dreams. We chatted abt everything under e sun. We can even fight in class, yes i mean fight. She hit me, I hit her. Tinking back, I feel tt we r being silly to hurt our own bestie. So we noe each other inside out.

One facial expression n we noe wad e other party is tinking abt. Tt kind of telepathy. MinDy has tt kind of special feeling wif us too. But i prefer yAnFeN? hEHez. I m not talking nonsense here, we really understand each other ba. Everyone understand their bestie also. =) But after tt big quarrel, everything changed. It was really a tough time for me. I tot nth can ever change back..

Till tis yr june hols. Somehow I met up wif yaNfEn n those happy feelings came back. Its juz those kind of special feelings i haf again. Mayb she doesn't feel e same, but i do. We can chat abt everything again. I haf no fear of toking to her anymore. I luv her, yes i really do. I can behave like i want, i can b who i really m in front of her, coz tt's wad i alwaes was. She still noes me best. It really didnt cross my mind tt we can ever b e same again. It really was a gr8 feeling to b back wif them againz.. =) I duno how to describe my feelings, but afterall, they were wif me during my most diff times, happy times.. etc.

Ok, after talking abt frenship, it comes to the bgr part. I tink nobody is interested in this. But i juz type it out juz 2 get some peace. Yes, i broke up wif weekim on 8th feb. The reason is simple: he chose TJC over me. Yes i noe i m being childish at tt time, he doesn't haf 2 gif up his dream jc for me. Some1 who is not worth it. But who can understand how i feel? I see couples (cchs couples) everywhere. They r happily enjoying their 1st 3 mths honeymoon period in e same jc. I haf little frenz in nyjc. My only close fren was huiLinG. I din get 2 see gracie much, coz of diff class n diff timeslots. I haf no1 to pei. AFter sch i alwaes go out wif gracie n eat. After tt we will juz go somewhere to waste time off, in order for me to wait for weekim's dismissal. Does any1 understand those kind of feelings? Imagine travelling frm bishan to causeway point. Frm there all e wae back to bedok. I haf 2 wait frm 12pm all e wae till 4-5pm. Sometimes when i pon sch i haf 2 wait frm 10am till 4-5pm. OH well. Imagine asking ur fren 2 waste time wif u in e afternoon coz u wan 2 wait for ur bf. I dun tink any1 will not feel guilty over it.

I pon my cca to wait for him. Coz my cca time is late, n i dun wish him to waste time waiting. I stood by tt dustbin in bedok interchange frm mondaes to fridaes. I tink tt dustbin wld recognise me also. =X e feeling is lonely, n more lonely. Standing by e dustbin din feel nice, even when it is juz 15-20 mins of wait. Everydae i will search for tis tall head popping out frm e crowd of ppl alighting bus no 38. Anyone got tt kind of feeling before? When i see other ppl waiting for their bf/gf, i tink they r being sweet n noble. But when i m e one doing it, i tink i m being stupid. V dae was coming, he said he is planning some flowers. But when i ask further, i came to realise tt its not real flowers. Tis really made me mad. Oh well, shall not elaborate further on this. Coz i can imagine u all reading tis n breaking out in cold sweat. ok, i shut up abt tis.

After we broke up, i tot tt we can get back together. I really tot we can. Even though i hated him for his "flowers" i tot everything will get back e same like last time. After all, it was a childish reason tt we broke up. I still went out wif him. Movies, lunch, dinner, anything. I was trying to get those feelings back. Feelings of falling in luv. I noe deep inside my hrt i din wanted to gif up, but i juz cant get those feelings back anymore. Perhaps e hurt was too deep, perhaps it was his temper tt killed everything. Ya i noe no1 will believe he has temper, but he told me he dun luv me anymore. Well, any1 hearing tt wun fall in luv wif tt person anymore.

He may tink i m using him, u all may tink i m using him. But i m sure myself i m not. I seriously admit i m materialistic, if i were to use him, i will not resort to toying wif his feelings. To me they r not worth anything if i were to use him. I will rather knock every cent i can out frm him, or get him to pay for my food n entertainment. He knows very well did he pay for any of those. Did he make any effort to talk to me on e fone? I m one who luvs chatting on fone, i can switch off e bloody computer 2 chat on fone. But to him, chatting on fone is not wad he can do, nor wad he likes to do. So? Wad can i sae? I said this once n i sae it again: I DID NOT TOY WIF HIS FEELINGS. I m not being noble here also, saying i m good or wad. But this is my blog. Of coz i look at things frm my perspective. I duno abt his. I dun wish 2 noe also. After being scolded so many times by him i tink tt's enuf already. I juz wan to sae everything out n juz close e whole case.

I chose not to speak abt it since 8th feb coz i haf no one to talk to. I alwaes haf tis policy. When i dun speak of it, it means i haven 4gotten abt it. I m still healing frm 8th feb till march hols. After tt, i tink all feelings of mine was gone already when i was scolded by him. I started out in my new sch wif my feelings numb. I could no longer feel anything for any1, no special feelings wadsoever. Hmm, i did not tell him directly tt i dun luv him anymore, it was my mistake. But i kept on saying its not possible. MAybe its my own actions tt mislead him. After all, everyting is over now. Yes, i haf closed e case. Nth can change anymore. Ever since i like some1 else n he scolded me insensible, nth will change anymore.

He told me to tell him i dun like him, is it really necessary? Self deception does not help. It really doesn't. Yes i admit i still like him abit, but its no longer tt kind of luv. I may seem fickle, but I dun haf special feelings for any1? Not even e one i confessed to. When i dun get any return, i wun like tt person anymore. Crush or wadeva, its juz normal human reaction? Or rather i m lidat, when some1 dun like me, i wun hold on to things anymore. I can't devote all my feelings to some1 who dun like me, or nv like me b4. Ha|x. So i tink wk needs time to heal now, me telling him i dun like him or wad doesn't help. Time will heal all wounds.

These few daes i watched MVP Valentine again. I luv tt show. I duno y i juz luv tt show. I will cry when e part comes when Duan Cheng Feng promised Xiaoxi tt he wun ever allow her to cry. Yep, its stupid if a gal believes in tt. But who doesn't like 2 hear sweet nths? I did believe in tt when some1 really special told me tt. I duno y i really luv tt phrase: "xiaoxi, ni gen wo zai yi qi, wo bu hui zai rang ni diao yan lei.." In reality, if some1 tells me tt, i will believe, although its not like me to believe in tt. But i will. I really will. On e other hand, i will not ask my bf to tell me tt, coz its fake if u haf 2 ask tt phrase out frm him urself. Haix.. I tink my mood is getting abit sad.. I shld not sae anymore. Going off le.. NitEz..

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Anywae todae i went out wif yaNfEn n mInDy 2 PS. We met on e train by chance at 4.15pm. :) Den went mos eat n slack. Actually i tink i m e only one eating ba, coz yAnfEn eating apple pie n bread only n mInDy only got a ice lemono tea. Ate ebi rice burger set as usual. Seems like i m nv sick of their ebi rice burger. :X Wahahaz..

Slacked till abt 5+ lidat den went carrefour (not sure of e spelling) to get jellybeans. Long time no eat liaoz also. After tt we went out of ps. Got bugged by tis guy promoting some discount tix frm some shop. I wanted 2 buy but haf no money le. I only left one piece $50 so i dun wish 2 use it. In e end, minDy paid for me i tink. Gotta return her e money nxt time ba. Paiseh coz i dun wanna use e $50 note. :X

In e end we oso nv walk 2 orchard la, juz went home. Coz yAnFeN going off le den i wan go home watch tv!!! Yes, its lame, got chance go out i dun go.. I still wanna watch tv. Haix. But i juz wan watch mahz.. :P Den mInDy was quite pissed .. hohoz.. SorrY laH.. HaHaZ..

So took NEL home, did nth also lahz.. Watched 7pm show den i bathe den i go nap nap liaoz. :X I duno y lah, i juz lack of slp these few daes.. HAiz.. siaNz.. I m alwaes tired wan lor~ Hmm.. Tink nth much 2 update liaoz.. TaTaz..

Dun intend to update abt yest. Coz nth much happened. So decide to blog abt todae instead. Todae went out meet mindy n yanfen at tampines at 4pm. Supposed to meet at 3.30 but i was late. -.-''' Paiseh wor..

After tt we walked ard help midny find sth. Den we went ljs eat. I ate their fish n chips. Todae e fish like not so nice? So hard lo, like stone lidat. But i like their fries. :) WahaHaz.. We sat there crapped abit also.. Sianz..

Den we walked abit ard tampines mall n chatted also. Ard 5.30 we take bus to go hougang there. Watching e milo cup again lor.. :) Oh well.. e bus was v crowded. Mindy went up e wrong bus. Typical of her lahz. :X She can board e bus wifout realising she took e wrong bus.. H0w bluR~

We reached hougang le den take bus 62 to e venue for bball match. :D Todae their match was better dan previous wans. Coz they realli played quite well. Can see tt they put in their besT? Hmm.. but den mindy like keep saying they not good..Well.. they r onli a bunch of teens n not professional players mahz. They also dun play bball full time? Hmm.. but tt's mindy, she alwaes like 2 b critical. But den again, its not as if she like any1 frm e team, so she will talk rubbish. If she happen to like some1 frm e team, she wun sae such tings le wor. Well.. Luv is blind, esp to her wor. :X

After tt match, we went off. Well, they lost. But i still tink todae is one of the best match i saw frm *hIs* team. :) While walking out frm e bball court, duno y mInDy keep saying yAnFeN sth.. But tink mInDy dun mean it lah. She keep asking yanFeN 2 stop being hum. But den not every1 is e same!!! Not every1 can b thick skin like me lor. So cant force them do sth they dun wan. :S

We 3 took bus all e wae to punggol. Hoho, den take NEL home. Tt's abt all le.. TaTaz..

Todae.. Woke up at 12pm. Watched tv, ate some food. Den slacked. Did some maths. Den went out meet my mama at 4. Wanted to make specs but e shop near my hse duno y keep cant check my degree. Ermz.. I was like .. dotx.. n his service abit bad lah. :X

After we left tt shop, i dragged my mama to toa payoh tt shop. Coz i made my contact lens there mahz, n their service more better i tink. Den went there check my eyes n choose my new specs. Not v nice. Totally ugly! :D But i was late to pei yanfen watch bball match. Supposed to reach hougang at 5.30. But i abt 6 also haven finish wif my specs stuff.

So i was late. Very indeed. I reached e venue where they having bball match at ard 6.50pm. Hohoz.. ppl's match was abt to finish liaoz.. But todae's team was damn good. Really damn good. tHey were tall, fast, defensive.. REally v good. U see them run.. They can run, they can score also.. wALaoz.. so damn good lor. *hiS* team lost again. Lost quite badly i tink. Coz tt team is realli too strong.. HaHa.. Wun go into details also liaoz la. Coz not my *hIm* :P

After tt we went compass point. Had mos burger for dinner. Had ebi also!! Nice.. I luv their food. Before tt yANfEn went OP buy shirt. Quite ok ba. I wished i had e money to shop also, but i dun. Nvm abt tt also, i tink all my money was spent on food. :D Chatted there as well.. Den mindy came n join us at 9.30 lidat. Hohoz.. Crapped alot.. Luff like mad.. Duno lahz.. REally v fun ba. We left at 10.30pm, when mos was abt to close liaoz.. Mindy v funny, she ate her fries v fast.. She din wan 2 b the last to leave.. lolz.. Den took NEL home, e train keep stopping.. V weird.. Scary also.. HaHaz.. but nth happened.

Reached home at 11.15pm. Came online.. Den nth much le. Tt's all.. TaTaz..

Todae was a bad dae. Nth much to sae abt todae. Juz tt i had a big quarrel wif my mum. I wanted to make new specs, but den she sae no money. Den due to my jealousy, i blurted out e tings i was angry over e past few mths. All related to my kor. He wanted to go batam my mama gif him $200. I only wan my mama pay for specs first b4 i get my dad to pay her back she also dun wan. Tis i can b sure i m not being insensible. I DIN ASK MY MAMA TO PAY, I ONLY ASK HER TO PAY FIRST. WHEN MY DAD RETURN HOME I M GOING TO GET MONEY FRM HIM.

Not only tt, i also quarrelled wif some1 else. Den my mood was so damn lousy tt i can onli cry. Everyting suddenly seems 2 be bad for me. My computer suddenly spoil, my mama quarrel wif me, i m alwaes being treated as unimportant.. eVerYtiNg.. So i stood by e kitchen window n cry. But my mama muz b thinking i m trying to commit suicide. Yes, i did haf tt tot. I really tot tt i shld juz jump down n end my life. But jumping down is like so er xin, ur brains might get cracked, ur organs might get smashed. YucKS. Somemore i stay on e 13th floor. I rather die drinking detergent. Or mayb i cant die by tt, duno, nv try b4.

Anywae my mama "console" me back.. She told me tt she is not showing favouritism. She even go to e extent of saying tt we can take cab go make specs at tt time.. 8+pm. Hmm.. yEp. I noe every1 is tinking tt i m being pampered.. I dun deny. My mama do pamper me, but to a certain extent lah. But glad e fight was over le. :)

Ok le lah.. tt's abt all tt happened todae..

SAturdae. Sorry now den i update. Coz wasn't in e best of mood to update my blog. Todae.. LEt me tink, i dun really rmb wad happened todaE? lolz. :X

Ok lahz, i decided to continue my usual waes of blogging. I dun really care who's reading my blog n how they judge me anymore. Todae went out wif poonie in e afternoon. Met at 3 at dhoby ghaut. (yes i tink i got e name correct tis time) HaHaz. Anywae we went mos burger to slack. She had lemon tea while i had milk tea. We also had e ice cream also. Nice nicE. After chatting awhile, i was getting hungry, so i got ebi burger n large fries 2 eat. Still as nice. Duno wad to comment also. :D

We chatted there till abt 5.30 lidat den we left for hougang. We went to watch bball match. But duno y e bus was long n we were late. *His* match start at 6pm. Opps.. tt *hIs* is yanfen's *his* not mine. :X We watched e match, actually i cant see much. Coz i wearing skirt den haf 2 sit properly cannot move much. So some parts were blocked by e coach, or whoever he is. e coach scolded his sons.. Very funny. Hey i m not sadist, its realli v funny. Coz he scolded his sons wifout meaning it. He only did it coz he's anxious for e bball team. Oh btw i saw cHaNgr0nG there. He still din change much wor. Lolz. *hIs* team lost e match. Duno e score. :X After tt poonie n me went to hougang mall. Had delifrance. I ate pasta tt ting, forgot the name already. Lolz. Very nice also. Chatted wif poonie, had 2 comfort her ba. Coz.. :X shhXxX.. wun reveal ppl's stuff in my blog. Coz i oso duno who's reading my blog :S Nope, i m not referring to my frenz dun get offended. Nvm, i also duno wad i talking already lahz.

Anywae after dinner we went punggol park. Slacked n chatted there till 11pm den i go home. YaNfEn had 2 accompany me 2 hougang there to take train. sorRY worZ~ :) Punggol park was realli a nice place. But abit hot lah. :X Coz there is a laRgE lake there!!! I swear its larger than CChmS lake. :D Lolz. Its realli nice n there's a nice cafe there also. HeHez.. Nxt time muz go there again, though i prefer ECP. :)

After tt den came home le lor.. nth much liaoz. Tt's e end of e dae le wor.. Quite tired..

Oh well. I wanted to update last nite, but den e stupid IE hangeD!!! Ha|x. Duno wad to sae.. -.-''' All my efforts wasted. Nvm, tink will type out when i got time n energy.

Last nite was scolded insensible by SOMEONE. I clearly declare here i m insensible. So wad? Tis is my blog, so if u tink i m insensible den dun read it k? Was really depressed last nite. But den, i m lidat. Neither r u any better than me i suppose. If i was so insensible den why e hell u stuck wif me for 5+ mths? Being said lidat can drive me to death. But den again, it doesn't makes any diff whether m i ard in this world or not. Last nite was one of e most lousy nite. But i tink i got over it. Perhaps i was being blind. Sux. Dun tell me coz i like some1 else before u tt's y u wanted 2 sae all those. Yes i m being insensible here again. But den again, some ppl r not as angelic as they seem.

Anywae i tink in future i will onli blog abt my dae, not my thoughts nor feelings. Blogging is no longer fun. I wanted 2 shut down e blog, but decided 2 continue blogging since tt's wad ppl hope i wun do. I m rebellious. e more u dun wan me to do sth, e more i wan 2 do.

Todae i had a fun dae. Todae is huilan's bdae. Went sch at 9am for maths tutorial. Hahaz.. Mr ho was so funny. After tt 10 ppl (zhengang, yexian, allan, chen yu, loo kit, shiyun, rebecca, rachel, yilin n me) went out wif huilan 2 celebrate her bdae. We bought a bdae cake for her. She was so happy.. when sth happened. Shall not write it down here in case ppl tink i m insensible AGAIN.

After we finished e cake we went to tampines mall to eat seoul garden. Many nv brought enuf money n those who haf xtra lent money out. e whole ting cost abt $17 per person. Oh man, ex. Sorry i said i wun blog abt my own thoughts. Anywae we went in to eat and ate quite alot. We finished eating at 4+pm. We crapped alot in seoul garden. Found out some little secret also. :X Sorry i said i wun blog abt my own thoughts.

Went out of seoul garden to shop ard wif shiyun. Ard 5+pm we decide to go ECP. We took bus there but yilin n allan went home already. Saw a car accident by e roadside. I fell aslp on e bus. By time we reach, its abt 6.30pm le. We walked into ECP n sat by one of the breakwaters. Fun. Chatted as well. Den yexian, rachel, huilan, chen yu n me took off our shoes to walk on e beach. Walked awhile den we stop le, wore back our shoes. Went mac. Had a cup of iced milo. Some of the others ate some food. Esther came and huilan went off wif them.

e rest of us went off at ard 8pm. Took bus 31 home. Reached home at ard 9pm den i went bathe le. Den come online 2 update. Oh well, tt's abt all. How grt is my blogging? vErY nArrAtivE yeA? sHaLL keEp iT tiS wAe uNtiL i LEaRnT 2 b sEnsIbLe. bYe

Thursdae. One more dae nearer to JCT, but i m stoning at home. :X Woke up at 2+pm. Slept at 4+am last nite. So i m not considered a pig wor. :X Anywae i juz dun feel nice. HaHax. I m sooo sianZ.. can some1 pls ask me out? Haix. I got a urge to eat seoul garden again. -.-''' Duno y got hols i alwaes feel like eating tt? Lolz. But now i feel more like going out, life is soooo sianz..

Ok lah, shall not sae more le, mayb later den update. Me hungry now le, gtg eat liao. Bye

Todae is not happy dae. REally tiring. Morning woke up at 10am to do pw. Went TJC first to get stuffs frm lookit n pass him some surveys. After tt went bedok mac there n met up wif rebecca n yubo. Yubo reached already. We were waiting for rebecca n she arrvied quite late. Duno y nowadaes i m less anti her already. Perhaps e camp made me grown up. N it made me understand her more? I no longer feel so irritated by her le.

She arrived at ard 12. -.-''' HaHa.. Den we start coming up wif qns to ask for our interview. Came up wif several lame qns. But decided 2 settle wif it. After tt i bought food to eat. Hungry le ma. Den lookit also haven come so gotta wait for him. Yubo went off earlier at 1+pm. Lookit still haven reach. Rebecca n i were sitting there ready to stone le. :D Coz i tink both of us oso quite tired..she got her camp while i not enuf slp. Lolz. Finally we see a blackish figurE... :D lolz.. we wave out 2 tt figure.. heNg aR.. is lookit. !!! If not sure so damn paiseh, reb n me like some idiot waving lidat :X

After lookit came we wait for rain to smaller abit before going to VJ outside to do. Actually i hate to go vj do, coz its realli realli stupid i tink. Somehow i duno y but i feel vj ppl dun like us? So i dare not ask much also. But since they wan go there i follow suit lor. It was raining n we were still stopping ppl 2 do survey for us. LAME!!!!! I feel sorry for those ppl, though reb will hold umbrella for them. -.-''' But its like.. so mean lidat. I also got bitten by mosquitos along e wae!!!!!

Finally we decide to go parkwae to do survey. But we went there n found v little ppl 2 do for us. Coz we can hardly see any ppl in uniform there~ Den we went tampines lor. Sianz!!! At there at least got more ppl.. Though not v smooth, rejected by some. Mostly is lookit asking lor.. Reb n i almost stoning le. HaHaz.. Coz realli feel v tired n den too many ppl walking. We see until eyes also blur lah. Duno lehz. Ha|X.

We went home at ard 7pm. When lookit gotta leave for his zr practice i tink. Not v sure wad instrument izzit. I was so damn tired tt i fell aslp on e bus. I was so scared i will miss my stop, coz e journey usually v fast. Dun wan miss my stop coz i m real tired n leg aching. Ha|x. Came home had a quick dinner den watched tv. Supposed 2 study but i stone at home. Juz cant bring myself to study.. unless i settle sth first..

Deleted awae tis paragraph i typed previously. Coz i juz wan 2 keep sth 2 myself. Juz replaced tis wif sth else. *I noe my dream is smashed. Everyting is juz my imagination. But i will keep those memories wif me, inside me. Coz i read it b4 frm somewhere tt no one can tk awae ur memories. Even if u do not belong to me but those sweet memories belong to me. I woken up frm my dream juz now, still not wanting to accept tings. I noe its not possible, i haf 2 grow up, i haf 2 heal. But i haf chosen 2 like u still, mayb ppl will sae i m stupid or wad, but i juz wan 2 like u.. till e dae my feelings r all gone.. Ppl sae i will 4get u v fast, mayb, mayb not. But i chose not 2 forget u yet, its not easy.. Wif so much interactions.. I only noe its gonna b more sad.. Ha|x.. But i wun disrupt ur life, i will onli admire u frm afar.. I m not hoping for a miracle, coz i noe u wun change ur mind. I juz hope u wun avoid me or hate mE..*

Todae went out wif poonie and mindy. Slept only at ard 7am in e morning. Was on e fone wif mindy. Lolz.. how tired i m! Woke up at 10+am n rushed to bathe n go out meet poonie. Met at orchard mrt there. Went eat ajisen!!! VerY vERy nicE!!! Hehez.. Their standard increase liao wor.. Really v nice. HaHax.

After eating we went toilet. Mindy came n find us there. -.-''' Haha, fancy meeting in toilet. :D REally siao siao lidat. Anywae we went take photos at cine!!!!! Long time nv take liao lor.. so dying to take lor. I tink got mths i nv take le. Until last weekend took wif yilin~ Wad to do? Not many ppl like to take wor. Den we take the photos v nice lehz.. HaHaz. I really so happy, coz it's so nice!! Not me nice but poonie n mindy nice.

We wanted 2 take another photo but we got some harry porter ride 2 catch. Kinda lame, coz i dun like harry porter. Not dun like but neutral. Den i duno much den quite of stupid coz i duno how 2 appreciate. :S Sianz.. After e 15 mins ride, we went back cine take 2nd photo!!! hehez... REally v fun leh! But den we waited for sooooooo long lor, we wait till wanna slp while standing le lAH!!! HaHax.. Heng e pic turn out quite ok, if not waste our time waiting lor!!!

Anywae, after tt we went mos burger to drink milkshake. Nice but den its cold! hahaz.. I tink i drank almost everyting in 10mins. :P thirsty mah, after tt still not enuf lor. Still v thirsty. So i went buy lemon tea to share wif them. HaHa.. chatted alot.. n crapped as well lor. Wad to expect? 3 gals together = crapped!!!!! :) Enjoyed myself wif them alot lehz!!

Abt 5pm poonie gotta go.. do facial! :X So mindy n i went off lor. She went novena pay tuition fees while i go home ... Too tired le mahz.. Wan go home n slp. Juz feel so tired. Went home n slp n watch tv. Sianz..

Den come home den watch tv, den lidat lor.. sianz.. tired le lor. i jux wan 2 slp..ByEbYe.

Todae made some changes to my blog. Nth much, juz changed some "luvs" of mine. Added extra wishes on e wishlist. Most of them wun come true i noe, but juz hoping for sth? HaHaZ~

Did nth todae. Only slacked at home. Was intendin 2 go swimming wif poonie, but last min mummy called n ask me help her record 7pm show. There goes my swimming outing. DotZ!!! Ha|x. i tot can go, but den walao lor.. my mama last min call me. :S JCT is nearing, but i haven done anything. Oh woah.. Nth 2 b proud abt. But i m trying my v best to do my work.. Let me enjoy first lahz.. Den i will work hard. Yes i will, i definitely will. *GrInZ* Like i will lidat. :P

Ok le lah, todae nth much 2 talk abt. I dun tink i shld keep typing out my feelings on my blog too. I tink i haf changed. Changed since sec3. Nvm, i m not talking sense. MAyb my sec sch frenz noe me.. MAyb.. Ha|x. Dun wish 2 update. Bye

HeRe again. S|anz hor. Dun understand y i like 2 blog so much. Perhaps i m slacking la, tt's y. Recently, i tink i m lack of confidence. I dun seem 2 b able to do tings wifout worrying abt many tings. Ha|X. Yes, i noe u might tink i m referring 2 bgr matters. But no, i m not referring to bgr matters. I m referring to all aspects of my life. For example during e LEP camp, when we haf discussions i dare not voice out my opinions. I also duno y izzit lidat. But i juz dare not. When writing my compo, i also lack confidence. Ha|x. Even when wif my classmates, i also dare not sae everythin on my mind for fear of saying wrong tingz.. Lidat how to survive? All i can do is sigh. I seriously need to regain my confidence. But how to? Tt is a good qn. Haix, i tink i m hopeless liao. I need to reflect on myself again.

My frenz who knew me for a long time noe tt i m a frank person who usually speaks wad's on my mind. Poonie and Mindy noe tt once i like some1, i will tell him v soon, regardless of e consequences. But i shld try to control myself lor. If i do tt all e time i m only going to b rejected by other ppl so many times. Den its gonna b so paiseh. Ha|x.. poonie help me.. i muz control myself.. i muz not let *him* noe.. Ha|x..

Duno wad else to update.. todae din do much. now also dun feel like updating. Cya.. hope to go out wif poonie 2 take photo soon.. :D

Very sianz. woke up at ard 12+pm.. Ate brkfast n come online le. Saw rachel online.. Her nick is "missing the slopes and hills, toilet codes and blackouts". Ha|x.. made me tink also. I miss e camp too.

When i first reached there, everyting seem so foreign. Even the slopes and hills were a torture to us. We haf 2 go a long long wae before reaching e LT4 where we haf our lectures. But now tt i m back, i dun find tt distance long. Instead i miss tt route.. More imptly, i miss e laughter of everyone.. How i wish i can turn back time, gossiping wif e gals till late nite was damn fun. Even if rachel fell aslp first n scared us when she suddenly wake. :P I miss e time when i was down n rachel went for e late nite jog wif me at 1.45am. Its realli such an unforgettable trip. I miss playing daidee wif zg.. coz he alwaes look like some daidee addict. :D

I miss e toilet codes as well. Initially i had a tough time searching for e nos and letters. But as we reached e 2nd dae, i can press wifout looking. *hUrRaY* :) I also miss e times yilin and i rushed to e toilet to bathe.. coz e other gals r abit slow.. n we dun like 2 wait? :D HeHez~ I miss e times when yilin was so hyper and jumping ard on my bed.. HeHeZ~ So do i miss e blackouts.. We can scream n run out of our rooms, coz e blackouts came juz lidat..oh man.. So saddening. e camp came lidat n now its over juz lidat too..

I miss e times when e three jcs were performing their own items. I miss e nitez wif fun and laughter.. I miss e last minute item my grp put up. They were a great bunch of ppl .. Through tis camp, i learnt more abt my own classmates.. learnt abt their little habits n moods.. HeHez.. Esp e 3 galz~

I duno y i like this camp so much. Perhaps its a camp where we were totally treated like adults. We can stay up late wifout teachers checking on us. We can go to guys room to play as well wifout being chased out by teachers. Its a grt feeling tt e teachers actually trust us n treat us as adults. All e other camps i went before all restrict us to alot of stuffs.. esp our slping time. But this camp nv wor. HaHa.. or mayb is i too ignorant n went too little camps.. But i still luv tis LEP camp. During tis camp i sorted out my own tots and reflected on my life.. And i finally made up my mind on certain issues. So its a rewarding camp wor. I also learnt more on writing skills, though i still cant write out gd essays.. :P

If only i can turn back time.. i will let it stay at e camp.. even if it means i will hf 2 slp in tt warm room wif a weird smell.. even if it means i cant see my families or cant use my computer.. i misS e camp..

SAturdae. A nice one indeed. Woke up at ard 12pm. Den i called rebecca to ask her abt PW stuffs. I told her we need another meetin before fridae coz we need 2 finish up e surveys. She agreed. Tink we gonna meet on wed lor. Hahaz, PW is such a chore. After tt i went online and saw yubo online. So i msg him inform him abt PW meeting. After tt i sms lookit. But lookit nv reply me lehz.. And i cant find rebecca also liaoz. Die le lah, all MIA. :S

Sms yilin at 1+pm asking if she still wan go out. She sae ok. We wanted to ask rachel along but den she dun wan go. So nvm lor. Yilin n me go out ourselves. We met at orchard and went mos burger to drink milkshake. I tried their new strawberry ice cream. Quite nice wor.. Somemore 3 for $1. Worth a try leh. Yilin and me got a strawberry shake each. Nice wor. Den we start 2 gossip and gossip. :S We luv doing tt, but we r not talking bad tings behind ppl's back, we r only chatting abt own stuffs wor. :)

Left mos at ard 4 lidat.. Den we shopped ard at heeren there. Wanted to buy sweets frm mini toons. But den they dun haf e sweets i want, so i din buy lor. Walked somemore and we decided to take photo. But e print club at heeren was sooo packed wif ppl. So 2 of us walked over to cineleisure to take photo. We took some machine. Den it turned out quite nice lehz!!! HaHaz.. Too bad i dun haf scanner if not can scan in. But den ppl might puke seeing my photo. :S But we haf a grt time wor.. :)

After tt went for dinner. I abit hungry le ma. Went yoshinoya. Ate ebi + tempura fish combo meal for dinner. NICE!!! :D Really nice wor. Hahaz.. But as usual din finish e rice lah. :X Coz dun like rice. :P After tt we went esplanade to see see lor. And of coz we chatted alot.. nice chatting wif tt gal ar.. :D Went home at abt 9pm. Had a grt time wor. HeHez.. tHx yILin~

Tt's abt all for todae le.. TaTaz..

Here to blog again. -.-''' I duno y also lahz. Juz feel like blogging. I realise my pw grp is lacking behind alot. We seem to b doing nth for months. As e grp leader, i tink i m lousy. I shld start to reflect and get my members 2 meet up for meeting. If not i tink my grp will nv finish pw in time also. Somemore my survey is not completed yet also. SiaNz.. I haTE pW !!!

Back to my main topic. I m bloggin at tis time coz I wan 2 sae sth here laH. There is really nth between weekim and mE. Believe it or not. We only go sch n home together. But there wun b anymore such cases happening anymore. Coz i told him clearly already. Its a fact i like some1 else already. So i juz tell him lor. Weekim, whether or not u will read tis msg but i juz wan 2 tell u tt its not ur fault at all. Neither am i betraying u, coz i din tell u i luv u anymore after we broke up, so pls dun sae i like some1 else n tt's betrayal. I m not a BITCH. ThaNx, pls dun keep tinking i betray u. Thank u for all e time and effort u spent. All came too late. Sorry

Anywae, i really like some1 else already. To protect him/her i wun reveal names. [SeE mY j0kE? :P] No lah, i m perfectly straight! I like him, not her. I tink its a one-sided ting. REally. I noe he dun like me at all. But i dun mind. I juz like him.. I duno when did this happen but i juz like him? Guess e LEP camp changed my life once again. But i wun tell him i like him tis time. I dun wan paiseh. LAter ppl dun like me how? somemore we are not really tt close or noe each other long also.. LEt nature take its course ba. :)

I duno y i m v happy now. Perhaps of wad my classmates sae earlier ba.. :P I noe they may b trying 2 b nice or tt they r wrong. But i still chose to believe them abit. I miss him ba. Wun get to see him for quite sometime. I noe nth will come out frm this. It may b a simple crush or juz admiration, but i like him. I dun expect him to like me back, but i juz like e feeling of having a new life once again. I haf been living in e past all these months.. I haf been hanging ard wif weekim all e while. Now tt i like some1 else, it symbolises tt my life is regenerating again. I alwaes wanted 2 move on wif life, but somehow i can't. But now i m moving on wif life already. If i could i wld turn back time, turn back time to the LEP camp. Its really a fun camp and there r alot alot of nice tings happening in e camp.. :) If onLY u kNeW wAD i M FeELinG n0w.. If 0nlY i cAn tUrN bAcK tImE..

Here 2 update. Tink will update quite abit of stuffs. Coz i m slacking my dae awae~ I m supposed 2 go sch for GP todae. But i din go, coz i overslept. :P I woke up onli at 11.45am. How early? Hahaz, i still rushed to sch to meet my classmates coz they celebrating shiyun's bdae after GP lesson..

Reached TJ at ard 1pm. s|anZ~ Went hawker meet them. Bought fruits to eat. They r nice wor!! :) After eating, yexian, wy, huilan, zhengang, yilin, rachel and me went to orchard.. They wanted 2 eat sakae sushi buffet. I din eat wif them coz i was feeling full n dun haf appetite. I dun wan waste money ma, if go there eat buffet and can't eat alot. HaHaz.. So huilan, yilin, rachel and me went marche 2 eat. Todae i ate salad. Nice nice. Cost me a good $9.20. Lolz.. But enjoyed crapping wif them wor.. :D

After tt we went walk walk abit.. Den rachel wanted 2 go kino to buy book. So we went wif her. Shopped in kino v v v long. Huilan bought a file while rachel bought her book. Met ziyan there. HeHez.. She's still so cute wor! :) Was v tired at kino there. Duno y also leh, juz feel tired. Sat down n rest.. After we left kino wy went off.. saying she's tired already.. Along e trip at kino crapped alot wif huilan, told her quite an amt of stuffs.. Feel happy.. But i noe e happiness wun last..

Den they wanted 2 ask shiyun down 2 celebrate her bdae. So i cant meet poonie n mindy as planned. I cant possible go off as and when i like also mahz. Muz bond.. :) Sorry poonie and mindy!!! Walked ard taka e mickey mouse sale. Saw alot of cute soft toys.. Like them alot but i noe i can't buy la. mama sure dun let ma. No choice. I haf 2 gif up lo. Leonard bought a winnie e pooh handphone case. V cute but unlike him ba. :D lolz..

We went coffee bean after tt. Can u imagine, we haf 2 pull yexian n leonard out frm e mickey mouse sale... -.-''' HaHaZ.. They r sooooooooooo attracted to those cutieS!! :D Anywae went coffee bean wait 4 zg, he was late. He came ard 7pm. Den we chatted abit lor. But shiyun said she not coming down coz she got rehearsal until 7+ and she dun wan go out lia0z.. d0tZ!! We were supposed 2 help her celebrate bdae but she din turn up. Oh well. Chatted wif zhengang, luff alot also. Oh, i haf a cup of ice blended mocha again!! luv tt drink. But i tink starbucks's one is more nicer.. :X

Chatted alot and left only at ard 9+ when huilan wan 2 go home.. took mrt home. Enjoyed myself alot todae.. Somemore i m v happy now also. Dun ask me y, coz i wun tell u :P I met shin ling at orchard mrt station also.. Only chat abit nia, before train comes. I m really happi todae, coz of alot of tings. But i noe i shld not b happy. Coz nth lasts anywae..

He's not online now. He dun usually come online at tis time also. Disappointed but nvm, i noe i shld not expect much. [If only u noe how i feel. If only i can turn back time, I will let e time stay at where I wan it to... I miss u.]

BaCk 2 update e last dae of the LEP CAMP!!! Ha|X.. filled wif saddness for me. Tis morning woke up at ard 8am. Was abit out of time coz need 2 return bedsheets at 8.30am. So i rushed my wae to bathe n rush to fold bedsheets n blanket n keep everytinG~ SiaNZ~ Rush like maD! HaHa :D YiLiN, rEbEcCa, rAchEL anD mE went return those slping stuffs to teacher before going for brkfast.

Todae's brkfast is fried bee hoon and bread again. I got phobia of e bee hoon. So i din eat it. I only drank milo and bought a packet of white grape + aloe vera 2 drink. NicE.. Definitely nicer than e stupid bee hoon. HohOZ.. Den we had 2 return keys. After tt i lied down on my GIANTIC bag 2 rest.. HaHAx.. After awhile e gambling king -- ZhEnGaNG wan 2 play daidee. So we play lar~ :) I dun tink i won any game, cant rmb much also. But its fun luffing lor..

We went for lecture again by Prof Zhong. She gave comments on some essays frm e 3 JCs.. Well, mine wasn't chosen. Wad 2 expect, my chinese is like shit. But my class not bad liaoz, 4 of them got chosen. Leonard, YuBo, Rebecca and Rachel. CongratS!!! :) Their essays really not bad lehz. But somehow i fell aslp in during the lecture. :P Very tired le ma.. HaHaz.

After tt had lunch den wait for bus to come. As usual e food not nice. e whole camp is like feeding pigs lidat coz after 2-3 hrs there will b food. Isn't it like pigs??? Hiakz HiaKz.. Ate till quite full todae. After tt wait for bus and play daidee while waiting.. :P A buncH of TJC gamblers.. :D When bus came we sat on bus and slp. Not we la, i nv slp. I really nv slp. e rest slp. I juz sat there n tink lor.. Tot abt alot of tings.. At e camp daes past fast.. Ha|X. After camp i haf 2 face reality again. :( Duno wad 2 sae, juz felt sad.

Took cab home. Rest awhile den chat wif p00nie online. We wanted 2 meet wif mindy wan, but den mindy slp lia0z. DotX.. So we decide to meet ourselves at 730 at orchard. I cooked noodles beforehand :) But last min change of venue coz i tink shld b fair to her. We meet at dhoby ghaut instead. She helped me buy jellybeans frm carrefour!! thx paL! We went starbucks n had ice blended mocha! NicE!!! I luv tt drink!!!!! :) Its been ages since i drank it.. Wad to do? So poor lor. Broke n poor. :S We chatted till abt 1030 den we left.. Took NEL. Nice trip out wif her~ REally chatted abt alot of stuffs.. I luv gals talk~ :) hEhEz.. Somemore so long nv chat wif her.. Realli miss her loads man. :D

Den came home.. Nth much. play com. But told weekim tt i dun like him anymore. I told him i like some1 else already. Its a fact ba, so i tink shld juz let him noe lor. Haix.. dun wish 2 talk abt it anymore. I tink i m juz a bitch to him, coz i betrayed him. but den again, i wasn't together wif him when i like some1 else??? Heck liaoz laH, i noe i m not a bitch can le. No matter wad u sae i also dun caRe lE.

TireD lia0z.. now is abt 4am lE.. gtg slp. Tml 10am gotta go sch for GP. slp liao .. tAtaz.. cYa s00n p00niE :P

Dae 3 of LEP camp. Had brkfast. It was fried bee hoon. Lousy. Really awful. So hard.!!! Den we haf 2 write out a compo 2 submit. *s|AnZ*

Had talk on media news reporting at 11am.. Not a bad talk, at least i learnt more abt e work of a reporter~ :) It looks easy but its quite tough wor. I m kinda interested 2 b a reporter also lehz!! :P hEhEz..

After lunch is planning of a performance by all the 12 small grps. My grp tot real hard and came up wif idea of doing a show of wad a lousy reporter will do during interview. Damn funny..!! e male lead is ChEnYu!!!!! :D :D :D HaHAz.. due 2 popular demand lor. hIak hiaK. He was also not bad actor also la. :P

After dinner is e competition time!! :) My grp was e 5th 2 go up.. aLL e other grps before us was so pro lor. Their acting was so funny and lame..More fun than us. Ha|x.. I noe we r losing lia0z.. :X By time we go up our grp play is so stupid.. HaHaz.. We got a scene of taiwan protest or sth lidat.. HaHa.. cY wAs reporting e scene while we r protesting like mad~ Den got bomb. I m supposed 2 die also la. :D Den had 2 lie on floor.. so paiseh also lor! I tink my grp's play is quite ok but not up 2 standard yet la. HeHEz.. But i enjoyed e whole process of designing a poster for e play. Its fun and i got 2 learn more abt my grp members! :) they r so fun~ :D

After they finish e competition, there is a performance by leaders 2 us!!! :) Sang songs and played wif each other all along!!! Also got little cards for grp members 2 write comments for each other!! ThX eVerY1 for tHEir c0mmeNtS~ i g0t al0t 0f c0mments abt e hair .. tHx 4 saying my hair is nice :) hEhEz.. bUt cY v laMe.. only write i g00d, dEn yB sAe i l00k likE gh0st!!! -.-'''

Nitetime we chiong 2 bathe again and went zG room play daidee. Played awhile abt till 1+am we went off. wE went downstairs 2 sit sit and chat.. lovely time lor.. coz got nice sky! :) But i mood no good ma.. so decided to go for a short jog wif rachel. We found cY at a student lounge there.. alonE.. p00r him, we w0ke him up 2 go back his room.. He looked lost. yB so sick lor, leave him there alone. ha|x.. After e jog i was feeling abit better.. but not any better. Juz feel sad lidat.. of sth personal.. hA|x..

We chat till abt 2+am den we went 2 rebecca and rachel's rm 2 slp. We din intend 2 slp. But i still slept coz i cant take it, we were lying down somemore.. s|anz.. tt's e end of dae 3.. ha|x.. almost e end of LEP caMp Lia0z wor...

2nd dae of LEP camp. More fun. Had brkfast. Bread only. Kinda pathetic. Coz its not nice. :X LEctures somemore.. e writing skills talk by Prof Zhong lor.. Who elsE? But luckily she's quite entertaining.. if not i sure die aR..

After tt is a briefing abt our "2nd world war tour". Told us we'll b going Kranji memorial, pasir panjang and some jap soldiers' grave. Had lunch at 1pm before setting out for e tour. Slp on e bus.. HaHaz.. almost every1's slping. Who cArEs.. Not v fun la, e tour is like so boring.. Coz kranji memorial CCHS got bring us there b4. So nth much lor. Juz repeat same stuffs.. somemore e teachers let us walk ourselves wan.. D0tZ..
Den we also not much time 2 waste at pasir panjang there coz we were quite of latE lor..Den onli walk wat canopy walk, after tt we head back NTU lia0z..

Den is brk at 5+pm. After tt is individual JC rehearsal ting. Coz nitetime got performance by 3 jcs.. oh btw e 3 jcs are Hwa Chong JC, Nanyang JC and Temasek JC. Well.. nth much 2 sae abt e rehearsal. Juz kinda rush. After dinner is performance time!

First we haf TJ to perform a small show on a poem by Li Bai. LAme!! VeRy LAmE!! HaHAz.. After tt is singing of song "lang hua yi duo duo" by all tj ppl wif handsign also. Lolz..i oso dun rmb much la.. But we enjoyed e songs.. :) After singing we cheered TJ cheer.. Quite fun. :)

2nd is HCJ performance. They did a game ting and we haf 2 look for words 2 pair up.. Diff 2 describe. Not v fun also.. juz messY~ :X They also sang 2 songs for us. Tink they r more bonded than us. :X HaHaz.. I tink their performance is quite of boring, but it muz haf took up alot of their time 2 prepare the stuffs for the game. Good effort!

LAstly is NYJC. Their performance is 2 teach us how 2 dance their mass dance. NicE maN.. I learnt it there 1st 3 mths. :) But i 4got almost everyting lia0z.. :X How lousy.!! They want us 2 pair up wif a guy.. MEaning we haf 2 partner wif some1 of opp sex. Initially i wanted 2 pair up wif cHeN yU buT i rmb he said i m short last nite. So i sae no and i chose 2 pair up wif yUbO instead. hAhAz.. p00r cHeNyU haf 2 pair up wif yiLin who is taller than him! Serves him right! :P yB v pr0 l0, still rmb e steps. He 1st 3 mths also at NYJC.. I like so lousy. We learnt half of e song den we haf 2 compete among our small grps again~ SiaNz.. our grp no one wan 2 go up so e leader pull yB up. Den no gal wan go up i got pulled up stage also.. Yb cant possibly dance wif no partner? l0lz. iTs lousy. My dancing is so damn lousy. :X I feel so paiseh coz i even forgot some steps. :P Paiseh la, no memory ma. Wad to do, born like tt.

Den is slping time.. h0h0z.. But blackout again. 4 of us gals went zG rm 2 slacK again. SiaNZ.. Tink they found out e fault lia0z. its my rm fan tt r causing e blackout. Coz duno wad live wire and earth wire ting.. S|anz.. duN rMb alSo. Finally e repairmen repaired e fAn and e power came back.. We only bathe at abt 1130 lidat. So laTe.. Crapped wif yl after tt.. Told her abt my little secret. :X Nth big deal also~ hEhEz.. But i feel v happy ba. eNd of dAe 2 Lia0z..