Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Tried to post pictures, but something is wrong and I cannot post pics.

Maybe it's my computer that's problematic. Not sure if other users have the same problem.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

No photos yet.

Happy CNY to all.

A home is not like a home anymore.

Every night, there will be someone who won't be at home.

If one day you meet someone who stands by you when nobody else cares, what will you do?

Right now, I don't know what to update.

CNY came and go just like that.

Memories.

Defensive walls.

I am not talking sense.

Update more next time.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!!!

Reunion dinner. Another new girlfriend. -.-'''

After dinner waited for dear. His brother sent us to chinatown.

Walked around. It's really crowded!

First time going to chinatown on cny eve, with someone I love.

Bought my favourite mua chee and jelly at cheap cheap price!!!!!

=)

Went home after that.

Glad to see both of them chatting so happily~

Thanks alot dear for accompanying me even though it's not something u like to do. I really appreciate your effort! =)

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Photos taken some time ago.

My hamster! Still alive and kicking.







Last sunday, we went to Queensway shopping centre to do his new year shopping.

There's alot of people.

After shopping, we went Ikea to satisfy my craving for meatballs. =)

It's really nice!!

meatballs


Our food


Jap food that dear ate during his lunch.


Met Sherry on monday after school.

Went the HK cafe at Marina Square.

Her curry


My meesua


Did some shopping after that.

Failed to get any cny shopping done. =(

Met yanfen on vday.

Had BK breakfast before shopping around.

Finally done my cny shopping.

Went for dessert.

Hers


Mine


Went to the library for my assignment.

What a place to spend vday?..

Had to rush for tuition at night.

Had a pleasant surprise from dear. =)

Glad that he actually spared some time for me on this day.

Unlike in the past, I am contented with my vday this year.

I really grew up.

My ideal vday date was supposed to be dinner at restuarant accompanied with presents and a bouquet of blue roses.

This year's vday was totally different.

But I am still happy. =)

Sometimes happiness can be simple.

Took a picture of the rose he bought me on vday together with e bouquet of red roses meant for my birthday.

The red roses still look pretty though several weeks had passed! =)



Shall continue to rush my assignment.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Supposed to be sleeping, but just can't sleep.

Getting a little stressed up.

I need to study harder!! *$$$$$$$$$$$*

Valentine's day is coming soon.

Can I voice out my opinions?

I don't really like that day.

Had several bad experiences in the past.

Was waiting alone at a MRT station last year.

Everybody who passed by me stared.

I dislike that kind of stares.

I was date-less, but it isn't a crime right?

I am still date-less this year. Not going out on that day alone, hate the kind of look on their faces.

Maybe I should work on my assignment. I must work hard.

I will.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Random pictures.

Found these cute containers.

Disney!!

Butter Cookies


Chocolate Crunch


Chocolate Crunch


Bought them while I was on my holiday trip last year.

It's their 1st anniversary!!! That explains the nice containers.

It's been months, I had taken hundreds of pictures, but none is uploaded yet. =X

Laziness.

Anyway went to eat the nice nice fish soup at PS after school, ALONE.

It doesn't seem to bother me.

Maybe I am anti-social?

I don't care already.

Food!!


Sometimes life is unfair to me, sometimes I want to give up, but I believe that things will get better.

Like what my lecturer said today: "If you never fail, you will not learn".

I totally agree.

I failed. I am learning. I am trying my best to adapt.

But I still feel useless.

I feel so alone sometimes.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Stupidity kills.

Had a stupid day.

It's just me who is stupid.

Long day at school. I hate tuesday.

Had lunch with my lecture mate. Chicken pie.

Went home and realised I lost my ez-link card. Along with my Precious Moment card holder.

Mum's gonna kill me for losing her card. =X

Bought dinner home.

Another stupid act of mine.

Wanted to order noodles with soup but I ordered the soup only instead.

Dinner


How stupid can I be?

Human beings can be complicated.

When I lied, you said you are very hurt.

You told me to be frank.

You said you will not be unhappy with me.

But when I told the truth, you say I am hurting u again.

You shoot words to make me guilty and go offline after that.

Yes, Hoi Ching lost. Yes, I am guilty. Whatever.

I am too dead to bother.

I want more time.

Monday, February 05, 2007

Posting pictures of things that dear bought for me when he's on business trip.

This entry is for my memory. =)

Waited for him at airport.

Wanted to give him a small surprise. He misunderstood me and got angry with me.

First time that he actually raised his voice at me. I was on the verge of tears, but I would have done the same if I were him.

He gave me this first present on the cab.

He said that he bought this for me so that I can wear this and not the one Eric gave.

Tiffany & Co.


Box


Pendant


He took out this box of kissing piglets for me as soon as we reached his house. He told me its special coz the piglets will only kiss each other. =D

Piglets


He took out this big bag of things for me.

A box.

It's a lamp!!! Disney kissing lamp!!!! I was still thinking that I wanted a cute lamp when I bought wanyi's present. He got it for me! Telepathy? =)

Disney lamp


A small plastic bag from disneyland HK.

Plastic bag


Filled with disnet products for me!!!

Disney products


This is the above mentioned presents put together.

Present


He took out this thing from his luggage.

Oh my god!

Though I knew he had bought this for me, but seeing it is different. =)

Jacket


It's not the end!

He said that my LT might be cold so he got me long sleeve tops.

Tops


Even though he doesn't like me to wear mini skirts, he got these for me coz he knew I like minis.

Skirts


He bought new earphones for me too. One item off my wishlist!

Earphones


My mum used to be the only one who buys presents for me after a trip. Now he's the one who actually treats me so nice. Felt so loved.

I am really very touched when I know that every item he bought for me has meaning behind it.

He got so many mickey products for me. Other than my mum, he dotes on me the most.

Why can he be so good to me? Am I really worth it? I kept giving him so much troubles yet he still never gave up on me.

Thank you dear.

I am getting emotional again.

I am not good enough. Schoolwork, r/s, time-management.. Why can't I have more time?

Can I start gaining confidence? I don't know what's wrong with me again.
Tired.

I am so lack of energy.

Feel like I can die any minute.

I suppose I am getting old.

School work, self-study, assignments.. So many things to do yet so little time. Why does weekend only consist of 2 days?

I need more time. I need more rest.

*Dead*