The day of University open houses.

The day which I chose to pms.

The day which my mood began to go downhill.

I didn't go to any open houses. What's the point? I can't even get into anyone.

It made me felt so stupid once again.

This is the first time I've actually felt stupid after the release of As results.

I said that I am learning to become mature, until today.

I've disappointed my mummy. She expected alot from me I know, after getting into TJC. But till the end of my 2 yrs of JC life, I failed to create any miracle that she can be proud of.

She told me that if I want to go overseas, she will approve of it, regardless of how we going to get the money. I don't know if she was just lying to me, but it really made me feel better. She said we can always move to a smaller place if we can't repay the loan.

When I was telling her that I will treat her a nice dinner when she turned 60, she almost yelled at me. She told me she didn't know if she can live till then (it is only a year away). Tell me what am I supposed to reply.

Why should I still study on? Why don't I get a job now and repay her whatever I can? People, stop telling me that if I get a job now, I can't earn much. I know that very well, but you all aren't me. I don't want to end up regretting.

But mummy defintely won't allow that.

Something that should make my day.

Mummy still dotes on me even though I didn't do well for As.

She pulled me to the IT Fair at Suntec City this afternoon.

There were a damn lot of people there.

Saw this note on the board : "Due to overwhelming response at the IT Fair at Level 4 & 6, pls kindly come back in an hour."

As if anybody will bother about that.

We went to several booths. While we were at the Epson booth, my toes got stepped by this fatty. =X Painful sia~

Anyway, after we left the IT Fair, I still saw that message. They might as well ask customers not to go the IT Fair. Haha. =X

Had dinner at the food court at Suntec City. The food tasted nice! =) But while I was queuing up for food, this man behind me poured green bean soup on my legs. >.< YUCKS.

Made me feel like killing anytime. =X

Took some stupid pics after heading home.

Haha, BIG words. BIG paper bag.




Have a guess what I bought!


The answer! =)


Haha, intended to get this after I get my pay. But it's cheaper over at the IT Fair, so why not? Mummy paid more for it than me after all. =X

But now I felt silly getting it, coz I realise I don't really use digicam much. And I made my mum spend so much on something we both might not use much. =X

I wonder how much the promoter got for selling this. =X *money-minded me*

Went Recruit Express for an interview again this morning.

The interview lasted less than 5 minutes?

Oh my, wasted my whole morning! =X

Walked around orchard alone later on while waiting for Wee Kim. Was borrowing some notes from him. =X

While waiting at orchard mrt station, I was approached by this "head-hunter" for a modelling company.

What a joke.

Do I really look like some kind of exceptionally rich girl who have no where to spend my money? =X Nope, I was not decorated with branded goods today.

I was definitely not approached because I am attractive. I was in a t-shirt and skirt. I even had this tired look on me as I only slept for 3 hrs and my dry contact lens was irritating me.

But as I sat there watching them, I realised that they approach almost any kind of people. >.< It makes me feel a little disgusted.

However, I wonder how much is the earnings.

Not earnings for modelling, but for those "head-hunters". =X

They seriously need to employ more "head-hunters", those who Q.C. first. =X

Anyway, we had lunch at Ajisen.

Did I mention it's my 3rd consecutive day eating at Ajisen? Hohoh.. Ajisen fan, they should award me! =)

After that we went to the IT fair at Suntec City as I was looking for earphones and checking out prices for some other products.

It was packed with people!!!! I don't understand why would a thursday be so packed~

Failed to find what I wanted and so I left the place. But I will definitely be back!

Walked over to another shop in suntec to compare prices for earphones.

The iPod mini ones are making me deaf anytime. =X

Returned home with a happy me! =)

TadA!


My new earphones.

Targetted since "decades" ago.

But I felt a little bit pain in my heart, due to the high price of Sony products!

I changed my opinions after using it.

There's only one word to describe my feeling : shuang~

It's really worth my money! Goodbye old cranky iPodie earphones. Hello to new SonY! =)

I better start getting another job to compensate for my shopping spree today.

Met up with yanfen this afternoon.

Went to taka's ajisen and ate.

Was supposed to be going around to shop. Haha, due to boredom. =X

Yanfen saw a wallet that she liked but she didn't buy it initially. When she really want to buy it, it isn't available at other "Flash 'n' Splash" outlets. -.-'''

Tried this strawberry smoothie that is blended with ice cream. It tastes so nice! =) HahAx, not sure why but I have a cravings for such drinks nowadays.

Anyway, we shopped till about 10+pm and she accompanied me till Boon Keng before heading home.

I suggested using my hp to take pictures again. Hahahax..



Just posting one of the pictures here coz the rest look almost the same, no point also. =X

Anyway, only bought a top for myself today. =( It was supposed to be a shopping spree!~

Nevermind, I am tired already.

Results were out.

I DID BADLY.

That's all I can say about it.

But life still goes on doesn't it?

No matter how badly I did for my exams, I have still got to move on.

Maybe it's because I am hitting 20 soon, so I have to grow up and solve my problems.

Now it's time to think about my next step in life~

My big daY! =)

Brought home a new pet!!!!





Cute isn't it? =)

My new hamster from rachel.

Mummy's first reaction was "YUCKS".

Luckily she's quite okie with it now.

She still don't quite like it as she hates anything with fur. She made me carry the hamster away from her!!!

But I can sense that she cares for my hamster!

She told me not to hold it too high in case I drop it, she brought out a towel for covering the cage in case it gets cold in the night, she even got me food/water bowl for the hamster because it still don't know how to drink from its bottle.

Both mummy and the hamster are cute!

But I haven't name my hamster yet. Can't think of anything. Any suggestions ppl?

Was reading an old classmate's blog and came across one of her older entries.

I never felt that someone else can actually narrate how I really feel, but I didn't know that someone else actually went through what I went through as well.

There are so much things that I want to blog about, but I suppose nobody's reading it so there is no point doing that also.

Maybe someone will realise that my blog entries changed from the long and lengthy paragraphs to short and direct sentences.

Nobody bothers to read long and lengthy paragraphs anyway, so what's the point?

Heard from WanYi that the results are coming out next wed. Sigh, the moment I am NOT waiting for! =X

Someone if you see me on that day, please kindly DON'T step on my tail. I will bite!!!!

If you see me crying, please kindly don't ask me for my grades.

*C.H.C. DON'T CRY NO MATTER WHAT. YOU DO NOT HAVE A SHOULDER TO LIE ON ANYMORE. NOBODY WILL CARE ABOUT YOU SO PLEASE LEARN TO CONTROL YOUR TEARS*

Something on a lighter note. Mum bought a packet of yusheng back~ -.-''' CNY was over so long already!

I think I should stop worrying and enjoy myself with the time left~ =)

All the best to everyone too!

Updates for yesterday.

Went for my interview at Recruit Express. It was fast. Other than that, I don't know what else to comment.

On my way to Orchard, I saw this guy. Actually I didn't see him, but he was staring at me from top to bottom that made me feel like I was not wearing anything. =X

The most scary thing was that he walked the same path behind me all the way to Ngee Ann City.

He was wearing a eerie smile on his face! =X

I am not sure if it was by coincidence or what, but he was about to enter the same lift as me.

It shocked the hell out of me!

I just rushed out of the lift and pretended to lose my way. -.-'''

Got such a bad scare~

Met up with Sam in the evening to watch movie!!! =)

Hehe, finally watched the movie I was waiting for !



It's nice if you like gore and blood. No ghost, no scary moments, nothing. Just disgusting methods of dying~ =X

Who says that I must always hang out with the same people?

I do still enjoy my friends' company but it would not hurt to go out with other long lost contact friends once in a while~

I will learn to GROW UP.