Saturday, December 31, 2005

Calendar for Year 2005

= 22nd Jan =

My birthday. Always my highlight of the year. Spent it with Yan Zhu. Forgot all about the details, only remembered that he gave me the most expensive gift other than my mum.

= Jan =

Working part-time in MM hotel. $_$ HoHoHo.

= 14th Feb =

V-day. Spent it with YanZhu. Again, details are forgotten. =X Movies I think. Thx for the roses and everything.

= 18th Feb =

Broke up with YZ, I was childish and made things turn out very bad.

= 3rd April =

Got together with Kai Cheng. Dinner, flowers, something along that line.

= 13th May =

Broke up with KC. Forgotten all details.

= July =

Failed JCT. Yucks, see Principal. Nearly broke down inside coz I had insomia during exam period due to stress.

= Aug =

Had some conflicts with WanYi. The four gals were split up into two groups. =X Someone tried to create more disputes among us by sending STUPID sms and accused me of scolding wy a bitch. However, it helped us patched things up instead. THANK U whoever.

= Oct =

Prelims ended. Did badly once again.

= 7th Nov =

Got together with ZG.

= 8th Nov - 18th Nov =

'A' Levels. Can't judge my performance at all. Leave everyhting to fate. =X

= 24th Nov - 27th Nov =

Worked at SITEX 2005. Pretty hard work. Good working experience as I saw the ugly faces of human beings.

= Dec =

Broke up with ZG.

= 22nd Dec =

Starting working at Eu Yan Sang office. Things are still ok for now, but shall not comment yet.


Reflections for Year 2005

[Yan Fen a.k.a. PooNie]


Promoted to be my darling! Our so-called anniversary will be on 1st April! =) Looking forward to 9th year anniversary with her. =p

We stuck very close this year! Words can't describe how grateful I am to her and how much I cherish her.

She stood by me through thick and thin. She was always around for me while I can't do the same for her.

No matter what happens, she listened to my problems and supported my decisions. =)

It's amazing how we can enjoy doing simple things together like going for dinner and just chatting. With her presence, silence becomes comfortable for me. (I think a lot of you know that I hate going out with someone who keep quiet.)

We always knew what each other is thinking before we even say it out! =) She understands me inside out too! My likes, my dislikes.. e list goes on.

We hardly talk on phone, real life chatting is more "real"! Hahax. We can talk endlessly about anything under the sun. Its real scary how our topics can carry on for 8+years since we knew each other.

She saw how I changed from that childish ugly duckling to a more childish n uglier fat swan. =X Just for joke.

What I meant was, she saw the changes in me these 8 years and I saw how she changed from the short hair girl to a mature young lady now! =)

She accepted me for who I was and tolerated me these 8 years~ *CheeRs* =P

I can still vividly remember how we used to fight outside my classroom in secondary 1. We don't do that now but I doubt anyone will behave like we did. Neither can I fight with anyone just like the way I did with her. She is just special.

If I were to list out all the things that ran through my mind about her, I doubt I can ever finish this blog entry. =X

Thank you for always being there. Words can't describe how I feel at all. All I want to say is that I doubt I can find another bestie like u. Frenz Forever!

[YeXian a.k.a. lao pa]


Formed our lye family last year. As he looked chao lao (old and haggard), we called him lao pa. LoLz. Always around to crap and tried to "control" his children, but always failed without fail. =P

He was still willing to bond with us even though we aren't in the same class anymore. Even though our timetable was totally different, we can still organise outings after school and forced him to come! =X

Thx lao pa! For having us as your children~ -.-''' LaO pa always? =D Stop pretending you are young and act childish already ok. You are a dad of so many children. =X Don't eat anymore, you wouldn't want to enter NS before grad night wor!

[Wanyi]


It has been an eventful year for us, going through studies, stress, conflicts but finally we are still back into our clique!

Glad that when someone sent her that sms which made it seemed like I said she was a bitch, she chose not to believe. It matters more to me than who was the one who was trying to create dispute. =)

She was always the one who took initiative to organise Lyes' outing and preparations for our birthdays. If it wasn't for her, Lye's would definitely have lesser outings coz we are not really an organised family. =P

Watched more than 10 movies together with her in this year alone, not sure the exact number. A good movie kaki~ She's also willing to accompany me watch horror movies even though she don't quite like. Really touched though I never mention it! =)

I've always looked forward to our mondays movie with u, xiao di n the others. Sometimes we can even go, just the both of us. Enjoyed myself alot with you during the outings. I will always remember how u stood by me when I was down after JCT. =)

[Yilin]


The ultimate gossip pal and the ultimate puffy head. =X Now I have my retribution for calling her that.

Shared lots of juicy gossips together as we share similar social circle. She is very observant and thus faster in picking up hints than me and she is my source of gossips. LoLz.

Not only that, she is also my crapping partner and we often talked nonsense. HaHa.

She is helpful in teaching me maths stuffs and a hardworking person! =) *Can copy things from her when I didn't do*

She is also another one who can read my mind at times which freaks me out. >.<

Thx for being around to crap with mE? =p We seem to be on the same frequency which will drives the other lyes crazy. =X They will be thinking of doing one thing while we two are thinking of another. I shall try my best not to call u pong pong head again for year 2006. LoLZ.. =X Coz u are a real pretty person, only lack packaging~ =P Shall drag u out for buffets soon.

[Zhen Gang a.k.a. shaky]


My another crapping partner. =X

We can chat about anything under the sun on msn. He was my source of mp3s. Ops, will this statement put him in danger of being caught? =X

During the period when I was stressed out over exams, he was on msn to cheer me up. He accompanied me to go out study when I complained about not being able to study at home.

Went for several movies too. Haha, thanx for accompanying me for movies when others don't want to go at those odd times! =)

However, things got a little confusing before A lvls but I suppose we are ok now.

I am not sure about how he really feels about those confusion or is it just confusion on my part? Maybe all along it was my own problem!

Back to being friends. *I hope I am not that petty*

Though he isn't a good advice giver, he can listen. That's the most important thing to me, after all, I am not expecting people to solve my problems for me. LoLx.

Something I don't understand is that why is it that we can crap about anything under the sun before we were together but things changed drastically after we were together?

Ultimately, still must thank you for those sweet things you've done for me. Though you thought I didn't like those roses u gave on grad night, I do appreciate them. It was because the others didn't know and I didn't know how to react, thus results in those remarks. I never meant to hurt you in any way. =X Blame me for being childish.

Other things that I wanted to tell you are all on the other day's entry. I told u to read them already.

[Chen Yu]


Finally it's xiao di's turn!

A big time lamer.

A faithful guy too~ =X

Another crapping partner of mine but we crapped about different genres of topics. LoLz.

Always attend lye's outing punctually! He's always early in fact. Hoho.

Don't always keep problems to yourself, lye family is always there for u~ Just like u always hear me crap in school. Haha and bcoz of your pressence, Mr Ho screamed lesser at me. =X Good luck! Believe in yourself that you can succeed. If u need someone to talk to, u can always look for me~ =)

[Allan]


Wasn't too close to him though we are in lye family.

But he's always there for lye outings! Pressence is important! With more people, there will be more topics for crapping and also make things more fun! =)

He may not look like it, but he actually know a lot of juicy gossips too!! I got several gossips from him which I would never have found out on my own! =X

He is the easy-going guy in our family and is Mr-ok with almost everything.

Thanx for willing to join in our lye family and fool around with us!! Thanx for helping out in my studies n do hope to continue having lye outings in future! Muz come wor~

[Rachel]


Xiao mei!!!

My clique de gal~ LoLz. Always being "sot sot" and "blur blur".

She have many many crazy ideas all the time! Some freaks me out too. =x

But she is a real bright student! Hohoh, can solve all physics questions and thank god she's around, else I doubt I will even touch physics tutorial in the first place.

I love her english too~ Coz it's just so perfect~ =P Must teach me someday!

We can be talking about event A now and she will think that we are talking about event B. That's how blur she is! =X That's why sometimes when we are gossiping, she always don't get what we meant.

Another funny thing is that she can laugh at our joke said 5 mins ago now. And she continue laughing. -__-'''

MeiZ.. Do keep in contact after this year! =) Hope to still see your blurness. =P

[20/04]


Not sure if anyone from my class will read this or not.

Just wanna thanx my whole class for being sporty whenever I organise class outings. =)

This is my so-call first time being a leader, and I am glad you all are willing to reply my smses about class outing and all that! =)

Thanx for all the memories that u all have given me, especially the lyes.

Will never forget about graduation ceremony and graduation night itself. Without u all, it would contain lesser fun!

Good luck and all the best to you all in future! =)

[Yan Zhu]
*Sorry can't get his pic*

I know he won't read this but still must mention for memory sake.

A real sweet guy.

He made me feel like a princess.

He noticed many little details and was really very good to me.

He made it a point to call me everyday. (Not every guy I know was able to fulfil this)

He accompanied me through my toughest times.

He was the first guy who ever kneeled in front of me. =X

He showered me with lots of gifts on every occasion. He treated me good food most of the times. He made it a point to send me home everytime no matter the time.

He stood by me no matter what happened at home, though I didn't really do the same for him. When I was happy, he was happy. When I cry, he will just cry with me.

Even though things soured, I still must thank him for being there for me during last x'mas and cheering me up when I was down n listened to my problems all the time. For tolerating with me, giving in to me in everything.

Sorry for saying things that I don't really mean. I really hope he is still fine and happier without me. =)

[Kai Cheng]


Another sweet and nice guy.

He is also very good in his studies and I remembered copying his Maths tutorial once. Aiyah, I was just making an excuse to see him more in school that time mah. *childish* =X

Thanx for those times he sent me home after school.

Thanx for willing to spend time with me, tolerating my nonsense, etc. See I mention that statement for almost everyone? My temper is really unbearable. LoLz. =X Told u all beforehand already, still want to mix around with me? =X

Thanx for remembering our 1-month, seriously, not many guys was that sweet to remember 1-month, or is it just my problem? The marshmellows are nice.

Thanx for eating my cookies. Hoho, guess it tasted real awful. =X Burnt mooncake.

Thanx for asking me out on x'mas eve 2005 when u knew I wasn't going Lye gathering. Good luck and all the best!

Due to my poor memory, sorry peepz if I leave anything out and forgot to say thank you. =) But I am serious when I say I cherish the times spent with u all, and that I must say u all did change my life. Thanks all for appearing in my life. =)

Friday, December 30, 2005

Why do I always appear to be a hardworking cow in every place I work in? Blah blah blah.. Shall slack more.

I was instructed to write 70 CNY cards to customers yesterday. Given my writing speed, I thought it would take me at least 4 hours to finish. It was all done by an hour!!!

Simply boring coz there's nothing to do.

Got a fright this morning. Came in to the office and my manager told me that a customer complained about a hamper meant to be sent on 24-25 Jan 2006 but was sent during x'mas.

Luckily she isn't scolding me for it. She is just telling me to be extra careful. She knew it wasn't my fault. By the way, my manager is a WOMAN. So people please don't assume I don't get scolded because I am a girl.

I have full evidence that I didn't make any mistake at all this time in the computer file and the written form. HaHa, don't know what's the point of typing all these, just hope that certain ppl won't think I am at advantage as I am a girl.

She was fierce when she's scolding the other guy. >.<

Lunch today was good. (Well I paid for it myself so it's good) We went pastamania at Toa Payoh Central. =X My manager drove us there. Wahaha, her car is nice. It's funny to listen to their conversation as they are all women. I admit some women really love to gossip, and I am one of them. =X

We spent an hour plus in pasta mania. HaHax. Lunch hour was only supposed to be an hour.

Heard from them that two trainees were being scolded badly quite often by their manager. I hate such managers, they always think they are some big shot and can boss people around? But its not my business so shall not comment.

Just glad my supervisor and manager are good to me. =)

Was supposed to meet darling today after work but it was cancelled last minute. =(

Shall go home and sleep to prepare energy for tml. Hahahx..

Weird, I no longer update at home. Too tired to do anything. Slept at 12midnight yesterday and I felt like dying today. This job is even more taxing than school life. I wonder what's so exhausting. =X

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Wad more can I ask for?

Before lunch, I was given choclates and snacks.

Two hours after lunch, I was given green bean soup for tea-break. HaHax.

At this rate I am going, I will become a pig soon. =X

I was nevera big fan of chocolates but after being fed different types of chocolates this christmas season, I am addicted to it! =X

Things are still going slowly, which means I am still idling in the office.

Time pass too slowly when I am too free.

*YawninG aWAy*

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Christmas presents from my dearest darling! =)

She just knew what I wanted most! =)

A cutlery set from Precious Moments! HeHez, now I have a set of chopsticks and cutlery wor! Can start enjoying my meals at home from now on. =D

Its little things that make me happy!





Still in a rather cranky mood today due to the rainy weather? =X

Always feeling like crying on my way home after work. Probably too tired of the long journey. Or did I stare too long at the stupid computer? LoL, forgot to mention that I used the computer to surf net from after lunch all the way till 6pm. HaHax. =X

Sleepy already.
Went to watch king kong with the lyes yesterday.

It is a nice show. There are alot of touching scenes inside and to me, king kong seems to be better than most human beings. LoLz. At least it will protect the girl from any kind of harm and bring her to see sunrise when she said it was beautiful. LoLz.. I loved the scene where he brought her to a tall building to see the sunrise. Romantic huh~ =X In actual fact how many guys willing to do that? =X Maybe I just haven't met any. HoHo

I disliked scene when there were a lot of large insects crawling around. >.< VERY DISGUSTING. Luckily there isn't such huge size cockroaches in real life.

Towards the end of the show, King Kong died. Lao pa was laughing away over his death, inhumane! (If there's such a word) Got a little too emotional over a movie.

Though it was a 3 hour show, I think its really worth it to watch. =)

We were late for the show and missed the front part. The usher told us plainly when we showed her the tickets that the cinema isn't open yet.

She thought was that we were early for the next timeslot for that cinema when actually we were late for the show. I shot her words in a hostile manner due to the fact I hate missing any part of movies, and hence I was mad when she still held us back.

Their service is rather superb yeah? =X

I am starting to dislike cathay cinemas. Why? Reason being their nachos are very little and expensive. $_$ I finished the nachos in abt 1.5 hrs though I ate slowly. HoHoHo..

Anyway we went yoshi to eat lunch after the show. I had the festive bento set again coz I liked their brownie. But their brownie yesterday didn't tasted as nice as the last time I ate it. =(

Met up with my darling after that. Sorry lyes for leaving early.

Chatted and slacked with her while accompanying her to wait for Johnson. =X Left shortly after he arrived. I am not a light bulb!

Just had packed lunch in the office. It was cooked by MYSELF. CheErS to myself. -.-

This morning's work was enough to keep me occupied all the way till lunchtime. That's gooD!! =)

That's all for yesterday. TaTaz

Sunday, December 25, 2005

mErrY ChRiSmAtS =)

Gonna be a long post due to the lack of updates.

Went out with Wanyi & Yilin on wednesday to buy rachel's present! We passed by one watch shop in taka and saw nice xmas thingy outside, so we just took pics! LoLz

deco


deco 2


Then wy yl and I started taking pics again~ =X I started e whole thing.

wy me


yl me


Haha, did anyone see my messy hair? So unlike me ba.

behind


puffy head


Hoho, I am the new puffy head, just permed my hair and it looks like shit. =X Santa forgot to grant me my wish!

Spent x'mas eve with kaicheng.

I was in that kind of cranky mood yesterday. Just don't quite feel the xmas mood. Managed to cheer up awhile after my dinner. Hoho.

Walked over to orchard after dinner . He wanted to countdown there but I just could not stand the crowd and heat. So I suggested going to City Hall where we went for ice cream. =x

Chatted outside marina square till about 11 plus and made our way to marina promenade. Not sure about the spelling but it's further down esplanade. Used to love going there as there are lesser people. LoLz.

Exchanged gifts after midnight. Chatted through the night. Decided to spill all my secrets out. I just could not stand it, too many things inside me but I could tell no one, not even venting them out on my blog.

It started to rain in the middle of the night! -__- Spoilt my mood further. LoLz. We ran to the shelter outside esplanade and waited till dawn came before we went home. Was getting cold and sleepy. Not sure why but I can't stand coldness nowadays, and I go to that extent of feeling weak when I am exposed to coldness. Just like what happened in Genting. -__-'''

Here's a very nice xmas card by weekim!

tree!


Hohoho, see that x'mas tree? It's a popup tree, and it's HANDMADE~ Pro right?!?! Haha, thanx for that card! =)

There is something which I think I should say.

I was together with ZG, but we ended too.

Not sure if the lyes know about it. I seriously have no face to say it, since it was a pretty awkward situation. =X You all will know what I mean. Sorry xiao mei.. =X

Sorry lyes didn't tell u all until now. He didn't either? I am not sure. But well, its all over.

It was a mistake right from the start. Our characters clashed. It's more of like two parallel lines, never going to meet. But it takes two hands to clap. It takes both parties to be together and both parties to breakoff.

We are both at fault. Shall not point fingers anymore after reading other peoeple's blog. Shall TRY NOT TO BE childish and put all blame on him.

I did tried my best, but I suppose things before we got together and things after we got together was very much different. It wasn't what I exepcted. MAybe I am just a perfectionist in other ppl's eyes, but that's just me.

How he treated her was totally different from how he treated me. No worries, there is no jealousy here, I am just stating my opinions. Was he looking for a her in me? I am not sure. Only he will know that. But what I fear most is when my guy is looking for his ex's shadow on me.

But I am not her. Nor him. What appeared normal to him may not be the same for me.

Call me troublesome or fussy. I don't like to be neglected. I need my assurance.

Days can pass without sms-es from him, to me it's just not normal.

There were just too many misunderstandings which we didn't bother to talk them out.

He thought I only love to go out for movies and nothing else, but what I really like is to spend quality time outside.

What's over is over.

If you are reading, thanks for spending time with me. Thanks for tolerating with my nonsense. Thanks for watching movies with me. Thanks for e gifts. Thanx for everything u've done for me.

All I can say now is sorry. You need not say sorry coz it was my fault right from the start.

Wish u all the best.

Time for some self-reflection. I seriously hope that after two years of blogging, I have learnt to grow up and stop shootings words in my blog at others matter what they have done to me. I don't want to end up regretting in future and realising that it's not even possible to say a simple "sorry".

That's all for my x'mas post. =) Wishing all lyes a merry christmas!!! And of coz to my darling poonie, HAPPY X'mAS!! =P

Friday, December 23, 2005

Taking some time off work again.

2+ more hours before I can leave.

Today's work even more easy than yesterday. What's wrong? Nobody want to send hampers to other people? Or is it because they don't buy from us? LoLz..

Just had an heavy lunch because of a opening celebration of my company. There were lion dance too! Hahaz, the "lions" took more than 10 mins to peel the oranges and to form words. =X Rather slow and made us lose interest in the end.

Saw my colleagues exchange xmas gifts, I want xmas gifts too! I just started work yesterday so I wasn't expected to buy a gift, so I dont't get to receive one too. =( Xmas without gifT~

Let me just hope that after the X'mas holidays, there will be more work for me to do. I was so bored today that I was asked to help cut paper. Hohoho..

Please, time please pass faster.

Blog hopping the other day, saw many different kinds of xmas wishes. Some even want to see xmas lightings with his/her loved one. It happens only when your loved one is flirty rich to own orchard road or any other road to him/herself. Most probably there will only be alot of people squeezing around and the atmosphere is not as romantic as one wished it would be. So, it might only be a dream. =X I was once as childish wishing for such things, but I know it's simply not practical at all as I grew older.

My xmas wish this year would be to earn more money. LoL. Just kidding, who would not want more money? I shall keep my wish to myself so that it will come true! =P

Life is usually more unexpected than what we think.

Lazy to blog anymore. Shall go and stone.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Shall update my blog for today. Check back for yesterday's post. =X

First day of work. SLACK. =X It was only during the morning part of the day that I had several forms to key in and fill in. But after lunch time, almost everyone left the office and even my supervisor left. Hahaz, that explains why I am blogging at this kind of time! I am falling asleep soon.

Everyone was rather friendly and wore smiles on their faces even though they do not know me. Ate lunch with some of the colleagues at the canteen. Had chicken chop. It tasted quite alright. One of my colleague treated us to fruits. =) She shared her stories with us. I find it rather interesting so I shall post it here.

She told us that her whole family are good drinkers.

They were fed with alcohol right from their one-month! I was so stunned! =X All the food cooked in her house also consist of alcohol of some kind. Well, their family culture is definitely different!

Anyway, there is about 3 more hours before I can leave. This job is just like heaven compared to the SITEX one. -__-. But the pay, well I am not so sure.

Christmas is coming in about 2 days' time. Hohoho, santa claus is coming to town. Still not sure abt my plan for xmas eve. LYes are having a gathering but doubt I am going, its way too far for me and.. Just not the right feeling. =X

I never thought that I would be the first one to drift away from the lyes after As. I think even the guys are going.

The year is coming to an end soon and it's about time to do my yearly "reflections". HAHAz.

Nothing much to update anymore. Shall stop blogging before I get caught and tio sacked on my first day of work! =X TaTaz

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Time to update about my trip. Haha, finally I got the bluetooth usb adapter and I can upload pics as much as I want from my stupid hp! Finally my money for buying hp will not go to waste! =P

12th Dec 2005

Took the night bus to malaysia. Mummy and I boarded the bus at around 9pm. Sorry pplz if I didn't reply your smses, coz there was sth wrong with my overseas sms. I don't know why either! =X

13th Dec 2005

Reached KL at around 3am in the morning. Took a cab to Vistana Hotel. Mummy's frenz are over there. So we just stayed at their room for the night. Woke around noon and went walk walk around at a nearby shopping mall. Ate lunch with mum and her fren before going to Cold Storage to buy some food stuff. Her fren bought more than us, but mummy paid for everything! =X No comments.

After that we just went back to the hotel and waited for mummy's malaysia fren to bring us for dinner. Ate at this street which looks like Hong Kong's "woman street". But never bought anything. There are just too many ppl around to even take a closer look at those things they are selling there!!

Before going back to Vistana Hotel, mummy's frenz and us went to look for hotel to stay. Got into a heated quarrel with her coz I didn't like those hotels she wanted to stay in. One of them even have ants crawling!!!!!!! I was like.. Duhz. =X The final plan was just to stay back in Vistana Hotel which cost $138 RM per night. CHEAP right?!?!?! Compare to that Robertson Quay hotel!! It cost a bomb but it's not even rated 2 star for me. =X

Vistana Hotel was more high class and more comfy than RBH. =X So I really thought it was a good bargain~ =)

Went back to the hotel. End of day 1.


14th Dec 2005

Woke up quite late and mummy and I went to twin tower. Not sure wad is it called, but we went there at the wrong time. The tickets for going up the tower were sold out. So.. wasted trip!

We walked around doing nothing! =( I was so bored. I even had no mood for shopping. Can you believe it? =X

Went back hotel at night. Watched tv the whole night! =) The only thing that attracted me was the tv!!!! But slept early that night.

There is a reason why I wanted badly to stay in Vistana Hotel. The view is simply nice!

hotel view


nice hor


nice!!!


And presenting myself ! =X



At night, I was told by my dad that my uncle passed away. So I just told my mum which insisted to come back the next night. I really don't have much choice.


15th Dec 2005

Went genting highlands early morning!!! =)

Went for the roller coaster ride before rushing to take the "Space Shot" ride. Then it started to rain like mad! =X So the rides are all closed. Sighs, wad a day!

When the rain stopped and the rides started moving, I went on this no-fun ride and it started to pour again~ This is it man. I just told mummy I want to go back to KL. I had enough of the rain! =X After all, the weather was VERY cold and foggy, and I really didn't have much mood to continue playing anymore.

Before I left, I took some pictures!

fog


some deco at entrance


xmas tree


FOGGY


guess wad's this?


This is a dustbin! Cute isn't it? =X

This is taken at some hotel beside the Outdoor Theme Park.

xmas deco


We arrived in Singapore at around 6am in the morning.

That's about all for the trip. Rather boring. Didn't really get a chance to shop at all due to the fact that my uncle passed away and our trip was shortened. =X Mummy say next time bring me go genting again. Hahaz.

Monday, December 19, 2005

After toking about my darling so many times, I must show her grad night pics here! =)

YanZhu & darling


her clasS!


HaHa, wat they doing?!?!


=x


Picture speaks a thousand words! Haha, don't they look compatible? Below is an even nicer pic of them together! =P

=)


Hope u all don't mind. If anyone do not want his/her pic put up here, do tell me! =X

Below is my class!!! It was taken during the graduation ceremony that day, without Chen Yu coz he nv come! =)

class


Went for a job interview today. Doubt they will employ me, but still hope can get a job soon!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

So many things to update. But I really have no time and energy to do so. So I just update abt today first. Shall update the Malaysia trip soon. HaHa.

Broke my own record of going on without sleep for 27 hours today. I woke around 1pm yesterday and slept at 4pm today. =X

Let me start with yesterday. Poonie and I went to bugis to eat mos burger for dinner. Hahaz, then we chatted for hours.

Walked over to starbucks and shared the peppermint mocha frap with darling and we ate some food there too~ The peppermint mocha is nice!! I can say that last time I went to drink that with weekim they never add in the peppermint syrup. LoLz. =X

Met up with kenneth at around 11+pm near my house. We stay near each other. So just meet somewhere to chat. LoL. We chatted till about 2am and we went home. HaHa, think we got quite long never meet, so we got many things to chat about.

Went home and was online all the way till 6am in the morning before bathing and going down to my auntie's house. My uncle passed away. =X That was why I was back so fast. The initial plan was to come back tonight from malaysia and arrive tml morning. But change of plans last minute. Will update more about it later.

Stayed at the funeral till around 2pm. My another uncle drove my mummy and I back. Came online to wait for the photos, scoring a record of not sleeping for 27 hours straight. It's even more than graduation that night! Oh my, if this goes on I will become a stupid panda. An ugly one somemore. =x Slept from 4 to 8> I doubt I can sleep much tonight.

Somehow after a chat with poonie yesterday, I feel real lousy about myself. Lack of confidence again. When can I ever gain my confidence back? Its been years. I just need assurance. Alot indeed. =( I hate this feeling, how I wish the feeling will go away, I am just not good enough for anyone.

Shall end here. LAzy to update.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Blogging at this hour again~

Chen Yu just smsed me telling me he's bored in NS!! LoLz.. but heard from lao pa tt Allan and CY are in same platoon, so at least they haf each other for company? =) Cheer up ppl~ 2 years will be over very soon! I am waiting to see new hairstyle! =P

Anyway, after this entry think the next entry will be a week later, coz I am going to malaysia for holiday for a week. LEaving tml~ Haha, miss me k ppl! =P So bhb!

I don't really want to go malaysia after all~ =X MAybe I don't quite like going there? Well, I prefer planes better! =X This is seriously bimbotic! Sorry but I really wanted to go somewhere further. I've been mugging hard for As so I do deserve a better break?! But circumstances don't allow us to go further .. So.. M'sia is not a bad chocie! I get to go genting maybe! =)

I am going to miss alot of things, my bed, my computer, my tv, my frenz.. yaPz.. Poonie I will miss ya there! =(

Shall end this entry here already. I wished I can go out tml before I leave, but nobody's free. =( tATaz..

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Updating with pics!

Mummy woke me up to eat my brunch before heading down to Pasir Ris resort.

It was raining cats and dogs over there! =X

I was so damn mad at my mum for making me go today coz I told her I was going out and I don't like to be that late. =X

We were drenched though she brought an umbrella.

She booked a chalet from 21st Jan to 23rd Jan!!! =) And 22nd Jan is just nice my birthday! =P So happy I can have a birthday chalet!!! I never tried before. But can use it as class chalet also and hopefully that can save some money for the class pplz as I am trying to persuade my mum to pay! =)

Had a fight with her coz it was raining and it made both of us mad! =X Took cab home coz I was late! Bathed again before meeting Kai Cheng at 6pm at cityhall. =X

We went to this restaurant "Seah Deli" at.. somewhere near Bras Basah. Not sure where is it located exactly. =X I had baby pork ribs while he had pan fried butterfish. HohOhO.. VERY EX lo.. The bill came and I was stunned. =X It cost $47. =X I felt so guilty that he was paying for me, coz it was supposed he owe me a treat? But this is a little too ex for a meal? =X I asked if he really wanted to treat me and he said yes? I can't remember. Too stunned! Thanx anyway~ =)

After that we walked to plaza sing to see christmas lightings! HeHe.. Walked all the way to orchard but then there really isn't anything nice for me to see! *sighz*

Not sure where is this


But we still took a picture in front of a x'mas tree near paragon! The tree was nice~ LoLZ~

us


After we have seen all the lightings, I complained that there was not any nice things for me to take picture with =X LoL, so he suggested we go esplanade there~ So we took a bus there, I was just trying my luck coz the last time I attempted to take a bus from PS to esplanade with poonie was a failure. =X But this time I succeeded! =P

We walked over to merlion there and chatted. The night breeze was nice! =) It was much more cooling than the crowded orchard road. We took some pictures there too before his digi cam went out of batt.

esplanade @ nite


merlion


us @ esplanade


We chatted till about 11 before heading home. Thanx for the night! =) Enjoyed myself tonight and hoped that u did enjoy too! =)

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Yesterday night was tough. Woke up puking several times. =X Mummy too, I guess it was some kind of coconut milk we consummed last night. =X But luckily we are both feeling alright now! =)

My friend showed me the starbucks promotion site yesterday and I decided to go and grab a free drink too! =X

Went to the starbucks near suntec and started queuing with Wee Kim. We queued for less than 30mins and we got our free drink! I tried the new mint mocha frap but it doesn't taste very different from the normal mocha frap! Weird, I thought there should be some peppermint taste in it, maybe they didn't add in due to the long queue outside! =X

This was my first time grabbing free drink!!! Haha, I sound so cheapo but since I have so much free time, why not? Without A levels as a burden, I suppose anything taste exceptionally! Even my stomach agree with me! It didn't give me a horrible time after drinking mocha, unlike the previous times when I drank mocha and my stomach will hurt like mad! =)

We went to walk walk around harvey norman before heading Mac for shaker fries! =) It tasted nice!!! Did I mention I like salty food? =P Hiak hiakz!!

After that we walked around again. Saw a pet shop and just walked in! Those hamsters are CUTE!! I want to have one too!!!!!!! Sigh, but most probably mummy wun let me have one and it will cost quite a lot to actually keep a pet, considering there are two turtles at home now. =X The turtles are so ugly! =P Lol~ Hamsters are cute!!!! *sighZ*

Haha, it wasn't long before we started looking at anything we can find. We went searching for earphones at various places and I saw this cute 100cm teddybear selling at only $39.90!!!!! That's quite cheap considering the GIANTIC size of the beaR! Its 65% of my height!! Can u imagine the height of the bear? Ops, I just leaked out my own height. =X But it doesn't really matter so much to me~ I saw carebear cubs too!!!!! CUTE!!!! They have pajamas carebear cubs too~ But I totally forgot to take pictures of those cute bears!

Haha, I sound like some kids around who go gaga over teddybears. But those bears are cute, only pity is that they are not practical at all. I have already grew tired of some soft toys at home and I can't wait to get rid of them! =X But they are still cute!

Anyway, we went over to marina square for dinner/supper. We went into yoshi and I tried their festive bento. It was nice! Their brownie was nice too1 But it was a little too hard. =X

Had a full dinner and so we went to walk walk around esplanade area. I love slacking and just doing nothing! =P

Oh yah, the new Marina Square was fantastic! There are alot of new stalls there! For food, there are normal food like foodcourts to fastfood to expensive restaurants! As for clothes, they also have all kinds of shops!!! And what's more, there are going to be more shops opening at Marina Square! So if u all have nothing to do and want to find somewhere to shop, Marina Square might just be the right place for u! =)

REached home at around midnight. Was a tiring night~ Shall go watch tv already. TaTax!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Had a great time today.

Met up with most 20/04 people for a farewell dinner at marina bay steamboat for Chen Yu and Allan. Both of them are enterting NS on 9th Dec. So this is something like a outing specially for them! Hope they enjoyed it too~ =)

We met at marina bay mrt station at around 6.30pm before heading to eat. The food tasted normal except that the beef was rather tough. Yap, it was difficult to chew, according to the others but I had no difficulty in it. Maybe I didn't chew at all and swallowed. =X Just kidding.

We crapped and laughed throughout the dinner. This was the first time we ate with Jodi, MinJoo and SzeLang. =) thanx for coming even though it was a very last minute outing. =)

We ate until around 10pm when everyone felt so much like puking. =X We went home after that.

Took some pictures at the mrt. The group pic from lao pa's camera was a little too dark and I don't know how to edit. So present the only guys who went for that night~



I am not sure why are we blue.. Think is coz lao pa's camera de settings.. =X



more blue?


Felt rather sickly today after the dinner, maybe due to the oil and all that. By the way, I saw Kelvin Tan at marina bay there!! Lolz, he was one of the managers at Marina Mandarin last time. But too bad he didn't see me! If I am not wrong, he's there with his gf. =X

I really don't feel quite ok, shall end here already. thanx 20/04 pplz again~ Good luck to cy and allan also! Jia you in ns! =)

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

It was TJC's grad night yesterday. There is a lot of pictures in this entry. Please be patient and wait for them to load. =) This entry is the full details of what happened that night!

Everybody looks great that night! But I look like some pale ghost coz the makeup artist put too much foundation on my face! BTh. I think I look very different from my usual face due to the makeup. Lolz, people say makeup will make us look pretty, but it don't seem to work on me.

I went bugis for manicure at 2pm. But I reached there at 2.30pm which makes me very stressed as I was late and I was afraid of being late for grad. It was quite painful as the girl made my finger bleed. =X At around 4pm, poonie darling pei me to mos burger for a drink before I go for hairdo and makeup done by jean yip. I was real afraid of looking ugly coz of what I saw they did on poonie dalring yesterday. What I didn't know was poonie looks fabulous yesterday! It was because I saw her in daylight that was why things look v different. By the time I finished, I was stunned. I looks damn ugly and different! I couldn't regconise myself for a moment! =X

After that I left for ritz carlton and reached there slightly later than yilin and rachel. Oh my, yilin was gorgeous!!! Looks so different yesterdaY!! =P I alighted from the cabby and I really could not regconise her! Pretty leh!!! =X HeHe, guess all the guys must be drooling already right? Will show her pictures later! =)

Saw alot of ppl there and when we found the rest of the lye siblings, we went inside to fill in some stupid survey forms. BUT, the pen they gave me leaks!!!!! I nearly screamed my lungs out, its such a nice night and they have to ruin my fingers that way!!! But I was more afraid of the ink leaking onto my dress. =X I rushed to the toilet and washed my hands with wanyi. Haha, we did took some pics in the toilet. =x Their toilet is nice alright~ Presenting ritz toilet!! =P





The dinner started around 8pm? Yilin was complaining all the time.. =X The food was average only. I think maybe marina mandarin's food are better than ritz? I don't know, that's just my opinions. The first few courses were alright but when it reach the fish, it tasted quite badly. =X I love fish but I dare not eat that one at all. I was rather disappointed at their food though.

The night passed pretty fast with the m.c of the night entertaining us while we eat. The most exciting event of the night was the choosing of grad king n queen other than seeing Mrs Lim catwalk! =X The grad king was Liang Qi and the grad queen was Ga Yeong. I hope I didn't get their names wrong.

During the night, cY gave roses to rachel and he left a lame msg. =X After that zg n cy gave roses to yilin, wanyi and me. They look quite nice.. =) Thanx ppl!

roses


Soon it was 11pm and dinner ended. Lyes slacked around in the ballroom doing nothing and so I suggested we leave that place. We discussed about alot of places to go yesterday night but we settled on booking a hotel room in Robertson Quay hotel to spend the night.

We left Ritz and took 2 cabs down to that Robertson Quay hotel. It was pretty small and cramped. =x Here are some pictures of the hotel room..

nice view


tv!!!


After we put our things in the room, e others went clubbing while yilin and I stayed in the room and removed our makeup. We called Mac delivery and ate in the room. Haha, can u imagine the mac delivery person actually deliver right to our doorstep? =P Nice right?!?!?! There isn't even a need for yilin or me to go downstairs to collect our food, they send right to our doorstep. Cheerios to MaC!! =X A pity that their food was rather soggy by the time it reach us. LoLz!

Rachel and chenyu came back to the room after awhile coz they were refused entry to the pub they intended to go. Rachel can't get in coz she was using my IC n student pass while CY was rejected coz the bouncer said he don't look like his IC pic. =D Shortly after that, luther and lookit came to join us. They were playing cards I suppose? I was so bored that I just went downstairs to walk walk with yilin. Just wanted to waste time and enjoy abit of scenery. The others came back at around 4.30am. They were all playing cards with Luther. Lookit went back to his room earlier. I don't quite remember the details. All I remembered was that I was trying my best to catch some sleep during the night but I didn't succeed. Was damn pissed off coz of lack of sleep. =X

By 7am, Luther went back to his own room and the lyes started to doze off one by one. Only yilin, rachel and I were still awake. Around 8+am, rachel and yilin went downstairs for breakfast while I was still in the room trying to catch some sleep. =X But I never sleep at all the whole night? =X

The rest of us went for breakfast too after rachel n yilin came back. But to our horror, we had to pay $8 each for the breakfast. This was only told to us when we are checking out!!!!! ISn't that the same as conning us? =X But what's done is done anyway.

Cy n I shared a cab home as my toe was badly hurting by the blister caused by the stupid heels! =X I reached home and bathed and was online for awhile before I actually slept.

That's about all for grad night. Hope I didn't left anything out. Enjoy the pictureS and do tag wor~!

Xiao di n mei!


2 guys


Lye gals


cy n me


rach n di


LooKit wy n me






3 gals


yl leonard


zg me


yl zg


wy zg


leo zg


me kc


lye family


wy yl


20/04


2 gals 2 guys


wy leo


yl cy


yl cy


rac cy


yl me


rachel cy


rac wy me


gals again


cy me


wy cy


wy allan


allan me


cy lk


lk allan


rac luther


kc rach


yl me


allan cy


us with flowers


xmas tree


lol


cy allan tree


tree again


gals


weird pose


too dark


wy yl


wy rac


zg wy


wy me!


zg wy after clubbing


cy me


kc me


kc rach


me yl


wy me


me rach


Thanx wanyi for resizing the pics and sending to me!! Thx kaicheng for sending me some pictures too! Thanx everyone for making my night a real memorable night! I will miss everyone of u~ =)