Haven't been blogging for several days. Laziness takes over. =X PArdon me for the long post today.

Saturday

Went for TJCO concert at Singapore Conference Hall. It was.. fantastic! I never enjoyed co for all my life like today. Maybe coz I didn't know to appreciate it last time. =)

Went for dinner with rachel n yilin at BK before we went to search for florist. But we can't find any at cityhall, so we had to ask daddy n xiao di to go down bedok help us buy for my beloved darLing.. =)

This is a pic of the sunflower~


Its not bad rite? The wrapper is really very nice wor~ Hope san mei will like it..

During the interval, wy came out from the backstage and took a pics with the lyes.

Presenting.. The LYes..=)


I especially like the song "Ah Fan Ti" hEhE.. Don't know why but I just like the tune? =)

After the concert Leonard suggested that we go out have night activity. Erm.. With him? =X Nono, I don't really want to spend my precious saturday night with him!! LoLz.. He wanted to go eat supper initially, I was pretty ok with it until he mentioned the places he wanted to go. The places he chose are all near his house. Erm, I don't stay near him, so things were to my disadvantage if I were to go. The only thing that went through my mind was.. the cabby midnight surcharge!!! =X omg omg omg.. My dad doesn't print money~ I wanted to go home, but then Leonard sounds like he wanted to kill me. =X Haix... But still went home after that. Paiseh pplz, sorry for spoiling the sat night..

Monday

Went buy shoes with xiao di and yilin at queensway shopping centre. Hiak hiak.. The shoes are cheaP!!! =) Saw this pair of purple shoes and upon asking the uncle for the price.. I got a shock of my life. It cost only $76. I saw the same pair of shoes outside selling at $139. =X OMG, so I bought the shoes once I know the price. =) HeHEz.. Very cheapskate hor.. But muz save money.. Mummy no money le..Hahahaz, xiao di also got his new pair of shoes at $80+. Cheap ba!!!

pUrPlE niKes..


Big secret : This is my cheapest pair of shoes. =P Never knew nikes can cost less than $100.. =X But glad to save money!

After buying shoes we went meet wy n lao pa at marina bay for steamboat dinner~

We had such a good laugh there.. as usual lah~

Yilin was freaked out by a black cat. Erm, well who wouldn't? =X Lao pa and cy were both scaring her by luring the stupid cat to our table! OMG, they are so bad!!! But the black cat was pretty hum ji, coz it got chased out by another cat from the bush. Chenyu shouted at the poor black cat, which made me scream like mad. Coz I saw sth ran out, but I don't know what's that!! OMg, Xiao di.. er jie de heart no good, pls dun scare me lidat k.. =X

We spent abt 2 hrs eating there. Hmm, after that we went to esplanade there. The underpass from citylink to esplanade got a lot of visual arts thingS.. So, the lyes went taking pictures from place to place.. We took pics of almost all the drawings there!! =X

OMG OMG OMG, I am BLACK

I must avoid standing under the sun for long hours for this whole week!! Omg, I didn't expect tt captain's ball can have such undesirable effects on mE!! Hahaz, how come I am so black..

I lazy to type liao.. Shall just post all those pics we took yesterday. All these pics are taken by wanyi!! thanx for sending me! Some pics I lazy post.. But those memories will still remain with us forever.. Thanx LyEs..=)

5 LyEs~ =)


Me n yl


Me n lao pa


MerLioN


Lyes n BeArs


LyEs n MickEy!


dAddy n beAR


dADdy n xiaO di


dAddy n Mickey mouSe


daddy act cool


wy HP!!


shooting star =X


fingers star again! =)


Tuesday

Movie today!!! =P Watched "Monster-in-Law" with cy n wy at Tampines Mall. Thx cy for subsidising my tix todAy.. =) The show is nice.. I like the ending alot. Sweet sweet de ending. Hahahz, fairytale-like ba. =) If only reality also ends the same way~

Was abt to go home after the movie but I pulled Poonie out pei me eat dinner. Dinner was at subway. Their cookies are still as nice! =) HeHEhEhez..

Chatted alot with her.. HaHaz~ Thx for willing to spend time with me!!! =) Alright, my fingers are numb already. =X GtG.. Nightz ppL~

[ 简单爱 ] - 周杰伦


说不上为什么 我变得很主动
若爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风 在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手 一阵莫名感动
我想带你 回我的外婆家
一起看着日落 一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想带你骑单车
我 想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你 靠着我的肩膀
你 在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我

想 简！简！单！单！ 爱~~~~~~~~~~
想 简！简！单！单！ 爱~~~~~~~~~~

This is an old song by Jay Chou. Recently kept listening to this song, perhaps juz like the lyrics n the tune ba.. Wanted to change to e blog song but laziness takes ovER. =X

Yet to update abt ytd.. LAzy too. Going out soon. Update later tonite. =)

Holidays are here already, may everyone work hard for JCT and make good use of timE~ WaY tO gO pPlz.. esp lyEs~ We muz work hard togEthER~ =)

Had interhse captain's ball today. Lost badly.

I think my class really went there to lose. =X

We played three games.. the results are as follows :

20/04 against 06/04 - lost
20/04 against 37/04 - lost
20/04 against 15/04 - draw

So diu lian. =X Lost everything lahz.. Diao.. Haha, but still enjoyed the games today. Its the memories that matters.. If only I can play captain's ball / netball everyday till the day I die. =X

NO MORE PHYSICS~
NO MORE CHEMISTRY~
NO MORE MATHS~
NO MORE GENERAL PAPER~

Haha, I am just insane. How can I ever escape from thosE~?

Still must thank all e ppl who were willing to put in effort for the games. Though not all 20/04 pplz were present I believed they must have had their reason for not being present. =)

Rewind timeframe abit, walked out of school with yilin to eat mac breakfast. Nobody was looking, so we just walked out, from the front gate.

Had hotcakes with sausage. *yum yum* After tt went back school started playing monopoly with wy, cy n rachel. Haha, we spent two hrs playing one game! =P Quite fun lahz, coz long time nv play liao..

Tt's abt all for the day.. Reached home at 9pm =X Very tired..

Anyway, missed the guitar concert todaY. I assumed kc either sold/gave the tix to someone else since I said I am not going. But think its just my assumption. Not sure also. Didn't wanted to sms him earlier either coz I think its rather thick-skin of me to do tt ba. But still missed it coz I stink lah, after 3 games of captain's ball. =X Missed le also nvm ba, though think I missed out a great concert, but it might be better that way. I don't want to be reminded of what happened at last yr's de TJC guitar concert.. *Sianed*

I suppose some things are still better to be said out ba. Perhaps it just show once one missed that chance, so be it. The chance will never come back, its the same with life. Once you are given the opportunity, do make use of it fully. Even if things don't work out, at least you know you have tried your best.

This thought ran thru my mind today. So shall blog it down first before I forget haha. Always hear ppl saying the same things over and over again : if u love someone, let him go. blah blah blah, in reality is it really true? Not sure. Can human beings let go? Some can, but some can't. Sounds contradicting ba, somehow its like a war between the mind and the heart. Hohoho..

Shit, how can I blog while dozing off by my com? Oh no.. =X

Wanted to blog abt something personal. But I'm tired already, can't really recall what's on my mind earlier on. =X Better go slp, tml still a long daY~ =)

*GOOD LUCK TO WANYI DARLING FOR CO CONCERT*

*Thank You aLL 20/04 ppLz.. =) Thanx everyone for making my day memorable*

Shall try to keep my post short as I am super tired now. Juz reached home at 10.40pm after sports carnival.

Had captain's ball n frisbee match today. Frisbee was.. coLd. Coz there wasn't many ppl who are interested in that ba.

My class was even more .. funny. They can't find enough ppl to play, so they had to ask some captain ball's participants to join in the game. We lost ba, expected. =X We wasn't well-trained for it at all.

Rachel, YiLin, Jodi and I were sitting on the steps while waiting for captain's ball to start.

We played 3 matches and the results are as follows:

20/04 against 28/04 : won
20/04 against 12/04 : won
20/04 against 04/04 : draw
20/04 against 36/04 : won

Hohohohoho.. Not bad ba. =X

But there was some conflicts between us and 36/04. They complained tt our defender was stepping in the circle that is out of bound while defending. Oh well, there really is nobody there who can verify that. Nope, I dun mean they are lying, but it really makes me wonder is it because we won that's why they complained? Hmm... sorry for being insensitive here.

I would have felt pretty unfair.. if we can draw the game with 04/04 but lost the game to 36/04. No, its not tt 36/04 is not good, its juz tt 04/04 was very good, we played with them before last year and we lost~ =X

36/04 insisted on having a re-match. We were like.. DiaOX.. waste of time. So in the end we didn't have any re-match, we still won the match. =X

We continued to play semi-finals with 08/04 and .. surprisely .. we won. =)

The scary part of the day is to play against 04/04 again during the intra-house finals. It was already 9pm by then le ba. HaHaz, and obviously we lost. But its ok, think we lost by one point. =) I am still very contented to draw with them once. Once is enough.

We emerged as 2nd for delta hse yr 2. Whether is it purely by luck or dependent on Yu Bo is up to one to decide. =X But it was still such a great evening. Thx the pplz for supporting and cheering for us and lastly, all the players who made my sports carnival memorable once again~ =)

Gtg slp le, quite drained. TaTaz..

Thank You Xiao Di!! =)

XiaO Di


Hahaz, no lah, of coz tt ugly face person is not my xiao di. Its juz xiao di wearing a mask.. of a character in star wars~ =X Er jie so good hor, post ur pic right in front of my entry juz to say thank u. =)

It was Jodi's birthday today. =) Rachel and I went to buy her a cake during LEP lesson. Saw a very nice cake but it was reserved so we could only get something else for her. Hope she like it~

The same old tactic was used to get Jodi out of the classroom while we light up the candles. =X Hahaz, even Mr Ho helped us out this time~

Of coz Jodi knew what was going on. =X We sang her a bday song n she made her wish. HeHe, pics were taken of her wishing.. LoLz. Actually only wY darLing n I was snapping pics away.. =X Here is Jodi with her bday cake! =)



Very cute right? =)

Physics test was.. not so good. Or rather, it was a disaster. =X But its over already, so I shall try to work hard for JCT instead of thinking abt this phyics test. =P

Went tampines mall after school with wanyi and chen yu.



Isn't it pretty obvious what we did there? Lolz, I won't advertise movies for nothing wor~ =X I think I dun need to explain further. =) And it links to the reason why I want to thank xiao di. Coz he treat me watch this movie mahz. =X Dui bu qi dui bu qi.. Er jie will treat u sth when I have money ok.. =X

When we make our way in, cy's drink dropped onto the floor, so scary~ Coz we wondered how many hours the ppl have to clean their carpets. =X

Long Long show, it lasted for abt 2.5hrs. In the middle of the movie, I need the toilet badly. =X Hohoho, thus I have to make my way out, in the dark. Obviously I stepped on someone's leg. =X And I stepped on tt person's legs again when I was back from the toilet. =X OMG, I have a feeling he's gonna kill me already. LoLz..

Went shop shop after the show coz legs were numb already. =X

Went the toys shop. Spare me from the spelling part, I really don't remember how to spell the word. =X Toy's'rus ? Is that how to spell?? Someone pls tell me how to spell that word. =P

Anyway, the main point was that wy wanted to see the plushie flowers tt she wanted lao pa to buy. Hohohoho... Lao pa muz rmb to buy for her ok? =)

I saw this lion plushie on the racks, so, stupid me went to do sth to the poor lion plushie. =X

This was the lion plushie before the makeover..


TaTa! This is the lion after the makeover~


Don't the lion look handsome in that spikey head? HeHe, I want to be a hairstylist!!! =P If anyone need help in styling hair, pls seek help from me ok.

FOC, no use of gel/wax/clay/water. Done in 1 minute. Most suitable for busy people who have no time to comb hair~ =P

Just kidding. Its purely a joke onlY. =X

Wah, finally finish blogging already. Tired le, tml still got captain's ball competition, must rest early. =)

Woke up at 6am. -__-''' Fancy waking up at 6am on a sunday morning. Was grumbling as usual to mum, saying I must be insane to spend money n having to suffer myself. LoLz..

Met CY at boon keng there and made our way to kallang mrt station to meet WY. We walked quite a long distance to the starting point of the big walk. Hahahz, we were trying to look for leonard, but of coz it wasn't easy lah. So many ppl there~!!! Can't believe so many ppl wake up so early on sunday morning.. =X

Anyway.. Presenting to u .. 5 lyEs..=)



Hahaz, leonard was there, but not in the picture. He was the one who helped us take pic~ =X

Bought fishballs and drinks b4 we started walking. =X Hahaz, we only started walking at 8+am.

We made our way back in two hrs time. Abt there la. Not bad ba, 10km. Hahaz, my toes are like burning liAoz. =X Even shopping also wun walk 10km ba~ I think after the walk my face is also burning, coz under the sun for 2 hrs. *screamz*

After the run we juz walk back to kallang to buy drink and went home le.

Came home to slp.. till 2pm, den woke up ate lunch and .. went back to slp. =X Such a pig. Only woke up at 9pm. Hahaz, looks like I dun need to slp early tonite again.

I may appear childish in my behaviour, but I am no longer a kid anymore. There are alot of things tt I can learn to accept. I really do not hope tt others will lie to me coz they dun wan to hurt me. It hurts even more when I find out the truth. Even though I sound rather depressed in some of my blog entries, but eventually I do know tt all these juz part of life. Sometimes I rather to know the truth, than to keep guessing. White lies may be a good thing sometimes, but to me, it isn't. At least not when I know the truth already.

I always sound quite negative, but in actual fact, I am ok ba. Its juz tt when I haf extra time I will think more than I usually do. I am not trying to gain sympathy in my blog, I am just finding somewhere to fa xie.

I wish life is more simple, with only happiness, but I know it doesn't work tt way.

Things To Do for June HoLidays:

1. Study for JCT
2. Study for JCT
3. Study for JCT *haha* dun play liaoz~
4. Cut away my long hair!! *Jk only* Trim abit lah..
5. Buy new shoes
6. Buy new bag
7. Go for buffets..=X
8. Go out enjoy ABIT..abiT onLy =X
9. Save more money
10. Meet up with old frenz
11. Train for 2.4km run
12. Dye back my hair?
13. Watch "cursed"
14. Watch sunrise
15. Spend more time with pooniE~ =)

Wah.. so many things to do orH..LoLz.. And other than the first three are to study, the rest.. has got nth to do with studying. =X Muz study..

Wondering if I should dye my hair back not, coz I scare the school might not let me take papers. *Yes I am a timid person.. I dun wan to get caught...* Yeah rigHT. =X Although I only haf papers for 2 daYs, but then.. Duno leh. shld I use hair spray? Maybe not, coz e black hairspray is kinda useless.. n the other day I saw my hair, its not exactly obvious but juz not black. So, when I am in a pool of black hairs, it's easier to get caught. Haha, I always tot my hair was black!! Looks like I am colour blind. Coz I dyed back e other time le maH..So it should be black.

Heck first.. wait till hols come den decide abt colour of my hair.

I rather spend more time coming up with a revision timetable than to bother abt my haircolour. *If only the tutor of e other class will stop bothering me abt my hair colour* Yep, I am going to come up with a timetable this time. And I will try my best to follow it. So I need help from frenz.. =X If wan go out study muz call me aloNg.. =)

Tml still got big walk.. Muz wake up early again. Opps, did I mention I overslept again today? Pig. =X Tml I muz wake up, I muz not make e others wait for me.. No.. I muz wake up..*StrESsEd*

Maybe I should go slp noW? =P HahAZ..

Looking forward to tml~ =)

*CoNgRaTs 2 tJc BbaLL tEaM!!!*

Haha, three cheers for tjc~ =D

Today was national bball competition finals. We were asked to go down and support them with transport provided. But somehow my class were scheduled to go at 3 while we signed up for 215pm. So I went to ask SC ppl, they told me to assemble at 2.15pm and board the buses available.

After school we had a quick lunch and waited for the bus. Oh my, the scene was like "hungry ghost festival" lidat.. aLL ppl chiong for the bus one a bus is coming. -__-''' Very very chaotic.

We were supposed to leave the school at 2.15pm but we only got onto a bus at 3pm. Isn't that the same? But think there wasn't enough buses. The 4 gals boarded a bus tt was almost full but the auntie said they could carry 6 more ppl. So we ended up standing, isn't that obvious? Where will haf ppl so nice squeeze 3 ppl to a seat? =X Unless they're ur own classmates lah.

Reached e stadium at 3.15 lidat. The match was going on liaox.. Tj was leading!!! =) The match was juz.. v nice to watch! HaHa, I duno how to write out the details of the gamE, so I can only briefly describe lo. By half-time, think HCI was leading. But tj only lost by abt 3-5 points all the time. =X

The last quarter was the most exciting. Coz tjc n hci de scores were only a few pts difference. Somehow in the last few minutes, tj's players scored v fast n defended well. TJ was leading by 5 pts den. In the last 30 secs, HCI can't do much to change the outcome of the game. So, we won. Everyone was cheering like maD.. Even the teachers~ Miss Kwan even jump with us (rachel, wy, yl and me) wor~ LoLz.. First time I ever saw Miss Kwan soo.. wild~ =X

Saw Joyce at the indoor stadium while I was abt to leave. After tt rachel, yl, cy and me went toa payoh de mos burger to get drink. We were abt to die of thirst.. =X Den cy rachel n me took bus together while yl took train homE..

HaHaHAhaz.. Today really enjoyed myself alot~ Long time since I watch such a fascinating bball match. Poonie missed a gd shoW~ LoLz..

Quite tired today also. Tml still gotta go back sch to helpout for the relaunch of LEP room. -__-''' Muz reach sch by 7.30am. OH MY, how early.. there goes my saturday..=X

*Still deciding whether to go back sch tml morning noT..*

Dun haf time to blog ytd. Coz too tired and busy studying for two SPAs todaY..

Well, anyway, ytd we had college cleanup. Was supposed to bring our own pails but I nv hear abt thiS.. ShitTTt... Luckily the guys found pails at LEP room. ThX wOR.. =) After tt went LT1 to clean up with another CG. hMMm.. The guys frm e other class was better than our class de.. Two of them helped yl n me carry pails of water back to the LT while my class de guys.. Sit dOwn therE n shake leG! =X Really is shaking leg lo.. BtH~ =X LoLz.. But heng after tt they got help us carry pail for us to change watEr. I officially became the pail lady. Lady who change pails of water all the time~ But nvm lah, since nobody do it, I do it~ =)

It got pretty funny when two of our class de guys were fooling outside e gals toilet. They were pushing each other in.. and.. none of us realise got another gal inside. Both of them were so paisEh.. LoLz.. See laH.. Duno wad to sAy ~ =X

Mr Ho came late and dismiss us laTe.. SiaNeD.. The other cg already leFt.. n left their mops with us I think. Wy n I were.. squeezing out water from the mops.. outside classrooms. =X Coz the mops were v wet maH.. Went home after tt.. So tiring..

Today was.. Ok lor. Two SPAs.

Chem was pretty .. ok.. Think nth SHOULD go wrong *hopefully*

Phy was.. erm. Duno how to say. Duno if I am supposed to comment abt anything here or not. Do not want to get anyone in trouble. But it was juz ridiculous lor.. =X

After spa went dinner with yl n cy. It was raining so heaVy lo.. kaOz..!! Lucky I got bring umbrella ~ =) HeHE.. Finally umbrella got use le.. But cy no umbrella so haf to share.. No reason why we got umbrella and dun share maH. Xiao di ren zhen haO!!! Help me hold e umbrella~ HahAz.. MAybe that's one advantage of being a shortie.. =X But it will be a weird scene if a gal is holding umbrella for a guy.. likE mama shelter son lidAt..=X

Rushed home to watch Tv after tt.. Dun feel like doing any work tonite. Brain drain..

On way home Sam called. He wanted to borrow money frm me. Hmm.. I dun haf tt much money ba. Somemore, I learnt my lesson long ago le.. I still got ppl owe me money and disappeared into thin air dE.. LoLz.. Nvm la, all in the past liao. Not tt I dun want my money, but den there's nth I can do also. But decided not to lend Sam money though I might haf enuf. Coz muz learn to be more careful le.. =X

Tired liaOz.. gO slp le..

Another bad day. Was late this morning. Missed the usual bus 31 tt I took. >.< So was late lo. But today DM nv ask anything. He just took down our names and let us ofF.. WaHahAhAz.. =X The funny thing is that he scolded e gal standing nxt to me for not wearing collar pin, when I didn't wear mine too! =X

GP banding first period. -__-''' Haix, sian. First period made us write essay liaoZ... Not full essay ba, but still very tiring for the mind dE.. =X

Failed maths test. Hmm.. Somehow expected lor. Mr Ho was about to kill the ppl who failed le.. Hai, why did our efforts all went down the drain? Am I not hardworking enough? Am I just simply dumb? Am I not suited for jc life at all.. What a stupid time to think abt this question. I am already in yr2. So there is not turning back, unless I drop out after JCT. But no matter what, I still gotta strive on and put in hard work~

During physics tut, CCW lectured us. Well, I dun really know wad was he lecturing about, coz I was dozing off.. =X Sorry ccw, din mean to fall aslp de. He was telling us how much he had sacrificed for us. Hmm.. it's not tt we duno the teachers are working very hard for us lah, but then there is no need to keep reminding us. It's not tt we dun want to produce results, its juz not within our control.

Lessons ended at 12pm for me today. =X So good hor. Went library to study. Yep, I did study today. I nv fall aslp in the library!!! Coz I dun dare to slp in lib alone de.. LoLz.. I am going to mug in e library e next time I haf free period ok. =)

Had lunch with yilin n chenyu. We went eat western food at a nearby coffeeshop. Had a scare of my life~ Saw this old woman who seems to be always around whenever we go there for lunch. Arh.. She just appeared from nowhere and grabbed cy. Cy was quite shocked. All three of us were ever more shocked when the old woman took a chair and sat beside cy. LoLz..

When our food came, she suddenly sat very close me. I tried my best to put on a black face so that she wun come near me. But to my horror, she sat even closer to me. Erm.. Do I look like an old woman? =P She wanted to play with my tomato sauce and I just took it from her rapidly. I knew I was rude to do that, but I was even more afraid tt she will continue to "haunt" us while we eat our lunch. =X She came closer and closer to me and asked if I can give her my fish. I refused and cut a slice of fish to eat. =X Yep, I admit I am 100% mean to her. But.. I am afraid of her lah.. Who knows whether what will she want nxt if I give her my fish? =X

It makes me wonder, during my secondary school days, I usually go around with a black face. But today, trying to put on a black face was difficult. The looks on yl n cy's face made me wanted to burst out laughing. LoLz.. It just goes to show how much laughter lyes can bring! =)

While we were walking on the roadside after lunch, two buses splashed water onto yilin and me. We were... screaming on the roadside!! Lol. cy kept suaning us abt it.. cY.. How can u be lidat to si jie n er jie??? So mean de cY.. =P

We headed to tampines coz I wanted to buy sth. Den CY went home!!! How can cy dump us to go LEP club ourselves? HaHAhaz.. Rushed back to tj for lep club. LEP club was boring. I fell aslp during e talk.. =X Lack of slp ba, duno why these few days always lidat. I muz slp before midnite tonite.

Reached home at ard 7pm, den watch tv while having dinner. Bathed and slacked.. Den come online to blog.. Ok le, muz go do maths liaox. Though I muz study, but I still intend to be online.. LoLz..

Shit, monday blues! =X

Early morning it was raining heavily. I was searcing high n low for my dear umbrella. Mama forced me to take cab to school due to the stupid weather. Walao, help her save money also cannot. Luckily she pei me go downstairs wait for cab, else I might have been wet coz e rain was v heavy.

Reached v early at ard 7.20am. Hmm.. sIaneD. So early go for wad? DiaOZ.. =X

PE today was insane. They made us do shuttle run in the hall, and some exercises. Shuttle run was... really not enjoyable. Coz we had to run backwards as well.. We didn't warm up beforehand also, so my leg suddenly cramp when I ran the shuttle run. Kaoz.. Too long nv exercise liaoZ, no wonder will crAmP. =X PaiN! Somemore I knocked into another gal while turning. =X

Not only tt, todaY dun haf 12pm dismiss. Dotx, today got physics remedial till 12.45pm, it was followed by chem to 1.30pm. >.< Dun like chem remedial. =X Always like to drag ppl's time de.. Den always hai me dun get to eat on time de. =X

*The following paragraph is going to show how spoilt I am* Complained to my mama last nite abt my chem tutor not letting us off on time n delay our eating time de. =X She said something surprising, she told me tt if my chem tutor continues lidat, she will ask e doctor to write a letter to verify tt I suffer from gastric pain and cannot delay my mealtime. =X Omg, I felt so much like a spoilt brat.

After 1.30pm, zg, yilin, rachel, cy, yb and me went mac to eat lunch. Den rachel cy n me set off to ps le. Why ps? HaHaHahaz.. coz..



Yea, go ps to watch kingdom of heaven! Pei xiao di watch only, not my type of movie~ =X We missed the 2+pm de timeslot so we can only watch 4.15pm de. HohHO.. Watch so many movies within 7 daYs.. Diao.. Dun ask me why I haven broke yet, I also duno. =X

Rachel went off at 4 lidat to meet her sis. Den cy n me went buy nachos n enter e cinema. Got stopped at e entrance to check IC. Hai, why those ppl so fan de, do we look so kiddy? Do they think we are that free to steal tj's uniform to go watch nc16 de movie? -__-'''

Anyway, e movie was......... LonG..... and ....... boring *at the start*. -__- 2.5hrs inside the cold cinema was not that enjoyable~ =X The nachos today was alot.. I was still munching on it after.... an hr!!! Lol, first time I got so much nachos. The nachos even dropped out of the container. =X

Erm, the movie.. Dun really know how to appreciate such movies. LoLz.. I rather go for comedy~ =X It took a long time to reach the interesting war fighting part.. Diao..

After movie went for dinner and went home le. Hmm.. Lucky still went movie else today really an unenjoyable day liaoz.

Sth unexpected happened today. It only showed me the importance of learning to treasure everything I have now, coz I will nv know what will happened the nxt moment. Life is really juz that fragile, what didn't seem to be important in the past seems very important to me right now.

Tired already.. shall go off le..

Didn't blog yesterday coz too lazy le.

Second movie of the week: "The Amityville Horror". Went ps ytd to watch it with wy darLing n zhengang. Its really a v v v nice movie!!!!! =) Never regretted watching it!!! Hahaz, highly recommended movie wor~ Xiao di u missed such a good show~ =P

Its supposed to be based on a true story, though many parts of the story was exaggerated. Coz I went to search for the story on the net ytd, and found out that actually the scary parts in e movie are juz fake. However, I still think the movie is nice and that at least there is a plot wor~ Compared to many other horror movies I've watched.

Many people asked: "Why do u like to spend money to go cinema to scare yourself?" NOPE, its purely my interest. Just like other people who have interests in sports, games, etc. Only thing is I like horror movies and I always try my best to watch them as soon as they are released. =X Bad habit: my money all flying to Golden Village liaOx.. =P

I was late ytd as usual, paiseH wY mk u wait for me so long. But luckily this time I wasn't the latest, zg was later than me~ =P After he arrived we juz go arcade play awhile, I nv play I juz watch them play coz din find anything tt interest me ba. =X

Bought popcorn n cheesy hotdog for the show. =) Didn't eat nachos coz monday ate le. =X

This time I never cover my eyes while watching the movie le. Yilin said I am those type who will be scared by horror but not gore. But this time, I wasn't scared by both. There was one scene I jerked coz of the sudden appearance of sth, dun rmb wad le. HaHa =X Felt v guilty haf to pull wy pei me go watch this movie. *dui bu qi* I promise to u go watch movie u wan watch nxt time~ =)

During the movie, there's this guy in front who suddenly turn back n scolded wy asking her not to keep kicking the chair. Diao, she didn't kick his gf's chair, neither did I kick his chair. Duno wad's his problem. Maybe he is hallucinating.. LoLz. Somemore he kept fidgeting ard trying to find a comfortable position to hug his gf. Ok, I can understand they want to hug each other, but can't they change position less often? BTh.

After the movie we went walk walk ard orchard. ZG n WY both bought sth.. ME leh? Nope, have to stop spending first. I am saving up for more movies coming up. =X

The past several weeks had been quite a tough time for me. Somehow I am emotionally tired, but I nv mention abt wad happened here. Basically I also duno who's reading my blog. Since its a public blog, I will keep my private stuffs to myself. I am still sorting out my thoughts. When the thing is over, I will be laughing happily once again~ =)

After all these years, I've learnt a lot of things and grew up. I know escaping from the problems doesn't mean that they don't exist. I've also face several setbacks over e yrs. My life doesn't only revolve around bgr. My life includes studies, family, frenz, money as well. But I no longer have any problem with frenz, maybe is learn to be more open-minded already.

As for money, I am constantly broke. LoL, due to my character, I always seem to be lack of cash. But which teenager these days don't complain abt lack of cash? That's why I am trying my best to allocate my money correctly.

About family, basically there's nth I can do to change anything at home either. I can only change myself to adapt to the situation at home. The only thing I hope is that they will stop creating problems.

For studies, I am quite dishearted already. No matter how much effort I put in, the results I get are still not good enough. I've tried to make some changes to my learning habits, hopefully it will show results. It have to, else that's the end of my JC life after July. =X

BGR. Nonono, I dun haf any problems with bgr, since there isn't any to start with. =X Mr Ho say de, we must cut down on wastage of time and put in our full attention to our studies. So I am juz listening to him. LoLz.. Somehow I feel that feelings are really a weird thing. Its not within our control at all. Human beings often only learn how to cherish things when they lost it. I am talking abt life in general. One thing I've also learnt is that sometimes a lot of things are better left unsaid. *Quoted frm zg* =X Actually after spending my energy on other aspects of life, I've not much energy to think abt such things.

After crapping for so many paragraphs, I am also tired from typing le. Lol. Most of the tings I've mentioned above are juz my thoughts. Many other ppl would have gone thru wad I've been thru also. The lesson in life is to pick ourselves up after every fall. We can't expect others to help pick us up, the ultimate person that is in control of our lives is ourselves.

[明明很爱你] - 黄品冠/梁静茹

女: 有多少人在旁边 我们都视而不见
彼此却忍不住多看几眼 感觉强烈

女: 已经微笑的放电 已经暗示到极限
没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间 幸福就飘过面前

男: 我平凡无奇而你 像灿烂星星 让我担心

合: 明明很爱你 明明想靠近

男: 但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
我凭什幺一一打被情敌 敢大声说要做你的唯一

女: 我的唯一

合: 明明很爱你 明明想靠近 (明明很爱我 明明想靠近)
为什幺还要浪费时间不把你抱紧
(为什幺还要浪费时间不把我抱紧) 够真心
才是最厉害的武器 (够真心 就是最厉害的武器)
我会拼命让你更满意 (你要拼命让我更满意)

女: 讲配不配太俗气 说爱不爱要问心
爱由我们自己决定不必理 跌破谁的眼镜

Gastric, oh no, not again!

Went out with yl, zg, rachel and cy to haf lunch @ mac. Xiao di was sooo disgusting lor, kept showing us the his food... while he's chewing it!! =X OMG, so er xin!! LoLx..

After lunch went orchard with yl to repair her hp. She was v funny, kept saying she dun wan to be attended by the auntie who attended to her last wk.. Its fun to scare her.. LoLz.. we had a good luff over it. But was suffering from mild gastric pain liao.. SianeD. Tot e pain will go off de, but well, it didn't.

Walked walked ard orchard area while waiting for her hp to be repaired. We walked ard taka, sat and ate mua chee (not the tv show de mua chee =p), walked to heeren, walked back to taka for dinner. Settled for dinner at.. Mos burger. No price for guessing tt right. That's the lyes fav eating place, coz of e milk tea n slacking environment.

When we reached there, there's juz alot of ppl there lah.. So had to wait for seats. Yah, den we found a seat earlier than two office ladies who were waiting for quite long le ba. Haha, not I sadist k, but should have seen the OL's face when she saw us getting the seat!! =p Ate my fav apple piE~ =) As usual juz slacked there while eating plus gossip lor.. =X But duno why eat finish le my gastric getting more n more worse.. =X

Walked back to wisma to collect her hp. Finally the LCD is pretty pretty liaoz~ =) After that we juz went walk walk again to see things.. Hai, very tempted to spend money. But I know I should stop 'opening tap' liao, else my $$ will soon be gone.. =X

Went home at ard 8.30pm, den e stupid gastric got worse.. aRh.. hAte it!! Eat a little later also cannot, muz torture me lidat. Lucky found my med at home to eat le.. So think should be fine soon. =)

Someone said I am suffering from depression. I really regretted telling u what I told u ytd. I trusted u, I dun understand y muz u think tt I am suffering frm depression. I am not. I know what I am doing and I m only sad sometimes, not all e time.

I hate being accused.

Oh my goD!!!!! Someone save me from going crazy..

I heard from wanyi darling that the horror movie marathon is open to ppl who are suited to the movies!!!!!!!!!!! Kaox, the rating is... NC16! OMG OMG OMG. How can be lidaT? Den I juz flipped thru the papers tis evening and found out that its true. KAox..

I saw it in the papers several days ago that one muz be ABOVE 21 to be able to purchase tix for the movie marathon!!! ARH. I want to go for the movie marathon.. $25 only.. ArH... so worth it!! Somemore all my fav tempting de horror shows.. ArH.. Why muz play this kind of joke on mE!!!!!

BTh. *fooled*

Bad mood today. Went for a swim alone in the evening. Really bad mood den I will go swimming myself. =X

Remembered I watched a tv show where e gal inside dig out her dolphin plushie's eyes saying that if the dolphin dun haf eyes, it can't cry anymore. Luckily I m not that sadist to dig out my soft toys' eyes.. Else aLL my soft toys will end up having no eyes already. =X

HaHa, I wished things can be alright. I really hope that things will be alright and that my mood will stop being so bad. It's really very tiring to keep being sad.

If I can, I would rather be alone and sort out my thoughts, it's tiring to face other people when one is sad, at least it is tiring for me. All I can do now is just to exhaust myself physically so that I won't have extra energy to think about other things.

I want my life back, I want things to be alright once again. Time to divert my energy elsewhere le, else I will start thinking again. Shall sleep early tonight. TaTax..

Went to watch "House of Wax" after school with WaNyi darling today. =)

ChenYu said it's not nice. But.. Its really nice! At least there is plot. It might be some usual people with psychological problem, but then its still nice! =) There really isn't much bloody scenes, only wax. =P Its only the way the pplz die inside.. are abit more bloody. HahAhAhAhAx.. It reminds me of "Final Destination" where everyone will die in a horrid way. =P But only one poor guy got "waxified" (no such word) while he was living, the rest all died straightaway!! =D LoL..

Ok lah, shall not go on abt it, else lyes will think I sadist le. But I like to see such scenes.. =X

Today only wy n I watch movie.. See, the rest of the lyes.. so good to us. Dump us two go watcH~ T_T Esp xiao di!!! So bad to us. I m not going to watch "kingdom of heaven" or "star wars" with u .. T_T Xiao di so mean.. Er jie n san jie are so hurt tt we kept tearing k.. =X Jk la. Purely jk.

Anyway today felt pretty tired n feverish again. Muz be due to the pizza ytd. =X Yea, hurry up fever and sick.. Den can pon sch liaoz.. Officially pon sch!! =)

K le, tml got chem test. Shall go study for it.

Shall blog abt yesterday. Too tired ytd to blog.

Lessons were still ok. During my free period, rachel, zg and me went to library. Bought cookies from subway. They dun haf my fav oatmeal raisins again~ Think they sold out le ba... I haven ate oatmeal raisin since last wed. =X Hahah, this week not free to meet up with poonie so nv haf chance to eat subway. Muz meet up soon k? =)

Saw wk n kr at the library cafe. We acted as if we duno each other. Abit sad ba., muz things go to that extent? Perhaps its the best way out for both of us, or at least for him. If he's happier this way, so be it.

After sch waited for wanyi n yilin at the library. They were having remedial. They had to help out in e lep room to shift things again. -_-''' Last yr, they shifted alot of books ard, this yr they r going to shift other things ard again. And LEP students are used as FREE labour. *sigh*

Met up with them ard 3+pm and we head for orchard. YL went to get her hp repaired but they said they need to repair it for a few hrs, which we cant afford to wait for. So she said she's going to repair it today.

LAter we went wheelock apple centre to ask abt wy's ipod mini. The ppl there only told her to go apple service centre which is at some ulu place in AMK. I was like.. erm.. duno wad to saY. Looks like we can only afford to buy such things but not allow them to spoil. =X Else will haf to spend alot of time trying to figure out where's e service centre. =X

Yar, den we went to cineleisure de pasta mania n ate our dinner. Ate the mushroom one which I forgot e name. Ate till v full and went to buy things @ more than words. Saw luther n his frenz at cine. Haha, pon sch aR.. =X

Walked abit den went over to heeren to buy stuffs again. Bought sweets to eat and we quickly rush back to sch for CCC concert.

Was v v v late by the time we reach bedok. Why is my sch so far from towN? CCHMS wasn't as far as tj. -__-''' No link I noe. =X We made our way to buy flowers for lao pa n Jodi. After buying flowers, we ran all the way to the main road to get a cab back to sch. Hahahz, nv knew it was so difficult to run with our bags till today. =X

Reached school late. Very late. Abt 750 already, and poor xiao di and zhengang was waiting for us outside the audi. Coz their tix are with me so they can't get in. Hai, is showing a ticket really that impt? Maybe ba, but its all my fault for keeping those tix, I should have given them right from the start, den they wun miss e front part of the concert. *SorRy* Er jie really dun mean it de ok? =(..

The concert was.. not bad. Lao pa's acting is really really fantastic!!!! =D He was acting as a waiter who's supposed to be funny n exaggerating, wait, he isn't acting. He was being himself. At least I didn't feel that he was acting, the role was juz made for him!! *ai re gogogo daddy!* =D

After e concert ended, we gave e flowers to Jodi. We kept daddy's flowers n told him we didn't get him any, Lol. But after tt when we gave it to him, he was saying tt we should not spend money to buy flowers for him.. yEah ritE lao pa if we didn't buy flowers for u, most prob u will disown us! =P

Went home after tt. Xiao di wanted to go eat dinner but since got e others pei him, yl n I made our way home first. =X Sorry xiao di.. Nv pei u eat dinner.

We took several pics together during the concert but using wy's digicam. So lik to wy's blog for the pics k.. =)

Mother's day is coming.. Haven tot of wat to get for mama.. Still rmb last yr when I celebrated mother's day with mama.. Hai, pls get out of my memory.. I am too tired already. I need memory space for other things..

Today stayed at home n slack. Till now still haven done any work. =X Die le lah, muz work harD!! Boring saturday again. I miss those days when my fridays and saturdays are busy.. I miss those days when I go home v late during fridays and saturdays.. Go off le, nth else to update le.. =)

Yeap, mummy wasn't home last nite. So as expected I overslept todaY. =X

NO~ I didn't wanted tt to happen de, but blame it on my foul mouth. I was only saying tt I might overslp since my mama not going to be waking me up, who noes I really will overslp de. =X This isn't the first time I overslept wifout mummy to wake me. YeP, I admit I am v dependent on her for certain things.. SiGh.

Waited for cab downstairs tis morning. Saw an empty cab stopping at the traffic light. So, I wave to stop e cab lo. But suddenly, a student frm a top sec school juz stood abt 5 metres in front of me n wave at the cab at the same time. I was like.. diaOz.. Luckily e cabby uncle was v nice to me, he din stop for her though she was waving anxiously at him. HohHoo.. ThanX uncLE!! =)

I know she's getting late also le, but then, somehow I juz dun think she shld juz stand in front of me when she sees a cab. After all its over le, I wun see her again also. No point blaming her over it, but I am juz glad that there are still good ppl ard~ =) HeHe

After sch it was raining v heavily, wy wanted to go orchard to repair her ipod ut we dun let her go ba. One is coz of e rain, den she also sprained her leg, plus late also le. HaHa.. dun wan she nxt time feng shi, v terrible feeling de. =X

So we decided to go tml, and went for early dinner. Spent abt 2 hrs at mac before heading home. Took train home. Saw a v funny sight on e train.. =X Think I also lazy to blog le, gTg.. tired le, slp early today. Tml still a long daY !! =)

HapPPY BeLAtEd bDaE tO TaN YiLiN!!! =)

MEet 12 at orchard mrt station. I was late as usual. PaisEh paISeH.. =X Anyway, when I reached, yilin, chen yu, rachel and zhengang were already there. WahaAaz..

Yah, then we went to taka de kino walk walk. After tt we went seoul garden. Hmm, there's really a lot of ppl therE todaY. Think coz its public holiday tt's why so many ppl.

Let us now take a look at .. The bIrthDaY gIRL~

YiLiN n RaCheL


At abt 230pm, my darling wanyi came along with dADdY. HaHA, daddy looks like he's being forced to come lidat.. So bad lo. Daughter's bday how can dun come!! LoL. Anyway, they came le den got more fun aR. =)

Next up, our beloved xiao di.. Trying to act cute again!!! =X WahaAz..



After awhile, both wy and I .. did e most scary thing e rest are afraid of.. We tied our hair into braids!! =P Ok sorry peepz, I post my pic up here agaiN.. Hope u all dun find it er xin~ =X

mE n wY DarLinG~


Dun ask me why we always tie our hair into braids. Its juz fun to do that~ =) Young at heart mah.. LoLz

After we left seoul garden, we went to walk walk. Actually is they accompany me to go buy thing. =X Went heerens but can't find wad I want in flash n splash. But I still got a new wallet frm wallet shop. =) HeHe. V happy today.

By e time I got my wallet, I saw lao pa.. Eating Old Chang Kee. OMG, how come he can eat so much ? LoLz.. HOhohooz.. =P Den he wanted drink so we went to taka basment to buy drink. Ya, den I bought mua chee!! =X How pig I am too. =X But daddy bought... A bottle of.. Soya milk ok.. so I am not the worst! Below is daddy with his soya milk~ LoLz.. How big .. Duno how he finish de.. *Lao zi you qian*



By the time we finish eating.. aLso time to go home le. So we went home le lor.. Wahaha, today really enjoyed myself alot with e lyes. =) ThX everyone~

Next targetted movie : "House of Wax". Hahaha..

Today several cinema organisations (duno wad's tt called) juz increase the price of movie tickets, but yar, there's juz ppl like me willing to spend more money juz to watch movie. =P I am not sure why I dun like to watch vcds at home, maybe coz my hse de sound system not good enuf den watch le also bu shuang? =X HaHa, anyway, I will continue to watch movie dE, unless they increase the movie tix to $10+ during weekends. Even so, I will juz watch lesser / save more money on weekdaYs. =P OR else I will gif up my snacks for movie! =X

So if anyone interested to watch tt movie tell me k~ *Waiting for 5th MaY* =) HaHa, now I finally know why is my saving depleting so fast le.. =X

NvM, I will save more!! I will stop "opening my tap" ok.. I will control de! So if u all see me abt to "open my tap", muz stop me k.. Else no money watch moviE liaOz.. =X *I do not like to spend money I do not like to spend moneY* Ok, I am juz going crazy le. =X *I will not spend money I will not spend money* HaHa, I better stop this else I might haf to stay in Hougang chalet le. =P

PArdon me for the language I am going to use in this entry. I m juz going to vent my anger here.

Intended to go out todaY. But in the end I am going to spend the whole day at home. Thanx to someone. Somemore that kind of tone irritates me. If you dun wan to go out, juz say so. NO need to drop hints de. Wad's the difference in dropping hints to hint tt u wan cancel today's outing n saying right out that u wan to canceL ? The conclusion is all the same. Dun display anger to me. I m not obliged to go out with u. Now my whole day's plan is messed up.

I am super pissed now. Wad the hell, I am sick of having to bear with other ppl's ego. I do have my pride also.